so i havent written a blog in a long long time, but im so happy right now that i just needed to share the love.
i love him. <3 you are so amazing. christopher, we are so good together. 2 years 3 months. the most amazing time of my life. i dont want it to EVER end. and it never will, for we shall be forever entwined. you make me so happy and make me feel so relaxed. i love the way we can just lie in silence next to each other and feel at peace. i love the way you make me feel beautiful and special every single day, whether i look my worst or best. i love the way we both love and hate the same things and how our contrasts compliment each other in a complete oxymoron. i love how we do things for each other, and how we encourage each other to do bad bad things ;) (oi filth, i meant buying buffy comics), however, now you think about it, our sex life is like, the awesomest thing known to man. i love the way i know exactly what you're thinking, and the fact you're gonna think something bloody stupid just to prove i dont right now. i love the way you wind people up to make people laugh, i love the way you write. (oi joss). i love the way you make me wanna squueeegee you forever. we are, in your infamous words; FOCKING AWESOME
i love blackers. we have our laughs and our moans, we bitch and we groan, and yet we're always so bleeding happy. i love when we irish dance to nightwish (i miss that btw) and when we walk into hmv and thrust to whatever shitty dance music is on, and therefore make a complete fool of ourselves. i love when we walk back together and we talk and talk and talk and yet, when i get in the house i can never remember a word we said. i love how you annoyingly correct my grammar, and spelling. i love how you know the phrase for i am without beard in 3 languages (no doubt). i love how you're such a gay non-gay best friend who's willing to go to primark with me... i mean come on, its hell on earth.
i love dave. we've never really spoken much, and then, i've known you for longest. gigmill was fun times, you have a never changing hairstyle, and i love you for it. i also love the way you are the only one who can own me at guitar hero, mr bloody musical genious, and yet you're far too modest. i love the way you shout noooo at random intervals. and i love to see you happy with jojo. it makes me proud :D .
i love jojo. i've known you dear since pe in ridgewood, how far away does that feel now. we were the awesome-est tag team hockey players ever and you know it. we need to go shopping. i trust you so much. you're always there and i know it, and i hope you know im here for you. i love it when we talk and when we share, and we bitch about blackers (shh, he'll never know ;) ... im joking we're nice really). i love your clothes. i will have the distracting pretty.
i love moley. actually. thats a lie. i hate you. you displaced me and you never talk to me. god, what kind of socialite are you ;). i miss the biology days. and i miss our q&a on msn. i love it when we talk, considering i havent known you for long i know alot about you. i feel i can share my problems with you and you'll give me shitty advice that i already knew. but hey, i need that :D
i love bodin. i missed you. we fell out over something stupid. but now we've started again and everyone is forgiven. i want to see you happy. you deserve it so much. we tell each other lots of things and i always try and give the most honest and best advice i can. you're such a good listener and you'll put up with my moaning for hours on end. i love you very much and you're a great guy no matter what you say. you'll find someone special enough for you. :)
i love greg. you make me smile. i love the fact you collect shitty dvds from woolworths for £3. i love the fact you quote really random tv shows. i love the fact you can make me laugh at the silliest things. i love your purple trousers. bens a twat, we all know this, i'll listen to your problems and do my best to help, just like you do for me. :) i still have the origami foxes btw, expecially greg the crack fox.
i love eve. you're forever in my debt, i did first aid :D. we need to steal you more and make you come to gigs. you heard. you're a lovely person. i wish you'd come see us more often.
i love my family.
and OMG 10 days till bullet :D