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Phaedra Kossow-quinn


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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 26
Sign: Cancer

City: Shangri L.A.
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/21/2004

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008 

Current mood:  anxious
what color​ shirt​ were you weari​ng durin​g your last kiss?​​
---it was black with little white vines and pink flowers on it.


Ever been given​ a piggy​ back ride?​​
---i can't stand them, makes me feel that loss of control slash fear of falling down that makes me all nervous unnecessarily.



How was this weeke​nd?​​
---my babylove's birthday = super fun party w/friends, not so fun at all overpriced jim gaffigan. i just don't get a set mainly based on food and laziness, to me that's more sad instead of funny. generic comedians aren't really for me. then i worked a whole bunch. then slept a whole bunch. then back to work and school.


What'​​s on your bedro​om floor​?​​
---infinite things... including catnip toys, bras and panties, two parrot beaks that squawk when you blow into them, many books of a various nature, sometimes ruby kitty, astroturf.

((side note: this cool whip tastes like chemicals, but i'm still eating it... bad sign??))


What did you wake up to this morni​ng?​​
---my alarm and some dumb dudes doing their radio show at 5:20, then snoozed till 5:30 and got up to get ready for class. those early mornings are the WORST!!



What color​ hoodi​e did you wear last?​​
---light green, white and dark green in a crazy pattern.



When did you last go to the beach​?​​
---wow, long time. i went down to the santa monica pier last month, but unfortunately didn't put my toes in the sand or sea.



Are you crush​ing on someo​ne?​​
---big sighhhhhh, edward cullen, always. and not necessarily rob "spunk" pattinson, but the version of him in my mind. i'm sorry, can't help it.


Do you want to get marri​ed?​​
---definitely have a big party with all friends and family to celebrate love, but doesn't have to be marriage per se. maybe for money/insurance/tax/etc purposes one day. but i don't see the necessity of it. wish i could trade my right to my fellow gay and lesbian californians!


Do you sleep​ on your stoma​ch?​​
---every once in a while. i usually end up squashing my arm underneath my body though. so weird to wake up and not be able to feel it! it's like touching a stranger, very unsettling.



Who was the last perso​n that made you cry?
---barack obama and his devotion to his daughters, mixed with my love for my own daddy-o.


Are you tickl​ish?​​
yes. i've read many a child psychology book that says tickling is a form of torture, and pretty uncool at that.



Will you kiss someo​ne withi​n the next week or two?
---more like the next hour or two! yes! kisses are nice!



Love reall​y is a beaut​iful thing​,​​ huh?
---oh, you cliched bastards. but yeah, totally.



How are you feeli​ng at this very momen​t?​​
---sore and tired and stressed, but not overly so.



Are you someo​ne who worri​es often​?​​
---yep, and usually about money. so lame.


What are you excit​ed about​?​​
---family time at christmas! it's gonna be so amazing to be together in the snow! i can't wait to pet zena and elphie either.



Do you think​ someo​ne is think​ing about​ you right​ now?
---ruby is thinking "i sure hope that one human with the bright colors everywhere comes home soon to give me some wet food and pets"


How late did you stay up last night​ and why?
---in bed by 11, slept on and off restlessly till 5:20am.


Have you ever kisse​d someo​ne whose​ name start​ed with a J?
---i do it on the regular.


What does your hair look like today​?​​
---two big messy buns on either side of my head. needs to be re-dyed, like always.


Hones​tly,​​ if you could​ go back 5 month​s and chang​e somet​hing would​ you?
---go to disneyland more often!! my annual pass has expired and i miss it desperately!



Is there​ someone you wanna​ spend​ time with right​ now?
---only one?? well then of course- my oshy osh, if i had to choose only one.


Do you wish you never​ dated​ someo​ne you dated​?​​
---nope, even the biggest and craziest trainwrecks of my love life were such important lessons, that i'll never let myself repeat. so thanks ever so much for screwing me over so very terribly, you assholes :)


Do you know anyon​e that smoke​s weed?​​
---it's funny, here in la la land it's much more rare than i would've thought. there's stoners, fo sho, but they're so few and far between compared to humboldt... suppose that goes without saying though.


Have you ever kisse​d anyon​e whose​ name start​ed with an A?
---many of them.


Do you know anyon​e who drink​s a lot?
---yeah, of course.


Is there​ anyon​e you want to forge​t?​​
---maybe. yeah. no.


Today​,​​ would​ you rathe​r go back a week or go forwa​rd a week?​​
---back, absolutely! more extra time to do homework!! which i should be doing now... but i'm just too stressed to dive back in yet.



Have a best frien​d?​​
---a good solid handful of them.


Are you in a good mood right​ now?
---i wouldn't say great.



What are you liste​ning to at the momen​t?​​
---a tragic sad part of rent: "goodbye love". that's the one that almost always gets me crying.


What were you doing​ at midni​ght last night​?​​
---trying so hard to sleep!



Has a boy/​​girl ever calle​d you babe/​​baby?​​
---tons of them have.



Is there​ a guy/​​girl that knows​ every​thing​ or mostl​y every​thing​ about​ you?
---a bunch of people do. i've never been a very private person, at all.




How has the week been?​​
---average.



Have you ever falle​n aslee​p in someo​nes arms?​​
---until it gets sweaty or limbs start falling asleep.



Do you belie​ve every​one deser​ves a secon​d chanc​e?​​
---no. you have to work for your chances, and maybe - just maybe - you'll deserve them.


How long was your last phone​ call?​​ and who was it to?
---my mama, 2 minutes 44 seconds. ha ha, cell technology.



Has anyon​e ever told you they were in love with you?
---i think 3 or 4 people total.



What made you sad today​?​​
---witnessing the petty and lameass junior high type things that keep people who stay stagnant in humboldt from getting bored, or realizing how much they hate themselves.


What were you doing​ 2 hours​ ago?
---chillin' with an insurance agent named merisol at triple a.


Who did you eat with last?​​
---some other sign language students at school.



Who was the last perso​n you were in a car with?​​
---jim, sunday night.


What are your Thank​sgivi​ng plans​?​​
---going to utah for some anderson family snow adventures! yeah!


Did you kiss someo​ne befor​e you were sixteen?​​​
---i absolutely did.

Are you good at hidin​g your feeli​ngs?​​​
---when i need to be. most girls learn to do this around age 13.

Do you wave when you see peopl​e you know?​​​
---yep.

Last four peopl​e to text you?
---jim, jon, hannah, my boss.

Can you braid​ hair?​​​
---yes! i've only recently discovered how much i like wearing two braids again. little house on the prairie, what what?!?!?1


Who are you disap​point​ed in right​ now?
---52% of california. hopefully we can use their biased hatred as momentum for the upcoming defeat of prop 8!!

Do you have trust​ issue​s?​​​
---yeah, once again, thanks to the assholes.

What does your 5th text messa​ge say?
---straight edge chickens! (with a picture of a chicken & the motto "our chickens don't do drugs")

Do you drink​ Red Bull or any other​ energ​y drink​ on a regul​ar basis​?
---diet mt. dew, i guess... like twice a week.

Have you ever told someo​ne you like them?​​​
---like??? is this eighth grade all over again?

What were you doing​ at 11:​​​00 AM?
---taking a midterm that i missed last week.

What did you do today​?​​​
---school, homework, more school, got new insurance at triple a.

Name somet​hing you have in commo​n with all of your sibli​ngs?​​​
---our collective capacity to love and have fun is just massive! way to go, us!

Who is the last perso​n who wrote​ a lette​r to you on paper​?​​​
---my grandma, oh how i love her.

Have you ever had the same dream​ more than once?​​​
---many many times. it's almost always a version of something really mean and terrible happening at camp winnarainbow... i have the hypocrites who are in charge there to thank for that.

Do you prefe​r regul​ar or choco​late milk?​​​
---eeew. milk is yucky.

Can you whist​le?​​​
---if it's to make a toddler laugh, yeah.

What color​ are the pants​ you'​​​re weari​ng?​​​
---jeans.

Are you usual​ly the first​ to say sorry​ when you'​​​re in a fight​,​​​ or the last?​​​
---i don't say sorry unless i truly think i did something wrong. i'm over the whole "apologizing just to apologize" thing.

Name somet​hing that made you frown​ today​?​​​
---thinking about mean closed-minded people.

Have you ever gotte​n alcoh​ol poiso​ning?​​​
---oh, i'm sure those couple of times counted.

Have you ever held hands​ with anyon​e?​​​
---what? i'm confused by the question.

Have you ever been suspe​nded?​​​
---absolutely, for refusing to sit in my desk when i really had to pee.

Do you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?​
---not really, guys are pretty simple to understand.


Are you proud​ of the perso​n you'​​​ve becom​e?​​​
---i'm not done becoming her yet, but so far so good.

The last perso​n you kisse​d needs​ you at 3 am and you have a way to them,do you go?
---no question, of course i do.

Does anyon​e think​ you are a bitch​?​​​
---only people who are very small and probably really hate themselves.

Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are ever reall​y worth​ it?
---yes, it's all a step towards your ultimate personal growth.

Do you have empty​ bottl​es of alcoh​ol hidde​n somew​here?​​​
---why would i hide them?

Could​ you go the rest of your life witho​ut smoki​ng weed?​​​
---i've done that for 25 years, why would i stop?


If your girl/​​boyfr​iend break​s up with you for anoth​er guy/​​​girl and then decides they want you back what do you say?
---if that happened, they most likely wouldn't have a way to effectively contact me anymore.

The last perso​n you share​d a bed/​​​couch​ with mean anyth​ing to you?
---yep.

Your most recen​t ex says he/​​​she hates​ you, you say?
---ah, the irony.

Have you ever falle​n aslee​p on someo​ne?
---like a billion times, GOSH!


Where is the first place you kissed the last person you kissed?
---in his parking garage, while wearing cat ears, december 17th 2005.

What do you prefer drinking in the morning?
---water.


What is your favorite restaurant?
---that's a tough one. i miss tomo sushi, there's never enough tofu down here!!

Name 3 emotions at this exact moment?
---excited, stressed, nervous.

Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
---of course, i'm female aren't i?


Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
---eight of them, if you count my cat and snake... which i definitely do!



Next party you're going to?
---ummmm, the pro-gay-anti-hatred rally on saturday? kinda like a party, but with meaning.

Last time you were truly happy?
---laughing and drinking and singing karaoke friday night at jim's bday party.

Have you ever churned butter?
---eff that noise.

What woke you up this morning?
---the radio, much too early.


Do you like candy necklaces?---no.


Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
---oh yeah.


What do you do when you need to relax?
---sleep!! please!!


What are you listening to right now?
---mates of state, love them!



Has any one said they love you in the last week?
---lots of people have, it feels oh so delicious. especially from a two-year-old :) "laahhhh-yoooo-fee-duh"


Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
---some people at school.


What are you thinking about right now?
---where's all the money? i need a big chunk of it to ease my woes...



What color is your keyboard?
---it's not mine, but that generic whitish color.


Last person of the opposite​ sex to give you a hug?
---dante, the aforementioned two-year-old.

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
---yeah, a few random times in humboldt and once in los feliz. silly stuff, searching, not finding anything, etc.


Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
---no, but like oshy said - some of us are very equal.

Will this weekend be a good one?
---comedy puppet show, lots of homework, protesting hatred on the streets of city hall, some studying, who knows what else... the zoo??

Where is the person that had your heart ?
---had it past tense? ummmm i guess i have to say portland, but that's so so lame. there's important reasons that it's all past tense, ya know? i have my heart now, and i'll share it with kind and decent people.

What do you think of people that do drugs?
---"do drugs" is such a weird phrase. like smoking a little bit of weed once in a while with friends, or like being strung out on meth? 'cause one of those is fine (as long as you're still motivated and looking to better yourself and your relationships and your world), and the other is just fucking terrible. i like to hallucinate every once in a great while - with the right people and events. just watch out for yourself, be careful and safe, don't overdo it, etc...



Looking back, did you ever think you'd be where you're at in life now?
---if you'd told me in 2000 that i'd be living in l.a., working as a nanny, and on my way to becoming a sign language interpreter... don't know if i'd believe you :)


Is there something special you want for Christmas?
---for all of the family to be together and have a marvelous time - without spending tons of money or feeling stressed out!
Currently listening:
Garden State
By Various Artists
Release date: 2004-08-10
Monday, August 04, 2008 

Current mood:  inspired
What is the last song you listened to?
inbetween days - the cure. super nice pleasant great song.

Who are the last people you rode in a car other than a family member?
that sentence has issues... i don't "ride people in a car", at least not usually. but the last non family member i rode in a car WITH was my boyfriend jim. technically not family, but definitely family anyway. so that's your answer if you're speaking in pure technicalities.

What is the closest book to you?
the amber spyglass.

What phone do you have?
it's a really cheap verizon camera phone. come on, free upgrade in february!!

Do you have any dogs? If so, what breeds?
none whatsoever. but i really adore my dad and stepmom's dog, zena the terrier princess. she's magic.

Any cats?
miss rubybutt, lover of washing humans.

What is the most expensive thing you own that plays music?
my car stereo i guess. it cost me one hundred well spent dollars.

Favorite Disney movie?
just one?? damn, this question is tough. i think i'm gonna have to say beauty and the beast. and lots lots more.

What is the furthest place you've traveled?
in utero, new zealand. as a very young child, france. while i had many conscious memories as an older person, costa rica.



Do you have any piercings? Where?
just two, one on each ear.

Any tattoos? Where?
three of them. you know where they are, come on now.

Do use any instant messengers? If so, which ones?
not really. once in a while on facebook, but that's about it.

Who are most the texts from on your phone?
my lover.

What color are your eyes?
greeny.

Ever wear colored contacts?
yeah, lavender, blue, green, turquoise. they're too expensive though.

What color is your hair?
dark dark brown and red.

Any highlights?
i have lowlights that match my natural color, so the red parts look highlighted. tricky huh?

Would you ever change it?
i dye it pretty regularly.

What is the wallpaper on your computer?
i'm on my boyfriend's. he has two monitors, one with a baby asian small clawed otter, and one with our favorite depressed diabetes bear, harold... mascot of the rocky mountain chocolate company. he was stolen by teenagers, but his memory lives in our hearts!

Last thing you drank?
red wine, then water with lemon.

Closest living thing to you?
jon kopera, sleeping in the other bedroom.

Favorite fast food joint?
can i say none? is there a sushi one?

Last movie you saw at the theater?
stepbrothers, hilarious. i think you just turned into a unicorn for a minute there.

Anything planned for this Sunday?
not yet. something fun with my mama?

Look out the window whats the first thing you see?
either plum or cherry trees, i always mix them up.

Which parent do you get along with best?
i get along with all of them. doesn't the not getting along part kinda end once you're over 17??

Are you wearing socks right now?
i am.

Whats your ringtone?
i use vibrate.


Do you get cold easily?
i have a really small threshold of comfort when it comes to temperature, high or low.

Do you use a toaster or toaster oven?
which ever is there. i don't own either.

Do you have a job?
nanny. being paid to play dinosaurs and robots is pretty incredible.

Are you gonna kiss someone today?
i already did, and i will again.

Do you know anyone famous?
a couple mildly famous people, sort of. not really though. unless you count my cat.

Favorite football team?
chicago bears, muthafucka. you know it.

Are you a big Zac Efron fan?
not really. he was a great link, but he's overrated and has too many muscles.

Would you rather drown or burn to death?
i guess droown, although i almost did it twice and it was not pleasant.

Do you shop at Wal-Mart?
whenever i get the chance. you'd think l.a. would have them more frequently located.

When is the last time you worked out or went to the gym?
no idea. i ran around after a toddler in the boiling sun today, does that count?

Who is the last person on your missed call list?
rosanna, i was sleeping.

Do you watch the news?
not usually.

Do you love or hate Dr.

in general? like doctors? weird question... i hate that i can't afford them!!


Do you believe in ufo's and aliens?
for sure. it's so much more plausible than most people's idea of "god".

Where are most of your clothes from?
places like mervyns, kmart, ross. cheapo style.

states have you been to?
yes, i have been to states.

Are you a myspace addict?
i guess.

Have you kissed anyone that name starts with a B?
yeah, a few of them.

Did anything funny happen in the last 48 hours?
many things.

Last place you hugged someone?
in the middle of the sunset strip after a me first and the gimme gimmes show! hooray!

Do you know anyone named Matt?
i know a few too many.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
earlier today, if you counts text messages.

Do you like someone but aren't sure if they like you back?
my cat?

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
it's straight, but never quite straight enough. gotta have a flat iron.

Do you currently have a hickey?
no, i wouldn't allow it. i'm not fourteen anymore.

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
jim, from a payphone 'cause he left his phone in my car.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my darling dad.

Do you have a best friend?
i do. she's much too far away though.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
sure i do. is this survey normally taken by meth heads or something?

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
a bunch of strangers in the albuquerque airport. they must've thought i was insane.

Where are you right now?
my boyfriend's bedroom, trying to stay awake till he gets home from his editing night shift.

Do you use smiley faces on the computer too much?
every once in a while. i used to loathe them but i see their place these days.

What are you looking forward to this month?
going to a taping of 'the big bang theory'. disneyland again, it's been wayyyyy too long!

Is the sun shining?
on the opposite side of the planet, absolutely.




FACT: about the person you like?
he loves my cat, which makes me love him more.

WHAT: happened at 11:00 am today?
my first alarm went off.



ARE YOU: wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope, all owned by yours truly.



WHEN: was the last time you saw number 4 on your top friends?
about an hour ago. i fed her and pet her and cleaned up her poop.



NAME: someone whose name starts with the letter "C"
colin.


DO YOU: plan on moving in the next year?
nope.



WHO: took your profile picture?
my lovely stepmama.



WHATS: your current problem?
i never have enough money and it's too hot in so cal.



LAST: person to lay in your bed?
my kitty.

WHO WAS: the last person you saw?
a bunch of silly strangers on sunset strip.



THE LAST: time you kissed someone?
around 11:45.


FAVE: drink?
freshly squeezed ruby red grapefruit juice is pretty amazing. so is sangria, also fresh.



DO YOU: crack your knuckles?
rarely.

HAVE YOU: cried today at all?
not in a couple days actually.



ARE YOU: ticklish?
inappropriate.



ARE YOU: happy right now?
not ecstatic. but it's allllll good.



WHO WAS: the last person you talked to 2 nights ago before bed?
jim.



WILL YOU: be driving in a year?
yes.


HAVE YOU MADE: a mistake this past week?
every week has mistakes, that's how humans learn.

DO YOU: miss someone?
large number of someones.


DO YOU KNOW: anyone with the same name as you?
nope, there's a phaedra hotel in greece though.



WHEN WAS: the last time you really laughed?
last night, seeing stepbrothers.

HOW LONG: is your hair?
a little bit past my shoulders.

DID YOU: have a nap today?
i wish. i did play with the kids while my bosses napped together though. grownups need naps too!


HAVE ANY: regrets?
one or two.



DO YOU USE: an alarm clock?
at home, yes. sleeping other places, my phone.


ARE YOU: social or antisocial person?
mariposa slash papillon.


WHO WAS THE LAST: person to disappoint you?
los angeles drivers.

WHO DO YOU TRUST?
you. only you.



WHAT ARE YOU DOING:
listening to 80s michael jackson, naturally.



WHAT WERE YOU DOING at 5 in the morning?
snuggled up, slumbering, dreaming.



WHEN WAS: the last time you were given a flower?
it's been a while. maybe the beginning of july?


DO YOU: drink tea?
i was raised by hippies.


WOULD YOU: ever dye your hair blonde?
i've been platinum before, not for me these days.



WHO WAS: the last person to text you?
jim.



WHAT IS: the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
water with lemon.



DID YOU: sing at all today?
this question is extremely comical for me. not a day goes by without song...


Do you like the person you are becoming?
always. she's good stuff.


Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
they have. i don't believe in that word though.



What song is stuck in your head?
billy jean is not my lover
she's just a girl who thinks that i am the one
but the kid is not my son


Wanna have kids before you're 30?:
i think 30 is just about the right age actually.



Name something you have to do tomorrow?:
shower. go to trader joe's. eat a yummy lunch somewhere with jim. indian? vietnamese? japanese? who knows.



Can you whistle?:
totally.



Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?:
probably side is most common. i mix it up though, keep 'em guessing.


What gets in your way of your sleeping?
mornings. sunlight. heat. my thoughts.



Are your eyes the same colour as your mum's or dad's?
no.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?:
it happens a lot.


Do you think too much or too little?
no.



Do you smile a lot?
sometimes for no reason at all


Whens the next time you will see the person you like?
a few hours.


Are you happy with your life?:
i am. there's little adjustments that could make things smoother, of course. but i'm slowly but surely on the path to my dream career!! what more could a girl ask for?



Can you handle the truth?
i'll caress that shit


Do you get 8 hours of sleep every night?
if i'm lucky.


What was the last book you read?:
i'm in the middle of about four different ones... finishing up the 3rd "his dark materials" and very excited about it. some trashy vegas vampires book for when i don't wanna think. always re-reading one harry potter or another. wrinkly in time. about to start twilight, which i'm really excited for!


Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
that question makes me sad for america's youth and survey takers. hate is almost always a wasted and all-consuming unnecessary emotion.


Is there something you always wear?
claddagh ring w/the purple stone from jim. my watch, unless i'm dressing up super fancy style. contacts or glasses. color coordinated jewelry.


What were you doing 30 minutes ago?:
i think still this/...

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?:
jim.


Did you have an exciting last weekend?:
surely. it was my first time visiting my dad and stepmom's new place in new mexico... so much fun! it was really tough to go back to my "real life" afterwards.


Have you ever crawled through a window?:
countless times, into many different people's houses/apartments.


Are you wearing a necklace?:
pretty much always. this one is red and plastic and awesome.


Do you cry a lot?
i'd say something gets me choked up on a weekly basis. does that make me emo?



What's something that can always make you feel better?:
retail therapy.


Will this weekend be a good one?:
hopefully i'll be at sea world, so yes!



What do you want right now?
fresh blueberries.


Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?:
dumb question. who hasn't?



Look behind you, what do you see?
weird al.


Have you ever worked in a food place?:
i have not, and i'm very happy about that.



What would you name your future daughter?
favorite color.



The last thing you heard?
mike d rapping.


1) If you married the last person you kissed, what would your full name be?
phaedra cheyenne kossow-quinn.




2) If you could either float on the moon, or snorkel the ocean, which?
i'd only snorkel if i had a mask with my glasses prescription. it's just too uncomfortable in contacts... booooo!



3) Do you love anyone?
i really really do.



4) Have you ever been in handcuffs, sexually?
ummmm i think so?

5) Do you love your family because you have to, or because you really do love them?
the second one.



7) How old were you when you lost your first tooth?
i'm gonna guess six?


8) Were you a hyper or mellow kid?
hyper like a muthafucka.



9) If Myspace made you pay would you still use it?
absolutely not.



10) What happened on July 18?
i worked from 12:30-8:30, then probably went to a movie or something...


11) Do you hate your exes?
not at all. i want them to find whatever it will take to make them happy.




12) Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
i haven't even done new york. not once.




13) Would you rather go camping or to a five star hotel?
hotel, no question. i don't care for camping unless a real bathroom and electricity and a nice big well-lit mirror and hot water and available.



14) How many email addresses do you have?
two.




15) Do you own brand name stuff?
sure. like kmart brands and whatnot. oh and tons or airwalk shoes.


16) Last time you washed your hair?
yesterday around 2pm.


18) Do you like Oreos?
no.

19) Has anyone ever hung up on you?
not for a while now.



20) What do you do when a telemarketer calls?
tell them to take me off every one of their solicitation lists permanently and hang up.




21) Do you have a brother?
he's the best ever.




22) Do you know how to change a diaper?
i get paid good money to do it... i've been doing it for at least 3-5 days a weeks for more than 3 years straight now.



23) Do you flip people off while driving?
dumb. but i sometimes sign mean things at them, if that counts.


24) Ever wish you were a celebrity?
i did when i was young. now i see through the hype.

25) Who was the last person you fell asleep on or lay on?
jim.


27) Who's your favorite American Idol judge?
that's a tough one. i truly adore all three. probably simon 'cause when i met him, my friend said "and this is phaedra", and he took my hand firmly in both of his and said "of course you are".



29) What kind of mood are you in?
little sleepy. little happy. little bobbing along to the music.

30) Last time you cleaned?
i do little bits all the time, haven't done a big huge one in a while.



31) What is the last song you listened to?
ha ha by mates of state just finished, now it's miss delaney by jack's mannequin.




32) What pills do you take daily?
those ones that kill the eggs in my uterus. generic version of claritin.



33) What's a goal you wanna reach?
become an amazing sign language interpreter.


34) Do you do your own laundry?
of course. who the hell has others do theirs?


36) Are you single or taken?
taken.

37) Baths or showers?
i don't like baths.

38) Do you take out the trash?
usually just little bags of kitty poop. ha ha.



39) How did you and your number one on myspace become friends/bf gf?
he sent me a myspace message that said "hello".



40) Are you getting engaged anytime soon?
no way.



41) One wish?
endless cash flow!



44) What did you do last Saturday night?
hung out in albuquerque with my family, went to bed.


46) Which one of your friends is going to have the cutest baby?
oshy 'cause it'll be a part cat part bird part seahorse or something cool like that.


47) Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last person you kissed?
absolutely. i'd fucking murder her face.


48) What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
clothes, books, expensive sushi dinners, theme parks.

49) Last thing someone bought for you?
ummmmm... not sure. my dad got me admission to the albuquerque zoo and aquarium last week.



50) What are you going to do now?
finish my book? watch scrubs re-runs?
Currently listening:
Hello
By Poe
Release date: 1995-10-17
Thursday, March 20, 2008 

Current mood:  adventurous




1. Have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
i tend to do it laying bed, actually.

2. When people say, "Honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever talked shit about anyone", do you think it’s possible?
i think that person is trying to convince themselves they’re a better person than they really are...

3. Is there someone you’d really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
my dad, always and forever.

4. Is there something that has happened in your past that you really hate talking about?
no ’cause even the most unpleasant moments were disguised as crucial life lessons that shaped the phae you know and love today... cheesy and cliche as that sounds

5. Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
there’s a few key players on that team. they aren’t very sufficient or enjoyable humans, so i’ll let it slide...just this once though

6. Do you think you’re approachable?
i do, but i’ve been told in the past that i’m intimidating at first. interesting. maybe people don’t like bright colors, loud laughter, glitter, etc??

7. Do you regret doing anything this week?
forgetting to study for my vocab test in my sign language class.


8. Name something you wouldn’t want to buy used:
how about DEEEEEZ NUTTTTSSSSSS

9. When did you last cry?
last night i got a tiny bit emotional watching the "idol gives back" segment where they go to africa to help people out, but it wasn’t actual crying. i cried a bit last week when i got a custom handmade sweater from my wonderful grandma in the mail...

10. How late did you stay up last night?
till around midnight. i wish it had been earlier but i worked late.

11. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
many of them have.

12. What do you think of the most when you are alone?
how i despise being alone.

13. Suppose you see your crush kissing another person, what would you do?
destroy his life, probably. make him suffer immensely in some way (this is all ’cause my crush is my boyfriend, by the way... i wouldn’t do that to just some dude)

14. Would you ever become a vegetarian or even vegan?
never. i love my sushi way too much. i’ve still never ever had even one bite of red meat though, fo’ lyfe!!

15. Do you like your school?
i do, even though it’s hitting me really hard this semester. i guess i’m lucky if i haven’t had to really struggle or study at all till now, but it kinda makes it even more difficult, like a slap in the face.

16. Are you a flirt?
sure i am, especially with my platonic female friends...

17. Have you ever held hands?
no, never. what’s that?

18. When was the last time that you went swimming, where, and what color was your swimsuit?
hmmmmm i don’t even remember...

19. How often do you talk on the phone?
surprisingly infrequently.

20. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
mervyns, i get a 15% discount with my card.

21. Did you ever lose a best friend?
of course, but the ones that really truly mattered have been reconnected with.

22. Have you ever gotten mad because somebody said they’d call you and they didn’t?
why yes, thanks for asking, i am a girl.

23. Have you ever met a real life prostitute?
yeah, dawn gerek definitely fucked people for various material things, drugs, and a place to live. super classy, right there.

24. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
yes.

25. Can you do push-ups?
probably a few.

26. What is the connection between you and the last person you texted?
he’s my boyfriend’s old roommate and hopefully my future gay best friend

27. What is wrong with you right now?
i need hair dye.

28. Who do you hate?
child molesters, rapists, animal cruelty loving individuals

29. What is your favorite food?
sushi and frozen yogurt.

30. Are you happy right now?
this second? moderately so. in general? pretty much.

31. What are you listening to?
old no doubt, at the minute. no matter matter matter matter who calls, i screen my phone calls.

32. Drinking?
i don’t understand how that’s a question.

33. What is your favorite thing to have on your bed?
ruby, my lovely kitty, snuggled up in pure bliss.

34. Last time you went in a tanning bed?
fucking gross. i hate orange people... except for oompa loompas!!

35. What do you wear to bed?
old soft worn t-shirts, panties.

36. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
no more than the next chick

37. What are you doing/did today?
got up early, got ready, rushed to school early to study for my test, did better than i expected on test, went to trader joe’s to get lunch stuff, now this. tonight i have sign language class and a comedy show called naked babies.

39. Have you ever been nominated for something?
totally homecoming queen in high school. guess who won, baby? oh yeah... it was me. so silly.

40. Do you live near your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend?
none of them. i’ve only had a handful of them and they’re all 100s of miles north.

42. Do you remember your dreams?
less often/detailed than i’d like to.

43. Do you read?
all the damn time. on any given day, i’m in the middle of a few different novels.

44. Who’s house did you go to today?
jim and jon’s.

45. What magazines do you subscribe to?
i don’t.

46. Do you like anyone right now?
i like all kinds of people

48. Do you say dawg?
yeah, i go to the randy jackson school of etiquette and vocabulary

49. What are you excited about?
this weekend, next week, hopefully visiting my dad and susan in the beginning of april!!

50. Who was last to cook for you?
the deli workers at whole foods.

51. What is on your mind right now?
hairspray.

52. Who was the last person to make you cry?
my grandma, but in a good way

53. Name someone whose name starts with the letter R.
ruby, my cat.

54. Do you care what others think about you?
a few people, yes. but mostly i care about what i think of me.

55. Do you own the game Monopoly?
yep.

56. Do you trust people easily?
i do, even if they really don’t deserve it.

57. What do you think of the person who last posted this?
i’m not sure who it was, but they’re probably rad.

58. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
in a handful of hours, yes.

59. Who was the last person who called you?
jim.

60. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
not at the moment.






. Do you drink gingerale when you are not sick?
~ i haven’t had any soda at all in 18 months, but ginger ale is one of the few kinds i actually miss.

2. How long has it been since you have seen an ex?
~ thanksgiving.

3. Name 5 of your best friends.
~ oshy, jim, megan, robin, shannon

4. What would you do if someone dyed your pubic hairs bright pink permanently?
~ i would question the whole situation ’cause that just isn’t even possible.

5. When was the last time you had Starbucks?
~ it’s been a few months at least.

6. Have you ever doubted your sexual orientation?
~ doubted? no... i spent a good portion of my high school years making out with boys and girls, but there wasn’t any doubt involved.

7. Do you like wearing socks?
~ yes.

8. Does your bed make alot of noise when you’re having sex?
~ sometimes. it’s a bit old and creaky.

9. Does your car have sunroof?
~ nope.

10. Whats your favorite perfume?
~ i like distilled rosewater mixed with tahitian orchid or hawaiian ginger.

11. Do you have a favorite brand of clothes? If so what?
~ nope, whatever’s brightly colored and on sale works for me

12. If women ruled the world would there be more peace?
~ i’d like to think so, but most chicks have a really intense vindictive bitchy side to them, so who knows...

13. Should we destroy all men?
~ maybe all humans, but not just men.

14. Would you ever become a stripper?
~ no thanks, i couldn’t incorporate my sign language skills very effectively.

15. Do you like your school?
~ i did this question earlier...

16. Do you ever fantasize about having the same sex join in with you and your bf/gf?
~ fuck that.

16. Have you ever used body paint?
~ yeah, a little bit. i did go to circus camp for sixteen summers straight!

17. Do you own a sex book thats tells you a bunch of diffrent positions?
~ not anymore, that was soooo high school :) ha ha

18. How much money do you have?
~ cash money? just change right now, i need to remember to get some for tonight.

19. One of your favorite movies?
~ across the universe

20. Do you like screem-o music?
~ that word is spelled "scream".

21. Are you taken?
~ absolutely.

22. Are you happy with life at this very moment?
~ sure, it’s decent.

23. Ever lost some one VERY close to u?
~ my cat, inka. she was my love for 17 years

24. Do you forgive but NEVER forget?
~ nope, i don’t do either!

25. Are your friends mostly girls or guys?
~ my closest friends are girls, but most live far away. i hang out with mostly guys these days.

26. Has one of your parents ever caught you having sex?
~ not really, we were all very open about it.

27. Did you have fun at your prom?
~ much more fun at the after party, fo’ sho’!!

28. How many times have you been to court?
~ a couple, but not really for my stuff.

29. Ever been to jail?
~ been there, yes. served time, no.

30. Do you twitch when your falling asleep?
~ i do actually, how weird is that?!?!?

31. Ever hit some one in your sleep?
~ definitely.

32. Ever been homeless?
~ nope.

33. Do you have big dreams for your life?
~ yes.

34. Do you have a big closet?
~ regular sized.

35. Do you like wearing high heels?
~ like the look, can’t really stand the feel, except for a choice few pairs.

36. Ever kissed some one of the same sex..when you were sober?
~ literally hundreds of times.

37. Have you ever ridden a horse?
~ so much, but not for years.

38. Do you like feet?
~ no no no.

39. Do you watch CSI? How bout law & order?
~ none of the above.

40. Have you ever just felt like screaming?
~ yeah, and i just do it.

41. How many diffrent drugs have you done? How many of those do you regret?
~ technically advil is a drug... so... but as for "illegals": i’ve done shrooms many times (never had a bad trip! yayyyy!), ecstacy once (loved it, but i know it’s not something to make a regular activity), and ate pot brownies a couple times.

42. Ever wished on a shooting star? Did it come true?
~ yes and no.

43. Do you like porn?
~ sometimes, when the mood strikes.

44. Whoes your favorite porn star?
~ tom hung aka orgasmo! yessssss!

45. Do you touch your self?
~ if i didn’t i’d be a lot more uptight.

46. What do you think of this survey?
~ good timekiller till class later.

47. Do you like pain?
~ nope.

44. Do you live in B.F.E.?
~ big fuckin’ elephantland? yeahhhhhhhh i do...

48. Do you like scary movies?
~ yep.

49. Name a random fact about you?
~ when i was little, i met an orangutan with the exact same birthday as me.

50. Do people confide in you alot?
~ a few of them.

51. Do you like talkin on the phone?
~ with certain people.

52. Do you text alot?
~ yep, usually around 1500 a month

53. Can you text with out lookin at your phone?
~ sort of.

54. Whats the oldest you have or would date?
~ my ex was 13 years older than me...

55. Are you a Princess?
~ my parents are completely wonderful, but not technically royalty.

56. Do you eat junk food or chocolate when your sad or depressed?
~ no, just more of my healthy stuff

57. Do you like the movie The 40 Year Old Virgin?
~ very much so.

58. Where are u?
~ my boyfriend’s bedroom.

59. Did you have sex in the past week? Was it good?
~ yep and yep.

60. Now that this survey is over whatcha gunna do?
~ it’s not, i cut and pasted another one on the end! yeah!

61. Would you rather have a hybrid vehicle or a Hummer?
~ hybrid, no question. people who choose hummers are asssssholes.

62. Who is prettier: Angelina Jolie or Kate Bosworth?
~ not even close, angelina is the ultimate winner. kate is barely even pretty, let alone a juicy gorgeous goddess like angie. come on now...

63. What do you think about the tabloids?
~ interesting if i’m waiting in line at the store, that’s about it.

64. Have you ever been to Texas?
~ twice, but only in the dallas airport on the way to and from costa rica. i’m scared of it...

65. Would you want to go?
~ if it was an all expenses paid thing, or i had friends to visit or something.

66. Do you wear a watch?
~ yep.

67. Have you ever had the sensation that you were falling while asleep?
~ i’m sure.

68. Would you rather work at Goodwill or McDonalds?
~ absolutely goodwill!






Name 7 people you can think of right off the top of your head.

Don’t read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.

This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...

NO CHEATING!

1.
my boyfriend jim
2.
my sister/best friend oshy
3.
my brother cass
4.
jim’s roommate jon
5.
my friend megan up in humboldt
6.
my friend kassi up i portland
7.
oshy’s boyfriend colin

DON’T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

1.
How did you meet number 1?
jim sent me a myspace message back in december ’05, and we became fast friends and later on fast lovers...

2. On a scale 1-10 rate your friendship with number 2 .
with oshy it’s even beyond that... she’s like a forty-six billion on the scale, plus thousands of gold stars for effort, sparkles and love, endless blue ribbons and gold medals too...

3. How long have you known number 7.
i met colin in 2004 when he swept my girl off her feet. good man right there.

4.
How do you know number 4?
i met jon in 2006, he came out from chi town to visit jim. we went to universal studios and watched the superbowl and a great friendship began...

5.
What would you do if 5 told you they loved you?
if megan said ’i love you’, i might just melt through the floorboards ’cause that’s some sweet seduction baby! aw yeah!

6.
A fact about number 1?
jim eats too much beef, but balances it out by being fearless at the sushi bar.

7.
Who is 4 going out with?
jon is going steady with ruby, my sexy grey tabby. he won’t admit it to just anyone, but they’re truly made for each other...same birthday and everything!

8.
What is 2 doing?
oshy is babysitting some of my favorite girls, delilah and clementine.

9.
Would you live with number 6?
kassi as a roommate? absolutely! we’d have so much fuckin’ fun, it’d be unreal...

10.
What do you like about number 1?
i love how jim has been there for me in many different ways right when i needed it the most... i can really depend on him.

11.
Do you miss number 5?
i miss megan so much that my heart may just burst...watch for a blood explosion.

12.
Would you make out with number 1 ?
i do it pretty regularly, good boyfriend acitivity.

13.
What’s your opinion of number 2?
oshy is unlike any other and i would never exchange or miss out on a single of our moments together. ten years and counting!!

14.
What’s your favorite memory with number 7?
best colin memory... even though it was really recent, his birthday at disneyland was just so fun and amazingly memorable and monumental.

15.
What would you do if number 2 and 3 were going out?
hmmm oshy and cass... i think colin and stephanie might have an issue with it, not to mention all of our family.

16.
Ever had a long conversation with 6?
kassi and i have had many long conversations over the years, on and off ever since junior high baby!

17.
Have you ever slept at 2’s house?
ever since we met, oshy and i have been involved in various slumber parties

18.
Do you hang out a lot with 3?
i wish i got way more cass time in...i miss him so so much, especially when we both wear purple.

19.
Who have you known the longest?
cass, for almost 22 years.

20.
How old is number 1?
oshy will be 25 in just a couple months... we’re so damned old!

21.
How often do you talk to and see 6?
i’m never in as much contact with kassi as i’d like to be... it’s hard with the hundreds of miles between us...

22.
What about 7?
colin and i get our good moments in... selfish me thinks it’s never enough, but hey that’s how i roll :)

23.
What about 1?
osh and i have a pretty regular schedule.

24.
What about 5?
megan and i don’t get us much quality time as i’d like, it’s tough to find the time.

25.
What about 3?
my brother hates the phone, so that makes it difficult. but he’s constantly in my thoughts, if that counts...
Currently listening:
Give Up
By The Postal Service
Release date: 18 February, 2003
Friday, March 14, 2008 

Current mood:  bouncy

THINK BACK TO 8TH GRADE ; BUT IF YOU ARE IN 8TH GRADE PLEASE DON’T DO IT. THERE’S NO FUN IN IT THEN.

Let’s see how much you remember!

- Who was your best friend?
rose humphry and karen hall

-What sports did you play?
ha ha, a little bit of basketball. i was trying oh so hard to fit in with the popular kids...


- Did you buy your lunch?
nope, brought it from home.

friends or girl friends?
girl friends, fo sho. there weren’t many boys i got along with super well at jacoby creek

-skip school?
a couple of times... not really though.

- Did you get suspended/expelled?
nope, not till high school

- What was your favorite class?
hmmm that’s tough... maybe history with mr. goddard? he was one wacky dude.

- What was your school’s name?
jacoby creek elementary, although it was a middle school as well.

-Would you go back in time if you could?
oh no, never ever.


-Who did you sit at lunch with?
towards the beginning of the year, i tried to rock it sitting with the cool kids... that was pretty lame once they made up lies that i’d accused someone else’s dad of being a child molestor, ya know, just on a whim. amazing. towards the end of the year it was the real friends: rose, karen, bonnie, michelle, megan...some others too i’m sure. definitely steve and ira towards the end of the year, almost forgot about that little piece of history


-Who was your science teacher?
mrs. stiles, right? that class was actually pretty fun.

- Who was your English teacher?
mrs. i think it was gorzatch or something crazy like that. i can’t believe i don’t remember. she was hard core obsessed with robert redford though.

- Who was your Social Studies teacher?
mr. goddard. great guy.

-Who was your math teacher?
coffee breath mr. allen. love that ponytail!


- Describe your outfits in the 8th grade.
shirts with floral prints, poorly fitting jeans, high ponytails, scrunchy socks, tank tops... i really wanted shirts that said stuff like WHATEVER and AS IF, but i never got them


- Did you prank call?
a little bit, not really.


-on student council?
nope, just dealt with the 8th grade yearbook, we felt so so cool.

- Who did you like?
beginning of the year, over obsessed crush on josh martinez. end of the year, "going steady" with my very first boyfriend, steven dugger.


- Was it your favorite year of middle school?
eighth was best.

-Do you still hangout with the same people that you did.
not really, no. but if we lived nearby it would probably happen once in a while.


- did you go to your 8th grade dance?
yep, we actually had quite a few. "no diggity, no doubt", girls crying in the bathroom, awkward slow dancing in the gym. so so funny.

 

it’s weird that i don’t have clearer memories of jacoby creek... maybe my mind purposely blocked out the less pleasant parts. interesting...

 

 

Currently reading:
Coyote Blue
By Christopher Moore
Release date: 25 May, 2004
Friday, November 30, 2007 

Current mood:  bouncy
You have to use 3 words to answer each question. No more, no less. It's harder than you think.

1. Where is your cell phone? snuggled pants pocket

2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend/hubby? my mouth grinning

3. Your hair? never fully healthy

4. Where is your father? constructing with cass

6. Your favorite thing to do? sleep in excessively

7. Your dream last night? winnarainbow drama filled

8. Your favorite drink? fresh ruby grapefruit

9. Your dream car? fully functioning forever

10. The room you're in? echo park living

12. Your fears? alone without connections

14. Who did you hang out with last night? jon jim toddlers

15. What aren't you good at? patience alone time

16. Muffins? really miss them

17. One of your wish list items? endless cash flow

19. The last thing you did? sang eighties songs

20. What are you wearing? purple more purple

22. Your pet? only one now

23. Your computer? mooched from others

24. Your life? bubbly anticipation sparkles

25. Your mood? sleepy excited chilly

26. Missing? oshy dad snake

27. What are you thinking about right now? sore neck massage

28. Your car? dusty needs vacuuming

29. Your work? children kids fun

30. Your summer? carefree in comparison

31. Your relationship status? his continually smiling

32. Your favorite color(s)? purple violet lavender

33. When is the last time you laughed? at myself earlier

34. Last time you cried? saturday across universe

35. School? thrilled about future


------------10 years ago-----------
1.) How old were you?: 14

2.) Where did you go to school?: freshman at arcata high...tioger pride, what?!?!?!?

3) Where did you work? babysitting

4) Where did you live?: sometimes arcata, sometimes up in the hills of jacoby creek.

5.) Where did you hang out?: usually at my boyfriend's place. also, all over arcata.

6.) Did you wear glasses?: and contacts. mostly contacts.

7.) Who was your best friend?: i had a few back then. clairissa for sure. oshy and i were in the start of becoming each other's dream lovers. i don't know.

8.) How many tattoos did you have?: 0

9.) How many piercings did you have? 0

10.) What car did you drive? i never drove, but i'd definitely spend all the time driving with my dad steering from the passenger seat. that was an interesting time :)

11.) Had you been to a real party?: yep, i drank too much (my first time), threw up spaghetti on their suede couch, then someone called my mom to pick us up. it was a classy scene, i tell ya.

12.) Had You heart broken? nope. steve dugger and vinny weldon and harry simpson were all pretty kind to me. ha ha.


-----------5 years ago-----------
1.) How old were you?: 19.

2.) Where did you go to school? had i started at c.r. yet? i think so...

3.) Where did you work?: i did respite work, taking care of a brother and sister with autism.

4.) Where did you live?: i spent a lot of time at my boyfriend's smelly alcoholic apartment, and i also had converted garage bedroom at my dad's that i shared with my boa constrictor.

5.) Where did you hang out?: in front of the bar strip on the arcata plaza, waiting for the drunks to come out and amuse us...no, really, that's what we did.

6.) Did you wear glasses?: yes, just like when i was 14, mostly contacts.

7.) Who was your best friend?: oshy.

9.) How many tattoos did you have?: three.

10.) How many piercings did you have?: seven.

11.) What car did you drive?: i was just learning to drive, my dad's van and my boyfriend's little 80s honda hatchback. no car of my own...

12.) Had your heart broken?: no, he was actually being pretty damned nice to me then. surprising, i know.

13.) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce: taken.

----------------2 years ago-------------------
1.) How old were you?: 22

2.) Where did you go to school? i didn't, just worked.

3.) Where did you work?: i was a nanny for two little girls, 2 and three months old.

4.)Where did you live?: same place i do now, the cusp of glendale and burbank, equestrian district style!

5.) Where did you hang out?: with oshy and colin in los feliz a lot.

6.) Did you wear glasses?: same as the last two times

7.) Who was your best friend?: oshy

8.) How many tattoos did you have?: 3

9.) How many piercings did you have?: 7

10.) What car did you drive?: volvo station wagon baby! slow for the cone zone!

11.) Had your heart broken?: very recently, to be exact. i moved down here to recover from it.

12.) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?: quite quite single

--------------------Today--------------------
1.) How old are you?: 24

2.) Where do you go to school?: pierce college, up in the valley.

3.) Where do you work?: i nanny for two toddlers, 16 months and 3 years old.

4) Where do you live?: same place.

5.) Do you wear glasses?: duh.

7.) Do you talk to your old friends?: as much as possible. i hung out with almost all of them last friday night.

8.) How many piercings do you have: 6

9.) How many tattoos?: 3

10.) What kind of car do you have? 95 toyota corolla. it's a hero's ride.

11.) Has your heart been broken?: ever, yes. recently, no. my boyfriend does his job well. most of the time.

12.) Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce?: i like the question "are you divorce?" 'cause i'm not. i am taken though

100 New Questions You Probably Never Been Asked.

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
face and chest with salycilic acid.

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
oooh i just got a new black one with pink and blue music notes on a staff.

3. Do you like coffee?
with soymilk and lotsa sugar and pumpkin spice stuff, sure. black, never.

4. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
like changing the song.

5. What's the last letter of your crush's name?
his first name or full name? one is s, one in n.

6. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
a. i. m. but i don't really even say that.

7. What are you?
a girl human.

8. Could you eat your favorite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it?
probably not. i'm big on variety...as much as i can be with my dietary restrictions...

9.What are you craving?
sushi! frogurt! fresh pineapple!

10. Do you drive?
all the damned time.

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
eeewww get it away.

12. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
doubt it.

13. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
mostly i'm a licker.

there's definitely a lack of number fourteen.

15. How many bedrooms are in your house?
i don't have a house.

16. Have you ever met a celebrity?
sure i have. my fave was probably simon cowell.

17 do you like cottage cheese?
i love it when it's 2% and yummy, but i haven't had any in over a year 'cause it's not allowed.

18. What's the last song you had stuck in your head?
ummmm maybe regina spektor?

19. Favorite place to be?
snuggled up in bed with ruby and jim, knowing we can all sleep in.

20. Are your parents strict?
no. they're super rad.

21. Would you go sky diving?
never ever. unless it was some bizarre situation that would allow the lives of my loved ones to saved, or something strangely similar.

22. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
absolutely. especially if it's sushi and he's picking up the bill, and i can bring guests, and we can ask him anything we want and he has to answer us honestly.

23. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
me. obviously.

24. Do you rent movies?
not really. once in a while.

25. Who sits in front of you in your math class?
deeeez nuts? i don't have a math class.

26. Where are you going to be Saturday night?
rehearsing with my choir for our holiday concert

27. Brown or white eggs?
eggs are nice.

28. Like rap music?
not much lately. mostly from the 80s and 90s.

29. Ever taken a train?
not as many times as i'd like.

30. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York?
on tv, later in the day. we were on a trip to the bay area, and really wanted to go shopping in berkeley, and we didn't fully understand why all the businesses were closed.

31. What day of the week is it?
thursday

32. What was your Lunch?
burrito: grilled mahi mahi, beans, rice, avocado. mmmmmm.

34. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
i thought it was way underrated, i enjoyed it thoroughly.

35. So, how about them Yankees?
no

36. What is your bus number for school?
i haven't ridden a school bus since 1997

37. Is your hair curly?
never

38. Last time you cried?
last saturday, watching 'across the universe' with my dad and grandparents.

39. Ever walked into a wall?
oh knowing me, i'm sure.

40. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
probably in junior high.

41. Favorite season?
i guess fall or spring.

43. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no, only white noise.

44. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
of course.

45.Do you think your old?
the grammar of that sentence is wrong.

46. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope, unless i'm currently alone in a rapist filled alley or something.

47. Do you like your life right now?
yep. certain attributes could be progressing much more quickly, but overall i'm all good.

48. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
never. okay maybe when i was little, but cass and many toys were involved.

49. Do you knock on wood?
dumb

50. Do you have good vision?
the worst

51. Can you hula hoop?
totally

52. Do you have a job?
nanny mc phae

53. Worst thing that happened today?
ummmm our alarm went off at 8am. booooo!

54. When is your next road trip?
hopefully all the damn time.

55. Have you ever crawled through a window?
so many times

56. What was the most recent thing you bought?
burrito

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
every day.

58. Are you in a complicated relationship?
not that complicated.

59. Do you hate more than 3 people?
i don't hate more than zero people. anyone who's done things that would deserve my hatred will probably die lonely because of the types of people they are. so it's all chill.

60. Have you ever tripped someone?
i don't think purposely.

61. Do u think mickey is sexy?
mickey who?

62. Have you ever slapped someone?
a bit.

63. Do looks matter?
of course.

64. Do you use chap stick?
MY LIPS HURT REAL BAD!

65. Are you too forgiving?
at times.

66. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
everyone does. i don't think i've worn anything from there in a long time though.

67. Do you own a gun?
no, never ever will. i can't tolerate that shit.

68. Have you made a prank phone call?
yep, in junior high.

69. Have you ever been in a castle?
i think so.

70. Do you like your hair?
it's never as vibrant as i want, nor as healthy.

71. Do you like yourself?
i totally adore myself

72. Are you closer to your mother or father?
i'm equally close to them at this point in my life, i think.

73. Do you chat on aim often?
i don't ever do that.

74. Where is your cell phone?
pocket.

76. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
the couch i'm sitting on.

79. Do you get easily embarrassed?
not for myself, but for others i'm with.

80. When you were in school, did you speak up in class?
all the time, got in trouble for it and everything.

81. Did you sit in front or the back?
ummmm both. it depends on the class.

82. If you are in your yard, front or back, what are you most likely to be doing?
walking to the dumpster with a bag of kitty poop, i'm not gonna lie.

83. Do you have a green thumb?
not really.

84. Are you a good speller.
absolutely

85. What kind of critters are you scared / nervous of?
strange dogs.

86. Do you collect anything?
dust.

87. What is something that makes you cringe?
florescent lighting

88. Do you have any weird habits?
weird? probably.

89. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
in front baby

90. Would you rather be in a really cold place or a really hot place?
really cold, i crave snow sometimes.

91. Do you feel younger or older than your current age?
maybe younger, 'cause i'd have really liked to have more sign language under my belt by now

92. What is your own personal bedtime routine?
get off, close my eyes. totally :)


i'm done now, i deleted those other questions. time to make dinner for some kids.
Currently listening:
Still I Can’t Be Still
By Idina Menzel
Release date: 27 September, 2005
Friday, October 12, 2007 

Current mood:  amused
1.I've come to realize that, my ex was:
never ever going to change, no matter what he said

2. I've come to realize that, I talk :
trash. to myself. to random animals, who i usually call honey or baby.

3. I've come to realize that, I love :
hanging out with groups of girls.

4. I've come to realize that, I have:
more going for me than i though i would.

5. I've come to realize that, I lost :
a lot of my childhood love for nature and being outdoors...except i still love climbing trees and huge rocks.

6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when :
couples have more than two babies. selfish. uncalled for.

8. I've come to realize that, Marriage is :
not necessarily as evil and terrifying and lame as i'd always thought.

9. I've come to realize that, Somewhere, someone is thinking :
have unprotected sex with this weirdo stranger? sure i will.

10. I've come to realize that, I'll always be :
codependent, to a point.

11. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on :
back massages.

12. I've come to realize that, The last time I. cried was :
a couple of nights ago, watching scrubs.

13. I've come to realize that, My cell phone is :
a necessary communication device.


14. I've come to realize that, When I wake up in the morning:
i wanna sleep till 11 or noon. always.

15. I've come to realize that, Before I go to sleep at night I:
need to get off to sleep really well.

16. I've come to realize that, Right now I am thinking about :
wanting to play elphaba in wicked, one day.

17. I've come to realize that, Babies are:
too abundant.

18. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace :
more than is probably healthy.

19. I've come to realize that, Today I:
haven't accomplished much.

20. I've come to realize that, Tonight I will :
get to watch the new office episode!!

21. I've come to realize that, Tomorrow I will :
try my best to get my costume together early for a party.

22. I've come to realize that, I really want to:
become a professional sign language interpreter.

23. I've come to realize that, The person who is most likely to repost this:
already did it.


1.Are you younger than 19?
i am not. i am 24 years and some months and.

2. Have you ever kissed someone thats name starts with a J?
i can think of about six of them right now.

3. How many bathing suits do you own?
i think only one...i may have lost my newest one. i definitely prefer to swim naked when at all appropriate!! and sometimes when it's NOT.

4. Do you like the color green?
i've grown much more accustomed to it in these past years. especially when my hair is a bright shade of red, which it tends to be.

5. Do you have a crush on someone?
james julian anderson. my kitty.

6. Are you in a relationship?
i am deep deep in it.

8. Ever eaten soap?
accidentally, sure.

9. What song are you listening to right now?
'no one mourns the wicked' from wicked!

10. Is there a place you would like to visit?
humboldt, first, then new mexico. if we're thinking more fantasy trip style, then it's always new zealand.

13. Have you ever fell into a mud puddle?
goddamnit when we were lost in the jungle of hawaii after a rainstorm and my shoes had no tread whatsoever and it was staring to get dark and there were mosquitos everywhere biting me all over... if it wasn't fr that tourist guide and the group of brasilian chicks, osh and i might've had to spend the night out there. in the mud. with the angry bugs. soaking wet.

14. Do you like winter?
yes, a cooler so cal makes a phaedra happy.

15. Does your screen name have numbers in it?
nope, only colors and animals.

16. Are you in a band?
i'm not.

17. Do you like parties?
in general, yeah. it's been way too long since i've been to a terrific one though.

18. What are you scared of?
being alone.

19. How long have you had your myspace for?
since i was about 17 i think.

20. Favorite beverage?
ruby red grapefruit juice, no sugar.

22. If you could own a monkey, would you?
no, they deserve to live in the forest! i'd help rehabilitate one to be later released into the wild though, if it was 100% necessary.

23. Do you own anything from American Eagle?
i had one five dollar stripey shirt, but i burned a hole in it.

24. Do you listen to rap?
all the muthafuckin time, biz-nitch!!!

25. Did you graduate this year?
nnnnnnnnnnno.

26. Favorite disney movie?
damnit this is such a tough question for me! i'm gonna go with a tie between alice and wonderland, the little mermaid and the lion king.

27. What was your first AIM sn?
never had one.

28. Do you like fruit?
almost all of them.

29. Do you have a nextel phone?
it's lg.

30. Have you ever given a random person your number?
not since my current boyfriend, when he was first courting me in december '05.

32. How clean is your room?
not.

33. What color is your room?
many...i can never ever have enough colors!

34. Is there a calendar in your room?
no, but for a long time we had about five in the living room.

35. Do you regret anything?
maybe not eating healthier earlier in my life.

37. What are you excited for?
hallo-muthafuckin-ween! yesssss. i finally found an awesome costume idea, so that'll help with my excitement! i'm gonna do a deranged circus performer thing... winnarainbow style? maybe.

38. Are you an artist?
of sorts.

43. Mooned someone?
gross status.

44. What did you do today?
not too many things.

45. Do you get bored easily?
i entertain myself pretty well.

46. How many pillows do you sleep with?
uno.

47. Do you like s'mores?
eh, they're just a'ight.

49. Do you like hugs and kisses?
i adore them.

50. Do you act gangster?
no, but i act gangsta sometimes.




1. Are you afraid of the dark?
dark by itself, no. dark plus rapists, yes.

2. What were you doing this morning at 8?
feeling unhappy with my alarm clock.

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
looking at scrubs clips online..

4. What are you wearing right now?
purple. jeans. big jewelry. my purple 'josie' shoes.

5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
not really, no.

6. The last person to say they loved you?
jim.

7.Who last gave you a hug?
see number six.

8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
i hate songs on profiles.

9. Last thing received in the mail?
junk.

10. Do you have any famous relatives?
my great grandma daida wilcox named hollywood and was the co-founder of the city. that's why there's a wilcox street in the very same city.

11. Have you ever had sex in a public place?
movie theater in arcata.

12. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
yes, on the way back from leo carillo in the middle of the night.

13. How is your hair?
down, so fresh and so clean clean. new bangs, more fluffy and less betty style like my old ones. reddish orange in color.

14. How many different drinks have you had today?
only water, but i should have more.

15. What have you eaten today?
vietnamese rice noodles with tofu, onions, carrots and peanuts. sos very delicious!!

16. Are you any good at math?
not anymore.

17. What did/are going you do tonight?
watch the office and my name is earl. sleep with kitty.

18. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
sometimes. usually stars too...kassi and i are obviously soul mates.

20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
at least.

21. Do you like the ocean?
depends on my mood.

22. Does anyone like you?
hundreds of people and a large handful of animals too.

23. What are you excited about?
listening to idina menzel singing right now.

24. What did you do last night?
ate sushi.

26. Where do you keep your money?
wallet, coin purse, bank.

27. Ever gone pool hopping?
what? no.

28. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
snuggle party 2007!

29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
i barely remember. i think way too hot to go to magic mountain, so we didn't.

30. Would you have sex with anyone on your top friends list?
one of them. daily if possible.



1. Who ended your last relationship?
he sort of did by choosing to fuck around with the most disgusting and slutty girl we knew behind my back, but i officially left him.

2. When is the last time you shaved your legs?
yesterday around noon.

8. Have you ever burped in front of the opposite sex?
yes, it happens regularly. it's unfortunate.


12. What's one thing you wish to change about yourself?
i'd be ridiculously rich.

13. What do you wish for?
see number twelve.

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
root canal.

16. What is outside your back door?
skanky back area, lotsa dust and dirt.

17. Any plans for Friday night?
going to a costume party clap and everyone is here clap clap.

19. Do you have a secret crush?
maybe...on a.c. slater from saved by the bell.  i walked by him on the street the other day. he was saying "fucking" into his phone, and my teenage girl heart was very thrilled.

20. Do you keep in touch with your exes?
a little bit, myspace mostly.

21. Do you dislike anyone right now?
there's a select few, but they worked really really hard to get to that place.

22. Something you are excited about?
halloween!!

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
nasty style. i like the hippie non gelatin version from the co-op.

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no, but i was lucky enough to have four as a little girl.

25. Describe your key chain.
it's a a chococat that sarah mascarah gave me.

26. Who is the last person you admired?
hmmmm. my cat.

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
it's been a while.

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
faux fur, duh.

29. Whats one song that reminds you of your ex?
anything by alice in chains, muse, misfits, queens of the stoneage, the doors, a couple others...

30. Can you tie a cherry stem in a knot with your tongue?
i totally can



1. Would you bang your neighbor?
maybe this little dog named billy.

2. What describes your relationship status?
code red for romance baby, yeah.

3. Where are you right now ?
echo park.

4. What's the last movie you've seen in the theatre?
good luck chuck, not that great.

5. Do you live with your parents?
not since i was about 18.

6. What is your middle name?
cheyenne.

7. Who have you talked to most today?
delilah.

8. Do you carve pumpkins every year?
not in a couple years, sadly. i'll do it this year though!!

9. Color is your underwear?
red and lacy.

10. Color of your shirt?
purple.

11. How many years have you taken a language?
3 french, 2 spanish, 4 sign language.

12. Who's on speed dial 2? 5 ? 7?
2 is jim, nobody on those other numbers.

14. Do you wish on 11:11?
nope, i tell my boyfriend to go to bed.

15. Good advice if you ever go camping?
oh i know this one: don't go camping.

16. Are you a bad influence?
i've been called that, but i've definitely helped way way more people than i've corrupted.

31. Who is your favorite character from Friends?
ummmmm isn't there an ape on it?

33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears CDs?
never ever.

35. Are you a Lost fanatic?
i couldn't care less. i'm more of a scrubs, simpsons, the office, top model, family guy, pushing daisies, my name is earl kinda girl.

37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
yes.

38. iPod or Zune?
neither, i'm poor.

39. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
at least once a week, usually more.

41. Do you read trashy romance novels often?
i don't, but i did when i was younger.


43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
i'd like to think it wasn't obnoxious,

44. Do you ever sing obnoxiously in the shower?
see above.

46. Have you ever pretended your crush was with you?
probably.

53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
definitely not. but certain things drive me crazy, like hair or other gunk left in the sink.

54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
hawaii, three times. i've always wanted to go to brazil and argentina.

55. Do you know how to knit?
not patient enough.

57. Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them on myspace?
dumb.

59. When you open your closet, what is the dominant color?
that's tough...maybe variations of pink and red??

60. Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
coldstone makes yummy sorbet shakes.

61. Physics or chemistry?
no.

65. Walk or Run?
walk.

66. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?
harry potter wins, the rest can suck my balls.

67. Road trip or fly?
it depends, do i need a car where i'm going? how far away is it? do i have someone to drive with? do i need to bring my kitty?

68. Whose one of the prettiest people you hang out with (in your opinion)?
the grammar is wrong on that sentence, as well as the sentiment.

69. Batman, Spiderman or Superman?
i've always been a spiderman kinda girl. but the tim burton batman flicks are superb.


Currently listening:
Wicked (2003 Original Broadway Cast)
By Stephen Schwartz
Release date: 16 December, 2003
Tuesday, July 31, 2007 

Current mood:  energetic

1. What does your MySpace quote mean?
it's from the movie "the last kiss". i truly believe that if you follow what it says, your life will be much more complete. and all of your relationships will be more meaningful. 


2. Elaborate on your default photo:
jim, aubri, jon, miles and i were at the orange county fair. we went into an overpriced tent with mexican food. to know when our order was ready, they handed us this glorious virating light up lobster. aubri and i tried desperately to say we forgot it, or hide it, or simply anything to keep it forever...but alas our plans were thwarted by a bitchy waitress. damn you, bitchy waitress. i know you could spare at least one lobster, 'cause there were about fifty behind the counter.


3. Who is the first person on your top 8?
my boyfriend, the wonderful mister james julian anderson. the man who makes me feel oh so loved. that guy who's made me the happiest girl in the history of the universe. the one whose kisses fill me with heated tingly rushes of pleasure. et cetera.


5. What exactly are you wearing?
clothes, makeup, accessories, contact lenses, watch, jewelry. a bunch of stuff.



6. What is your current problem?
never veer having enough cash to stop worrying about my life.

7. What do you love most?
the contented loved caressed thrilled feeling after making love


8. What makes you most happy?
right now it would be free fresh vietnamese food. i've been craving it like a mad woman.

9. Are you musically inclined?
i am.

10. Which shoe goes on first?
right.

11. If you could go back in time, and change something….
i'd meet up with my parents when they first had me, and tell them about my dreams of going to college to become a sign language interpreter and study deaf culture. i'd ask them to pretty please put a small sum of money away for my college education each month, and reassure them that it would definitely be worth it.


12. Ever have a near death experience?
i've had three. if you don't count driving on the crazed los angeles freeways almost daily, that is...

14. Name an obvious quality you have:
easily amused.


15. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
none really. "starlight" by muse is on the radio.

16. Any celeb you would marry?
nope. i wouldn't marry anyone unless we had a long solid trusting loving relationship filled with passion, romance, adventures, openness and many talks about our future first. then we'll see...

17. Who will cut and paste this first?
hmmmmmm. oshy does it every once in a while. i don't think many people even read these though.

18. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
my fave teacher from high school, shelley stewart. arieh. grover cleveland died on my birthday, and john wayne got married on my birthday.


19. Do you have a crush on someone?
like oh my god i totally do, for sure.

20. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
definitely

21. Been in a fight?
not physical.

22. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
hundreds of people, all by my lonesome. here, and in costa rica.

23. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
sense of humor, eyes, mouth, overall sense of style


24. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
green tea soy latte.


26.Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
a little, not really at all though.

27. Say something totally random about you?
i'm afraid of alligaotr lizards...so much that one made me cry when i was about 17.


28. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah... when i was 13 it was christina ricci. in high school in was kelly osborne. gross.

29. How old are you?
24

30. Go out or stay in?
depends on the night. normally i prefer exploring and adventures.

31. Do you wear a watch?
always. i get nervous without it.

32. Do you have anything pierced?
three in each ear.

33. Do you have any tattoos?
three.

34. Do you like pain?
i could do with a little less.


35. Do you like to shop?
i'm of the female gender, so...

36. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
my simpsons movie ticket...although i was technically paying jim back for buying it.

37. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
cherries, port and grapefruit juice. all a girl really needs in life.

38. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
my babylove.

39. What is on your desktop background?
i don't have my own computer, but the one i'm on right now had a huge picture of the little boy i nanny for, when he was much younger.

40. Do you like redheads?
i like to pretend i'm one.
41. Do you know any twins?
yes

42. Do you have any weird relatives?
damn...this is a silly question. my family is amazing beyond belief, and definitely weird.

43. What was the last movie you watched?
theater: simpsons. tv: part of cars. i watch it pretty much weekly with my almost-three-year-old friend derek

44. What was the last book you read?
to completeion: deathly hallows. i'm in the middle of even cowgirls get the blues, again.

45. Did you or do you go to college?
both, although i'm not in summer school.

46. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own?
these one jeans from ross. all of my pants are way to big for me now tih all this weight loss though...it's kinda thrilling. i wanna wait till i reach my goal before buying all new ones, so for now it's belts.

47. What is your favorite day of the week?
maybe saturday.

 

 

ARE YOU:
1. obsessed with sex?: i've been told that, ever since i was 14 years old.
2. Are you tall?: average, 5'7"
4. In your pajamas?: i don't own any.
5. Left handed?: no.

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: miles.
3. Person to IM you: don't do it
4. Was today better than yesterday: not so far.

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 25, maybe.
2. Season: fall.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: pet my kitty. and no, that's not a euphamism.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: yes.

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters and who'd you watch it with and would you go with them again?:
A: simpsons. miles, jon, jim. yes.

Q: Where is the last place you went?:
A: from the nitchen to the computer.

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: i really really do.


Q: Do you wish upon stars?:
A: yep.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?:
A: my bed, with ruby.


Q: Why did you sleep there?:
A: it was a work night.


Q: When was the last time you cried?:
A: thursday or friday.

Q: What are you about to do?:
A: finish this up, watch old that 70's show and colbert report, eat cherries, wait for the boys to wake up from their naps. i love getting paid to do that  :)

Q: What do you hear right now?:
A: that new silverchair song, which i love.


Q: What's your favorite month?:
A: maybe september or novemeber.

Q: How many kids do you want/have?:
A: two.

TEN EMOTIONS
1. Are you missing someone right now?: yeah.
4. Are you bored?: content with this for now.
5. Are you German?: maybe.
6. Are you Irish?: yes.
7. Are you Asian? nope.
8. Are you Italian?: no.
9. Are your parents still married?: they never were.
10. Do you have a crush on someone right now?: yep.


TEN FACTS
1. Hometown: kneeland, ca.
2. Natural hair color: dark brown.
3. Height: 5'7"
4 Eye color: green
7. Lefty/righty: right
8. Favorite color: purple
9. Most important thing in the world: love, and sharing it with those who mean the world to you.
10. Anyone that you love at the moment: that's not a proper sentence.


3. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
of course.

4. Have you ever made a b/f g/f cry?
yeah.

5. Are you a frog?
no, i was told today that i'm a sloth. the 2 1/2 year old is the frog.


7. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes. a little bit, and then later completely, then later a little bit again. 

8. have you ever broken someone else's heart?
i have.


11.If you could go back in time and change things..would you?
not really.

12. Do you think you're a good bf/gf?
yeah. they tell me this.

13. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
not everyone, no. actually, probably a very small percent of people. i'll give 'em out idf they're truly deserved, and i'll change my mind if the person doesn't keep on proving they deserved it.

14.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
a bit, not really though.

15. Like anyone right now?
yeah.

16. Like anyone at school?
no.


17. Does that person like you back
he does.

18. What did you do LAST night?
worked, watched the simpsons movie, snuggled and loved like crazy, slept.

19.How do you feel right now?
uppity.

FIRSTS

23. First piercing = ears.
24. First best friend= clairissa west.
25. First failing grade= don't remember, maybe history?
26. First sport you joined = basketball.
27. First pet = this kitty named polly. but the first that was really mine was inka.
28. First vacation = um, new zealand in my mom's tummy.
30. First crush = chris silvey. i was 5 and he was 6. in my first grade journal they had us write, it says "i wish i was older so i could kiss chris".

CURRENTLY

49. Eating = no.
50. Drinking = grapefruit juice.
52. I'm about to = watch that 70s show.
58. Want kids? = one day.
59. Want to get married? = perhaps.
60. Careers in mind?= sign language interpreter.

WHICH IS BETTER FOR A BF/GF?

68. Lips or eyes = eyes
69. Hugs or kisses= kisses
70. Older Or Younger = a little bit older...if they're too much older i've learned that it rarely works out.
72. Romantic or spontaneous = to get either of those right, they have to include the other. 
73. Nice stomach or nice arms = arms i guess.
74. Sensitive or loud = i couldn't be with someone who wasn't both of these things.
75. Hook-up or relationship = relationship. i've never had a one night stand, and i doubt i ever will. for me sex=lovemaking. it's too intimate to share with a stranger.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker, if you're hesitant we wouldn't get along.

HAVE YOU EVER

78. Kissed a stranger = yes.
79. Drank bubbles = when i was little.
80. Lost glasses/contacts= many times.
81. Ran away from home =kind of.
84. Broken someone's heart = yeah.
85. Been in trouble with the cops = yes, for repeated crazy parties and noise violations all throughout high school.
86. Turned someone down = pretty regularly

87. Cried when someone died = yes.
88. Lost a friend = inka.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself = if i didn't, i doubt i'd still be around at all.
90. Miracles = no, dumb.
91. Love at first sight = no.
92. Heaven = no.
93. Santa Claus = no.
94. Sex on the first date = never.
95. Kiss on the first date = sometimes.
99. Do you make the first move: i've been known to.

 

 

1. Do you smoke ciggs?
never ever, ever.


2. Have you kissed somebody in the last 3 weeks?
many times.

3. Who's the last person that came to your house?
jim. 

3. Miss someone?
of course, many people.

4. How's your ex doing?
he's never doing well, but he's surviving. he needs optimism, less lacohol, reasonable goals, therapy and more self confidence to be doing truly well.

15.Are you tired?
nope. vivarin's helpful in that area.


16. Who were you with today/tonight?
my kitty, miles and morgan, two little boys. in that order.

17. Where is your mother right now?
humboldt county.

18 .What color socks do you have on?
white with black heels and toes.

19.what color shirt do u have on right now?
aqua with little white polka dots.


20. Are you a sexual predator?
if jim is my victim, i'll predator him like crazzzzzy!

21. Do you think Barbie is a negative role model for young girls?
absolutely, but she's got nothing on those terrible skanks the bratz.

23. Does your family own any boats?
they do not.

24. Have you ever kissed your cat?
so mnay times.

25. Where were you when 07/07/07 happened?
working i think.

26. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
an hour if i'm really on it, much more if i'm lagging.


27. Have you ever been out of the US?
yeah, but not nearly as much as i would've liked.

28. The last text you received on your mobile was from?
my boyfriend.

31. Do you wish at 11:11?
no, i tell jim to get to bed, 'cause that's what he was told when he was little.

32. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
both.

33. Next vacation you're going on?
san diego, this weekend. barely counts as "vacation" though.


36. The last person you hugged?
miles.

37. Where was the last place you were?
in this living room.

38.Who/What made you angry today?
my finaces.


39. Do you sing in the shower?
look who you're asking!!

40. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?many many times.

41. Do you love anyone?
how sad would it be if i answered no... 

42. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no and i neevr will. i'm scraed of heights.

45. Do you find yourself loved?
definitely.

46. Has anyone you were close to passed away recently?
steve irwin.

47. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
hmmm. maybe in a tipi with ten little girls.

48. What's the closest orange object to you?
a pen, boring i know.

50. Where was your default picture taken?
orange county fair.

 

 

The "If You HAD to.." section

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it and what would you get?
i have tattoos already. but if i had to get another one...i think it'd be some sort of purple triceratops. just a little one, mind you, and sorta cartoony, but not too cutesy. i've had a close affinity with them since i was really young.

2. If you HAD to dye your hair which color would you choose:
you mean a different color than it's dyed now? i'd choose a dark violet, but only if it'd stay bright for a while before fading. that's the only reason i don't do purples now.

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get pierced?
i guess tongue again, 'cause it's the only other piercing that doesn't gross me out.

4. If you HAD to change your name...what new name would you choose?
when i was about six, i wanted it to be krystal starr. booooo! if i had to change it? damn. how about december.


-The "Would You?" section

1. if you could go bungee jumping, would you?
no. i'd cry.


2. Would you move somewhere else, if you could?
no.

3. if you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
absolutely.

4. if you found 10 million dollars, and it was YOURS to spend, what would you do with it?
travel the world with friends and my lover, put a bunch away in savings, get a really reliable car, get all my cavities filled, shop like a crazy person, pay for all of my sign language and deaf studies schooling, eat sushi all the damned time and go to all the concerts i could ever want.

1. Let's say you see a big ship sink...only 3 people have a chance to survive. The 3 people are Your Best Friend, Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend, and a long lost friend (that you don't know too well)...who would you save if you HAD to choose ONLY 1 person?
i hate this question. hate hate hate it. i'd use magic and save all three.

2. let's say you became President...what is the first thing you would do?
resign.

3. Lets say you had to eat a tarantula for $1,000..would you?

if i could cook it, absolutely.


4. let's say you could bring one person back from the dead...who would you?
steve irwin. 

5. let's say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie would you want to star in?
whichever one gave me the highest paycheck possible. acting's not my p[assion, so it'd be for the ridiculous amounts of cash.

The "Favorites" section

1. color?
purple.

2. current song?
the wizard and i - idina menzel.

3. shirt you own?
that's hard...maybe this one teal and back lace camisole thing.

4. electronic device?
my phone i guess, it's the only one i couldn't live without.

5. movie?
big lebowski.

6. book?
i can't choose just one. all the ones by rowling, block, vonnegut, moore and robbins.

7. pair of shoes?
i love my purple roos from josie.

8. sandal color?
i hate sandals.

9. hair color?
purple.


10. eye color?
dark or green.

The "other stuff"section

1. what makes your bedroom unique?
ruby. 

2. Who do you like?
some humans, some animals.

3. Do you go to parties?
every once in a while. i miss those reeeeallly fun house parties...where did they go?

4. what's your favorite season of the year?
fall.

5. what is your Anti-Drug?
wine.

 

Currently listening:
Greatest Hits
By Cypress Hill
Release date: 13 December, 2005
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 

Current mood:  content
jessica simpson??

pam anderson??

fergie??

weird...





they won me over with geri though...she was always my fave spice girl.


also...obviously me and that asian dude are twins separated at birth.




oooooh kelly from saved by the bell! hooray! faith hill is the only person i got twice, hmmmm. should i pursue a career in country music?? gross.

Currently listening:
Heart
By Stars
Release date: 23 September, 2003
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 

Current mood:  happy
1. Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed?
i do, and i still kiss him too.

2. Have you ever seen your best friends cry?
of course...isn't that part of being best friends??

3. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
i think we took those gross tasting chewable ones, maybe.

4. What is the last thing you ate?
frogurt with pineapples, blackberries and blueberries.

5. Did you get any compliments today?
jim told me i was cute last night after midnight, totally counts.

6. Have you ever gone to court?
yeah, but only to accompany others.

7. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
girls. i hang out with a bunch of dudes down here though...boyfriend's friends.

8. Are you friends with your neighbors?
kinda...the woman who lives above us is wonderful and kind.

10. What languages does your mom speak?
definitely english, some french and some spanish too.

11. Where have you lived throughout your life?
first kneeland, then a combo of arcata and bayside, then arcata, then arcata again, then arcata again, then portland, then arcata again, then san marino, and currently the burbank side of glendale.

12. What's the last piercing you got?
my tongue in 2005, but i've let it heal again...i think i'm finally over that part of my life.

14. Do you get distracted easily?
very very easily.

15. Have you ever passed out or thrown up from drinking?
yes, especially from ages 14-18. i haven't been drunk like that in years though...now i just like to have a few glasses of wine and smile a lot. that getting wasted stuff just seems like a waste of time and energy and brain cells now.

16. How many times have you drank alcohol?
probably hundreds.

17. Who's the coolest person ever?
awww megan chose me! how cool is that?!?!? i win! i choose...maybe my dad.

19. Have you ever toilet papered or egged someone's house?
yes, but it was silly teenage drama and i don't even wanna talk about it. she didn't deserve it at all.

20. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/brother's friend?
well, since my sister and i are the same age and have a lot of the same friends, yeah.

21. Have you ever gone to a beach?
a what?!?! this is a silly question.

22. Have you ever had a stalker?
kinda.

24. How good is your eyesight?
pretty damned terrible, and it gets worse every time i go to the optometrist unfortunately. as soon as my prescription stops changing i'm getting lasik surgery! yayyy!

25. Have you ever gone to a party?
a what?!?! surely you jest...

26. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
little sharks and whale sharks, yes. big angry sharks, no. haven't you people seen deep blue sea???

28. Have you ever been out of your country?
i don't like how this question is phrased..."MY country"? but yes i have.

30. What's the best wedding you've been to?
i've barely been to any...

31. Would your parents be mad if you got suspended for fighting?
what, back in high school or something? i don't solve my problems using violence, so this doesn't apply.

32. Where is/are your sibling(s) right now?
arcata, europe and santa barbara.

33. Do you have a Coach, Fendi, or Louis Vuitton purse?
no, and i never ever will. that shit is ugly and expensive and i don't need to validate myself with pricey junk like that. i'd rather have 80 $10 purses thatn one designer one.

34. What's the last dream you can remember?
i was on this weird aquatic roller coaster that actually ran under the water, we had to hold our breath! it was pretty fun, surprisingly.

35. Who was the last person that called you?
ummmm kira last night?

36. What time did you wake up this morning?
11am

37. What did you do this weekend?
i worked a lot. went out dancing with my baby, at his friend's birthday thing. good times.

38. What does the 4th text message on your phone say and who from?
"i miss your beautiful face", from my honeylove. awwww extra sweet!!

39. Do you when your drunk, dial/text?
not really, no more than usual.

40. When was the last time you were really sick and where was it?
when i had food poisoning many months ago, in my bathroom.

41. Who's the last celebrity you touched?
hmmm... maybe victor salva. ha ha.

42. What's in your back pocket?
nothing.

43. When is the last time you kissed someone?
a few hours ago.

44. Do you want to be pregnant right now?
no, and i take all the baby-killing hormones daily to make sure of that, thank you very much.

45. Do you wear colored contacts?
no, when i was a teenager i did though.

46. How do you get to school?
in my car.

47. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
sleeping with my love.

48. What do you usually do first in the morning?
pee.

49. Do you know anyone in the army?
yeah, a bunch of dudes from humboldt.

50. What are you going to do after this?
eat some fruit.

 
C R Y I N G section:

the last time you really cried your heart out?
it's been a couple months...a regina spektor song (samson) and that movie pursuit of happyness got me going.

ever cried yourself to sleep?
lots of times, but not since like november 2005.

ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
si.

ever cried over the opposite sex?
girls do this, yes.

do you cry when you get an injury?
i have...my pain threshold is pretty low.

do certain songs make you cry?
si.

H A P P Y section:

are you normally a happy person?
very much so!!

what can make you happy?
exploring, animals, my baby, my family, snuggling with ruby kitty, ucb shows, feeling financially stable, winnarainbow people (the decent ones!), little kids, sign language.

do you wish you were happier?
i guess i could always be a bit happier, but i feel truly wonderful these days.

what makes you the happiest?
being adored and cared for.

is being happy overrated?
of course not.

can music make you happy?
si.


L O V E section:

how many times have you had your heart broken?
about 2ish.

Do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?
none whatsoever.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?
it all depends on ths situation...but yeah.

Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you'?
yes.

H A T E section:

who do you actually hate?
nobody. anyone who has made themselves deserving of my hate suffers enough as it is, and i don't need to waste my time and energy on them anymore.

have you ever been on a hit list?
obviously, all the time.

do you hate any one that broke your heart?
nope, they hate themselves enough for two.


S E L F - E S T E E M section:

is your self-esteem extremely low?
it's isn't.

do you believe in yourself?
i really do.

do you wish you can be someone else?
never.

I HAVE::
[] done crack.
[] done opium.
[] done PCP.
[] huffed air-duster.
[x] been to a rave. ((kinda, the humboldt ones didn't really count in my mind))
[X] riden in a taxi.
[] jumped a ramp with a bike. ((ha! i'd murder myself!))
[X] been used. ((quite a bit))
[X] shoplifted.
[x] ran from the cops. ((when i was in junior high i hid from them in a tree))
[] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in.
[X] been fired. ((didn't deserve it though))
[x] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[x] snuck into a movie.
[] been in a fist fight. ((this one nasty bitch tried, but i just held her off me))
[] got hit by a car.
[ ] fired a real gun. ((ewwww never!))
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[] been arrested.
[x]gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stolen something from your school.
[] Celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[X] lied to a friend. ((only tiny white lies though, the feelings sparing kinds))
[] had a crush on a teacher.
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe. ((i was three))
[] been to australia.
[x] been to hawaii. ((three times, and boy was this most recent one a gem...))
[X] skipped school.
[X] thrown up from drinking.
[X] played 'clue'.
[X] had a sleepover party.
[X] gone ice skating.
[] had your tonsils out.
[] been exposed to laughing gas.
[X] had a car.
[X] driven a car.
[] Totaled a car.

Do you::
[x] feel loved. ((so much))
[] feel lonely.
[X] feel happy.
[] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] dance around the house in your underwear.
[]listen to Hawaiian Music
[x] have hobbies
[] skateboard.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[] have slippers
[] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner ((mixed and matched with bright colors, never alone))
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black
[x] like the color purple
[x] like neon colors
[x] like to read
[x] like to write.
[] have long hair.
[x] have medium length hair. ((shoulder length, trying to grow it to my boobies))
[] have short hair.
[ ] have a laptop.
[] have a pager. ((ha ha that was when i was 13))
[x] have a cellphone


1. Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
lots of them.

2. Can you see a phone right now?
i can see three.

3. What are you listening to?
ani difranco and the gardeners working next door.

4. Where is it coming from?
speakers, outside respectively.

5. Last thing you ate?
frogurt.

6. What was the last thing you saw on TV?
sesame street, i'm at work.

7. Who was the last person other than family you saw?
dante, he's 7 months old and needed a nap.

8. Are labels/stereotypes good?
almost alwasy no.

9. Last alcoholic beverage you tasted?
cheap wine at the roxy on sunset.

10. Song stuck in your head?
none really.

11. Acoustic or Electric guitars?
aww i love acoustic, but a screechy 80s hair metal style electric is necesary in my life as well.

12. Do you dance while getting ready for.. whatever?
i shake it a little bit.

13. What are you wearing?
jeans, hoodie, shoes, socks, panties, bra, camisole...other sutff.

14. What is the greatest number of people you've been in front of?
i've sang before 400+

15. Have you ever watched the show RockStar?
i watched the whole inxs season.

16. Have you ever taken a bath/shower while you were drunk or high?
many of them.

17. Do you like techno?
i don't.

18. Have you ever been to a night club?
yeah, just last night to be exact.

19. What is one country you want to go to?
new zealand!!

20. Have you ever made out on a plane?
little bit, little bit...he wouldn't let me join the mile high club yet though  :(  next time!!

21. Do you have leadership skills?
i definitely do...helps when you work with kids.

22. Are you musically inclined?
yes, very extra super much.

23. Have you ever sat on a roof and looked at stars?
yeah but not in a long time.

24. Ever done that while talking on the phone to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i think so...

25. Does the song Stairway To Heaven make you sad?
nope, makes me think of wayne's world.

26. Do you have any instruments in your room?
none
 
27. Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
many times.

28. Are you currently pregnant/have you recently gotten someone pregnant?
no, gross. we're (for the most part) way too young for that!!

29. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
a fantastic sweet excellent one.

30. Are you in love?
i am.

32. If not, when was your last time?
n/a

33. Ever thought you were going to get married?
nope.

34. Last person you told you loved?
jim.

35. Last person who told you they loved you?
also jim.

36. Favorite time of day?
twilight

37. Favorite video game?
there's this one old arcade game called sparkz...

38. Favorite food?
sushi, thai, chipotle burritos, salmon, veggies, berries, frogurt.

39. Do you like spiders?
they're fine.

40. Cat person or dog person?
cats cats always cats. there are few dogs who are capable of winning me over.

41. Are you happy with your body?
happier by the minute, i feel so much healthier than i did a year ago. i've lost a total of 31 pounds now!!
 
42. First love?
chris silvey when i was 6!! ha ha, no really it was bryan phillips, we were 14.

43. First kiss?
steven dugger.

44. You're deserted on an island, what do you have with you?
a plane to get out of there.

45. Favorite lyrics?
ever?? oh man...maybe 'your song' by elton john.

46. Biggest regret?
none, they've made me who i am.

47. Did you have a New Years kiss?
yeah, and it was the best one of all time, my baby and i under the firworks on the vegas strip.

48. What do you want the most?
for things to keep going along as wonderfully as they are.

49. Do you want children?
yeah, in a few years perhaps.

50. Are you a lover or a fighter?
loooooover baby. yes.
 
Currently listening:
Black Holes and Revelations
By Muse
Release date: 11 July, 2006
Thursday, January 11, 2007 

Current mood:  sleepy


001. When's the last time you ran?
in chicago, michigan avenue.

002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
they're wearing at the bottom. i try to keep the cuffs functional, but i walk on the back anyway.

003. What are you dreading right now?
nothing.

004. Do you celebrate 4/20?
i don't.

005. Favorite country singer?
the only country i like is johnny cash and one dixie chicks song, "cowboy take me away".

006. What face cleanser do you use?
cvs brand that's a knockoff of clearasil, acnefree, st. ives...lots.

007. When was your last doctor's visit?
damn it's been a while...i guess the gyno last fall.

009. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
morning? ha! i get ready either after noon on the weekends or during naptime on weekdays...but to answer the question it's anywhere from an hour to 2.5 or 3. i bask in my makeup and hair primping time. it's my favorite.

010. Is "First Loves Are Never Over" true for you?
that's ridiculous. my "first love" was over within months of beginning.

011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
i would not. all the first ones were too frivolous and we were all way too young. bryan and i are so different, although it was fun while we were teenagers i suppose. matt betrayed me in such a deep and hurtful way that he'd never ever be an option for anything but friendship. and that leads to the present, where i'm finally content with myself and my lover.

012. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would you be wearing?
that's not a part of my life. on lazy days, i still get all done up and watch dvr shows with my boyfriend.

015. Do you own a pair of Converse?
no, but i have a few knockoffs.

016. Who did you copy paste this from?
miss megan the muffin maker, extraordinaire.

017. Do you eat raw cookie dough?
i used to...now i'd have to make a very specific kind that was catered to my blood type. maybe one day.

018. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
probably.  

019. Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs by overplaying them?
it's frustrating.

020. Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it on TRL?
i don't watch it, it makes me feel crazy.

021. Do you watch Trading Spaces?
nope.

022. How do you eat oreos?
i don't.

023. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone to sign on?
yeah, i was in a place of total despair though, so it's justified.

024. Are you sexy?
if you asked the one person who's opinion mattered, i'd be content with his answer.

030. Could you live without a computer?
i don't own one, so technically i guess so. but i use other people's daily, so it'd be tough.

031. Do you wear your shoes in the house?
yes. i hate being required to take them off.

032. When you watch movies at home, do you turn the lights off?
not all of them, i prefer dim lighting. complete darkness is bad for your eyes.

033. At what age did you find out that santa wasn't real?
i don't even remember. it wasn't that significant. i know i'm not gonna tell the lies to my kids though...we'll just play it out like it's a nice story that some people believe actually happens.

034. RIP:
inka, the most wonderful cat on this planet or any other. steve irwin.

035. What do you do when you're sad?
sing. sob. hug. sleep. repeat.

036. Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
osh and jim.

037. Last time you saw a friend?
ummmm maybe sunday?

038. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you do?
my hair and nails would grow fast and strong and healthy. and my eyebrows would grow in full and dark so i could start over.

039. Last movie you rented?
we have some random netflix, i'm not even sure which ones. i rented lucky number slevin in hawaii.

040. Who/What sleeps with you every night?
nobody's that consistent...ha ha. i always have a companion: either jim, ruby or the sweet combo of the two.

041. How many times have you been pulled over?
once, and the bastard did it 'cause he couldn't see my temporary registration sticker, all big in the exact spot it was supposed to be.

042. Pancakes or French toast?
french toast!! i've gotta make some soon...how exciting!

043. How do you like your eggs?
scrambled, omelettes with lots of veggies.

044. Are you in high school?
no.

045. Is anyone on your bad side right now?
there's a select few, but they all definitely deserve to be there...come on people! it would be so simple to redeem yourselves!

046. What jewelry are you wearing?
watch, ring, necklace, earrings.

047. What's the first thing you do when you get online?
gmail.

049. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
never have.

050. How do most people misspell your name?
oh damn, humans i general aren't too competent in this area. i get faydra quite often. doesn't anyone read greek mythology?

051. Do you wear your boy/girlfriend's clothes?
every once in a blue moon i'll throw on a godzilla t shirt or something.

052. Do you watch pro sports on TV?
not unless my baby's got it on. i like to yell at live sprting events, but not the tv.

053. What do you do before you sleep every night?
say goodnight and i love you.

054. What was the first movie that gave you nightmare as a child?
the good son.

055. Who's your favorite celebrity couple?
brangelina.

056. Favorite 80's teen movie?
fast times at ridgemont high!! when it comes down to making out, whenever possible, put on side one of led zeppelin IV.

057. Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson or Elton John?
neither, but i actually really like him these days. braaang it on in to homelessviiiiiiilllllle!!!

058. Do you know anyone who wasn't born in the United States?
quite a few.

059. Favorite name for a boy?
dexter.

060. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
since cass and i are the only kossow-quinns on the planet, i'd kinda like to. this should be re-phrased IF i get married though.

061. Your favorite fast-food restaurant you don't get to eat at much?
i miss in'n'out grilled cheese animal style, but not enough to cheat on my diet when it's working this well. twenty-one pounds down since november, and counting!!

062. When is the last time you left your house?
9:15 this morning.

063. Do you buy your own school supplies?
yes.

064. Do you have your school supplies?
no.

065. Have you ever cursed at a teacher?
not at them in agression, but to them in conversation.

066. How do you eat your steak?
i don't. ever.

067. Who is your favorite rapper?
that's tough...tupac was my first love at age 12, but i'd have to say dre.

068. How do you get to school?
my car.

069. If you heard your phone ringing right now, who do you expect it to be?
oshy or jim...i don't have many friends.

070. What noise do you hear?
weird al singing a weezer song.

071. Would you survive in prison?
yes.

072. Next concert you hope to go to?
whatever's happening this weekend...i miss regular live music!

073. What was the last thing you ate?
a burrito.

074. When was the last time you said I love you, and meant it?
to jim, a few hours ago.

075. Who is the youngest in your family?
alisha.

076. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would be most likely to over pack?
oshy and i are the queens.

077. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
no. yay for that!

078. How many syllables are in your name?
two. when people say "phae-der-a" i get pissed.

079. What does your license plates say?
2nmk291 i think. i need to memorize it.

081. What brand is your cell phone?:
shitty cingular. i'll be with verizon in june!!

082. What's for dinner?
it was a chicken burrito, tres tasty.

083. What's the last thing you purchased?
rice noodles, tofu, soy milk.

084. Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?
no.

085. Where is your cell phone?
in my pocket, all the time.

086. Is your phone on vibrate or ring most?
vibrate.

087. What brand is your shirt right now?
pink by kmart, if anyone told i was classy they'd be lying.

088. Ever been to Georgia?
not yet.

089. Did you have breakfast this morning?
yes, toast and coffee.

090. Do you like marshmallows?
if i toast them myself.

091. What irritates you on the internet?
slow computers and connections are infuriating.

092. What brand is your digital camera?
i don't have one. i shoudl look into that.

093. Do you watch movies with your parents?
when i see them.

094. Do you wear short shorts?
no. shorts are gross.

097. Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?
if you count my dollar store version of britney spears' curious, then i obviously do. what can i say...i'm a conniseur!

098. On average, how much do your jeans cost?
never more than twenty bucks.

100. Do your parents know you swear?
very much so.

101. Do they care?
not one bit.

102. Did you see Harold and Kumar go to White Castle?
i used to have a bootleg of it. only watched it once though.

103. Have you ever been to White Castle?
i finally went, and i have to say that it wasn't special in any way...sorry baby. i tried. those chicago kids sure can rave about it though!!

104. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone?
not just with "someone", with him.

105. Do you like the Phillies?
well if they're not bears or sox i have no interest in them, not even feigned.

106. Do you like sushi?
smuuuushi!



LIFE SURVEY

-SAD SECTION-

01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
i really really have.

02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
many times.

03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
yes, i've soaked through a few t shirts.

04. Do you cry when you get an injury?
every once in a while.

-HAPPY SECTION-
01. Are you a happy person?
definitely.

02. What can always make you happy?
my kitty snuggling with me. being kissed and held. shopping. good music. going out on adventures.

03. Do you wish you were happier?
i'm at a really good place right now...maybe with certain aspects of my life though.

04. Is being happy overrated?
dumb. no.

05. Can music make you happy?
of course.

-LOVE SECTION-

01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
twice: once by an emotionally damaged man and once when my kitty died.

02. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for the person?
yes.

03. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
many people.

-RELATIONSHIP SECTION-

01. Are you in a relationship?
i am.

02. Are you happy?
very much so.

03. Do you look at other girls/guys?
i don't even think about other people.

04. Think your honest?
i know i am.

05. Been cheated on?
in the past, although it surprisingly turned out to be the push for one of the best decisions of my life.

06. Have a crush on a person?
on this one guy, shhhh don't tell! he'll never find out, even though we spend hours holding each other and whatnot.

-HATE SECTION-

01. Who do you actually hate?
nobody.

02. Have you ever made a hit list?
that's awesome.

04. Are you a mean bully?
if you cross me or people i love, i can make your life pretty unpleasant if i feel like exerting the effort.

05. Do you like George Bush?
i don't.

-SELF ESTEEM SECTION-

01. Are you good looking?
yes i am.

02. Do you wish you could be someone else?
no.

[x] done drugs {{very few, and not on a regular basis}}
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp on a bike
[x] been used.
[x] been fired
[x] snuck into a movie.
[] got hit by a car
[] fired a real gun.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[] celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[x] been to Europe. {{when i was a kid}}
[ ] been to Australia
[x] been to Hawaii
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking {{not in years though}}
[x] played 'Clue'. {{awwww i love that game!}}
[x] had a sleepover.
[x] gone ice skating.
[] had your tonsils out.
[ ] have/had a TRUCK.
[x] driven a car.
[] totaled a car.
[x] been flashed {{goddamn too many times}}

-CURRENTLY WEARING-
01. clothes?
black jeans, pink lace camisole, pink stripey tank top, pink bra, pink/black panties, black sneakers w/white stars, maroon track jacket with pink stripes "silverlake athletics", pink belt...accessories and whatnot too! yay!

02. Shorts?
noooooooo way!

03. Shoes?
covered it.

04. Underwear?
covered it.

05. Necklace?
si.

-HAVE YOU EVER-

01. Hugged someone?
aw i feel sad for people who might answer no.

02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
yes.

03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
no, that would make me loopy.

04. Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
gross. no.

-LASTS-

01. Person you talked to in person?
pankaj.

02. Person you last talked to online?
nobody.

03. Person you talked to on the phone?
jim.

04. Person you talked to on text?
jim.

05. Person who made you laugh?
carlos mencia.

06. Person messaged on myspace?
my cousin mara.

07. Last time you had a shower?
monday late night, about to go take one.

-OTHER-
01. Do you like surveys?
yeah.

02. What kind of shampoo do you use?
varies...right now it's nature's gate and garnier fructis.

03. Do you get along with your parents?
si.

04. Do you have mental breakdowns?
no.

05. Did you ever fake being sick?
yeah.

-CURRENT-

01. Current Mood:
sleepy.

03. Current hair:
maroony-red-pink. long sideswept bangs. shoulder length, trying to grow longer damn it!

04. Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing:
nothing.

05. Current Windows:
gmail, itunes.

06. Current desktop picture
jim has a very angry chicago bear and the pretty redwood park forest. way to represent humboldt and chi-town!



The Most Random Questions You Will Ever Fill Out

1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
left.

2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
yeah. i don't really do underwater though, it's lame with contacts.

3) What color is your razor?
blue and black.

4) What is your blood-type?
a+ and i'm so glad 'cause it's the only diet i'd truly be fit to follow.

5) Who would you like to be tied to for 24 hours?
my honey love sugar baby butt.

6) What does the underwear you're wearing right now look like?
black with pink piping.

7) How do you feel about carrots?
crunchy. tasty. beneficial. better raw.

8) How many chairs at the dining room table?
four.

9) Which is the best Spice girl?
ginger, obviously. she had the hottest rack!

10) Do you know what time it is?
8:47pm

11) Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
now this is a story all about how my life got flipped turned upside down...

12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
keep the other people from freaking out. call for help.

13) What's your favorite kind of gum?:
bubble gum, fruity flavors.

14) What color's your nail polish?
none.

15) Do you have a crush on anyone?:
my boyfriend.

16) Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning?:
yes.

17) Do you like to sleep?
ooooh yes. i never feel like i get enough.

18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings?
hawaii.

19) Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?:
turn around bright eyes every now and then i fall apart...

20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?:
yeah, i'd trade it in for a much cheaper car and keep the excess cash yeah!

21) What's something you've always wanted?:
true love. a family. to be a teacher. a singing career of some sort.

22) What's your favorite color Pixi Stick?
purple.

23) Ever done something scandalous with whipped cream?
yes.

24) Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
lakes. waves give me ulcerated eyes.

25) Do you wear a lot of black?
not really...sometimes it jumps in with the bright colors though.

26) Describe your hair?
i did earlier.

27)Do you have Entomophobia? (fear of insects)
no, but i do rescue people from insects and become the hero.

28) Are you an adult?:
technically. i would never use that word to describe myself though.

29) Where is/are your best friend(s)?
alllll over. glendale, burbank, portland, all over humboldt county, san francisco, new york.

30) Who did you kiss on New Years?
my boyfriend. it was way better than last year's where we just called each other at midnight in both time zones. the tangible kiss was amazing in comparison.

31) favorite color(s)?
purple, violet, lavender etc.

32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?:
good sometimes

33.) Are you a sugar freak?
somewhat. i've been doing really well lately though, just supplementing my cravings with lots of fruit.

34) Do you like orange juice?
yes, it sucks that i can't drink it anymore. the eat right for your blood type thing is tres difficult sometimes.

35) What sign are you?
cancer.

36) Where do you wish you were right now?:
cuddled up to my baby. or making out.
Currently listening:
Give Up
By The Postal Service
Release date: 18 February, 2003
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 

Current mood:  amused

NOW

Is your hair up?: no.
Is your phone right beside you?: it's in my pocket.
Do you have a bf/ gf?: i do and he's extraordinary.
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: not really. i'll be somewhere else in a few days: hawaii baby!
Do you have plans for tonight?: not really. i'll feed a rat to my boa, eat sushi, relax with my kitty, maybe pack a bit.
Are you wearing makeup?: very much so.
Are you wearing chapstick?: lip gloss.
Are you cold?: no, overheated.
Are you tired?: a bit, it just took me 2 and a half hours to get to the airport and back to send my baby off.
.
Are you excited?: pretty much constantly.
Are you watching t.v.?: not now, maybe in a bit.
Are you wearing pajamas?: i don't ever wear them.
Who's the last person you IMed?: nobody.
Who's the last person that called you? oshy and khefri.

PAST

Anything you regret?: not really.
Ever lied?: of course.
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: hopefully not.
Ever spit at someone?: i doubt it.
Ever kick something living?: my brother when we were little.
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: yeah.



LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?: i did, lots.
Who did you see most last week?: khefri and india, just like every week.
Was last week interesting? yeah.


TODAY

Have you cussed?: i have.
Have you yelled at someone? nope.
Have you gotten mad at someone? no, except for dumb drivers.
Have you cried? no.
Have you called more than 3 people?: no.
Have you IMed more than 3 people?:: no again.
Have you eaten anything gross? no.

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q. First thing you did this morning?:
pee, brush teeth, brush hair, fool around. that's my favorite way to start every morning.

Q. Last thing you ate?:
some crunchy cinnamon health crackers.

Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
going to chicago with my love for xmas.

Q. What's annoying you right now?
zero.

Q. What's the last movie you saw?
borat.

Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
they don't work.

Q Where is the last place you went?:
the airport.

Q: Been cheated on?:
yes.

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
i know someone is.

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
i think that with love come the others, so i choose love.

Q: Do you wish on stars?:
sometimes.

Q: Does it work?:
sometimes.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off:
no.

Q: When did you last cry?
i shed a tear or two this morning dealing with a painful blemish, now that's classy. why do certain ones have to be so awful and hurtful?!?!?!

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
i do.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
i've heard that this is true.

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
no.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
blue camisole with black lace trim.

Q: Do you have any pets?
kitty and giant snake.

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
pink.

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
waiting for mushrooms to kick in, but sadly we didn't have enough for an effect. booooooo.

Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?
july, waaaaayyyyy to long ago.

Q: Look to your left:
and what?

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
i'm a girl, aren't i?

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
see above.

Q: Song that makes you cry?
i'll cover you reprise and goodbye love from rent.

Q: Are you a normally happy person?
oui oui, tres contente.

Q: Is your self-esteem low?
nope.

Q: What color are your eyes?
green.

Q: Long or Short Hair :
shoulder-length, but i really want it to be boob-length!!

Q: Current Music?
old liz phair.


:. High School:
arcata high...goooooo tigers! ha ha.

.:. Junior High:
jacoby creek.

.:. Elementary:
kneeland, maple creek, kneeland again.

.:. Favorite Soda:
i like fruity ones and ginger ale, but i don't drink soda anymore since we're eating for our blood types these days.

.:. Favorite fruit:
lately it's blueberries and cherries and pineapple.

.:. Favorite weather:
sunny, in the seventies with a light warm breeze. and warm evenings and the most amazing times.

Do You:

.:. Like someone:
i have a mad crush yo.

.:. Want more piercings:
no, i want less.

.:. Want a tattoo:
more? no.

Last:

.:. Person talked to:
my baby love.

YOU GOT MAD AT:
nobody really.

.:. Person IMed online?:
not applicable.

.:. Blue or red?:
depends on my mood. today is a blue day.

.:. Spring or Fall?:
early fall.

Random stuff:

.:. Do you speak a different language?:
french and spanish, but they're both too limited for my taste. and sign language, but that's not really speaking, now is it?

.:. How old do you act?:
about 23 years, four months and 25 days, give or take.

.:. Mood?:
a little sleepy, little hungry, little anxious, little happy.

The 4 W's Questions:

Whos in the room with you?:
nobody. i left the dead rats in my car.

What was the last thing you drank?:
agua.

What color pants are you wearing?:
blue jeans.

What is the closest item near you that is blue?:
i'm wearing a lot of blue clothes and makeup and accessories.

What are you wearing on your feet?:
black socks, silvery shiny fake converse.

What instant messaging service do you use?:
i don't.

What do you wear more, jeans or shorts?:
jeans, shorts are completely unacceptable forms of attire. sorry. they don't look good on anyone. ever.

Where is your mom?:
i'm guessing mckinleyville.

Where do you sleep?:
it's a tie between my bed and my boyfriend's bed.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?:
mervyn's in eureka.

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex __

067. Cute or pretty:
cute.

068. Lips or Eyes:
eyes, but my love is very appealing in both departments.

069. Hugs or Kisses:
kisses, especially when they're extremely skilled at it.

070. Short or Tall:
either the same height or taller, but not more than like 5 inches at the most.

071. Easy going or serious:
easy going. people who are too serious don't usually want much to do with me, and vice versa.

072. Romantic or Spontaneous:
if you find the right one, they're both.

073. Muscular or Skinny:
minor muscles are good. skinny guys are yucky.

074. Sensitive or Loud:
sensitive, but not too sensitive. that's even worse.

075. Hook-up or Relationship:
relationship, i've never had a one night stand. they gross me out.

076. Sweet or Caring:
they go hand in hand.

___Have You Ever___

078. Kissed a Stranger:
yes, not proud though. i was young and lonely.

079. Drank Bubbles?:
probably when i was little.

080. Lost glasses/contacts:
many times.

083. Got an X-ray and on what?:
teeth, stomach.

084. Broken Someones Heart?:
yes.

085. Had your heart broken?:
yes.

087. Cried When Someone Died:
my kitty inka, steve irwin.

088. Cried At School and why?:
yeah, but i'm not sure why.

___Do You Believe In___

089. God:
no.

090. Miracles:
no.

091. Love At First Sight:
no.

092. Ghosts:
no.

093. Aliens:
yes.

094. Magic:
what, the gathering? i've seen it man!! seeeeen it!

095. Heaven:
no.

096. Hell:
no.

098. Kissing on The First Date:
yes.

099. Horoscopes:
no.



EIGHT have you's:

8. have you ever dated someone twice: no, it ends for a reason.
7. have you ever been cheated on: yes.
6. have you ever bought condoms?: no, they give those away!
5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: of course.
4. have you ever fallen in love?: three times.
3. have you ever lost someone: yeah.
2. have you ever been depressed: i've had my down times.
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: yes, but not in years.

SIX things you did in the past three days

1. Went to school: no.
2. Went to work: yeah.
3. Colored: yes, lots.
4.?
5. Got drunk: no. i had 2 glasses of wine on saturday though...ooooh big party girl!!
6. Slept: never enough, but yes.

list THREE favorite colors..
1. violet.
2. fuschia.
3. teal.

list TWO things you want to do before you die

1. explore each continent.
2. have a family.

SO FAR IN 06'...

Been to school - no.
Made a new friend - yes.
Fallen out of love - no, more and more into it each day.
Done something you swore never to do - yes and it was worth it.
Laughed until you cried- yeah, many times.
Went behind your parents back - doubtful.
Met someone who changed your life - not in '06.
Gotten close to someone - yeah.
Found out who your true friends were - um kind of.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF......

1. Bush? his time was up long ago. he did his best, which was pathetic, and he needs to....fix some of his mistakes in the next 2 years and then get the hell out!

2. Gay Marriage? anyone who opposes it is so incredibly ignorant, and i want nothing to do with them.

3. Lowering the drinking age? i think it should be 18 just like jury duty, cigarettes, porn and enlisting.

4. Straight, Gay, Bi? personally? i'm a straight girl with many past bi tendedncies.

5. Do you have a crush? on my very own boyfriend.

6. Who is the best hugger that you know? my dad.

7. Do you believe in love at first sight? dumb.

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? no.

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? hansen something?

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? i've kissed everyone on my top friends, but only a couple in a more intimate way.

11. Do you have "A thing" for someone? a thing? like a present or a tumor or a secret?

12. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? i won't add ANYONE unless i know them in real life.

13. How many kids do you want to have? two and only two.

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? very very good.

15. Do you wanna change your name? no, although when i was 11 or 12, i wanted my name to be krystal starr. how cool would i be then?!?!! how ya like me now?!!??!

16. What did you do for your last birthday? slept in, snuggled, went to sushi and an upright citizens show. pretty low key, but fun and exciting at the same time.

17. What time did you wake up today? 9:50 to move my car. fucking street parking.

18. What were you doing at midnight last night? walking home from seeing borat.

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? fly to hawaii on thursday.

20. Last time you saw your dad? july.

21. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? endless cash flow is literally the only thing i'd want that i don't already have.

22. which hand do you like better? my right: it's more functional, plus it has some exciting scars with good stories.

23. What are you listening to right now? shake it up - the cars.

24. Have you ever talked to Tom? tom selleck?

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? i have, and i wish i was in a place to do it all the time.

26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? i was a teenager once, yes.

27. Least favorite month? maybe january just 'cause LA drivers don't understand that when it's wet out, you turn on your headlights and don't go 80 anymore.

28. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? maybe a big dumpy jacket of jim's.

29. Who's getting on your nerves right now? nobody.

30. Most visited web page? this one.

31. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing? if the fight was worthwhile, if not i'd try to help them in other ways.

32. Coke or Pepsi? none of the above.

33. What's the worst day of your life? the day my kitty inka died. i was a wreck, just sobbing for days. second place goes to july 31st 2005, when i got proof of my suspicions that my now-ex had been cheating on me for a year with literally the most flighty, untrustworthy, probably diseased girl i knew.

34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? i've been kissed many times by jim and ruby.

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? yes.

36. Do you think there's some models/people out there, that should gain a couple pounds? anyone whose ribs, shoulder blades, hip bones, elbows, knees, cheekbones etc. will jut out and look sharp should just knock it off. right away.


37. Do you wish you lived in NYC? no way. although i'm excited to visit in january.


TEN FAVORITES

01. televison show: just one? okay: the office.
02. flower: plumeria, lilacs, stargazer lillies, lavender roses, any giant tropical ones.
03. color: violet.
04. sport: bowling, swimming, volleyball.
05. mall: i guess burbank town center just 'cause it's convenient.
06. music: i guess you could categorize it as alternative or indie rock, but not all the music in those genres is desirable.
07. food: japanese, vietnamese.
08. season: fall.
09. animal: kitty.
10. city: this one.

TEN FACTS
01. hometown: kneeland and arcata.
02. hair color: naturally dark brown, but it varies.
03. hair length: trying to grow longer constantly.
04. hair style: shoulder length, sideswept long bangs.
05. eye color: green.
06. shoe size: 9 or 10.
07. mood: ready for dinner soon.
08. siblings: one brother and three stepsisters.
09. available?: for lots of things, but not anything romantic or sexual. i've got that covered thanks.
10. lefty/righty: right.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01. have you ever been in love: yes, deeper in daily.
02. do you believe in love: more than any other belief.
03. why did your last relationship fail? he complpetely fucked me over and betrayed me and treated me like total shit. mostly 'cause of his terrible past, not because of me...still, no excuse.
04. have you ever been heartbroken: often for a while there.
05. have you ever broken someone's heart: i have.
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: nope, luckily. i know how horrible that can make the people involved feel.
07. have you ever loved someone but never told them: don't think so.
08. are you afraid of commitment: no, i crave it.
09. have you ever had a secret admirer: yes.
10. do you believe in love at first sight? no way.

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money: well i have love in abundance, so right now i'd choose to get some cash. but i wouldn't give love up for money, ever.
02. hard liquor or beer: neither. only wine.
04. one night stands or relationships: relationships.
05. televison or internet: internet.
06. pepsi or coke: none.
07. wild night out or romantic night in: why not one followed by the other??
08. colored or black and white pictures: color.
09. phone or in person: depends on the conversation.
10. aim or myspace: i don't use aim.


TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out: no, i was way sneaky in my day.
02. have you ever skinny dipped: more than i've swam clothed. it's really the only way.
03. have you ever done something you regret: at the time, sure, but not looking back.
04. have you ever bungee jumped: no, never will.
05. have you ever been on a house boat: no, i bet it would be awesome though.
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: yeah, i used to lick those things dry when i was a kid. the big fist sized ones too.
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: of course, i feel it now.
10. have you ever been caught by your parents doing it? sort of, not really.

TEN EMOTIONS
01. are you missing someone right now: intensely.
02. are you happy: yes.
03. are you talking to anyone right now: no.
04. are you bored: somewhat.
05. are you german: i think so.
06. are you irish: yeah.
07. are you french: i think so.
08. are you Italian: nope.
09. are your parents still married: never were.
10. do you like someone right now: i do.
Currently listening:
Tenacious D The Pick of Destiny
By Tenacious D
Release date: 14 November, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 

Current mood:  chipper



So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button


disclaimer: this is my personal list on my boyfriend's itunes, so mine would have more pop punk and showtunes and whatnot than this in real life...


Opening Credits:
space suit - they might be giants. {{that actually works out pretty well}}

Waking Up:
ms. jackson - outkast. {{i've definitely woken up to that one, it's good for showers and/or primp time}}

First Day At School:
i don't want to know (if you don't want me) - the donnas. {{perhaps, is this supposed to be high school or what?}}

Falling In Love:
your algebra - the shins. {{damn i think that's my least favorite song of theirs, a bit creepy sounding for lovey times too}}

Fight Song:
c-c-c-cinnamon lips - ok go. {{it would have to be the most low key fight ever with this song}}

Breaking Up:
dio - tenacious d. {{doesn't fit, but wonderful anyway}}


Prom:
like a virgin - madonna. {{she should be involved with every prom}}

Life's OK:
daylight robbery - imogen heap. {{her music is crazy}}

Mental Breakdown:
wonderboy - tenacious d. {{i guess i'd have to crawl through the wilderness in the snow to meet my nemesis for this mental breakdown}}


Driving:
straight up - paula abdul. {{good times, cheesy 80s pop is excellent to drive to}}

Flashback:
a kiss at the end of the rainbow - mitch and mickey. {{this one's totally perfect for a flasback sequence}}

Getting Back Together:
crash - dave matthews band. {{that's just funny}}

Wedding:
smells like teen spirit - nirvana. {{i'd definitely only want an unconventional wedding, so this could work. maybe}}

Birth of Child:
body - presidents of the usa. {{not too fitting}}

Final Battle:
rockin' the suburbs - ben folds. {{i'd wanna have a piano battle, sure}}

Death Scene:
falling for you - weezer. {{awww that's sort of sad}}

Funeral Song:
headache - liz phair. {{her old stuff is infinitely better, good thing}}

End Credits:
maneater - hall and oates. {{whoa oh here she comes, watch out boy she'll chew you up!!}}




IF YOU OPENED IT, YOU GOTTA DO IT!!
BEDROOM SURVEY
NO LYING!!

Do you have the following in your bedroom:

Condoms: oui.
Cell phone: when i'm in the room.
Chair/stool: nope.
Book shelf: no. it's in the living room.
Dresser: yeah, it's never big enough though.
Computer/laptop: nope, i'm technologically retarded these days.
Bean bag: no way. my cat would destroy it!
pictures: obviously, most are super old too.
Mirror: well i am a chick.
Skateboard: negative.
Bed: who doesn't?
Clothes on the floor: like whoa.
Plastic Giraffe: yes.
Surfboard: no.
Smoke detector: no. it's in the hall and way too sensitive. steam sets it off.
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: none.
Locking door: no, nothing to hide.
Bottle of water: probably somewhere.
Blacklight: no, this isn't the 90s.
medals/ribbons: maybe.
Awards: yeah.
Sports equipment: i have a stolen bowling pin.
CDs: a few, most are in the car.
Flag: no.
Stop signs/any sign: nope, i used to have tons though.
Caution tape: no.
Paintball/Airsoft gun: no way.
Real Gun: never ever.
Cigarettes: gross.
Candle: lots.
Books: a bunch.
Nintendo: no.
PS2: no.
Xbox: no.
Stereo: only my clock radio, i'm high tech as you know.
Television: there's one on my floor that isn't attached to anything.
Lighter: yes.
Gum: maybe.

how many windows do you have in ur room? one shitty one.

What is the color of your walls?
white, the worst wall color.

Hardwood floor, tile, or carpet?
carpet luckily. i got so sick of living on hardwood!!

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
usually in the bathroom at work while the little girls take their naps, or in jim's bathroom.

What color is your bed sheet?
hot pink.

What's on your walls?
various things, knickknacks and whatchamacallits.

Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
of course, this isn't 1952! what the hell...

THIS YEAR:
1. Have you had any relationships this year?
just one marvelous one.

2. Have you had your birthday?
yeah, i sorta regret not going to magic mountain...but it was nice to sleep in.

3. Been to church?
no way, so unnecessary!

5. Been on a diet?
just recently we've been eating according to our blood types, and i've lost 14 lbs and almost three inches on my belly in just two weeks...so that's exciting. eating healthy is such a great feeling.

6. Pulled an all nighter?
only till about 5 or 6am.

7. Drank Starbucks?
yes.

8. Went shopping?
of course.

9. Went Camping?
eeeew.

11. Bought something for over $200?
if you don't count rent? maybe not...

12. Met someone special?
yes reeeeeally special. he's the best!!

13. Been out of state?
not yet, but i'll be doing it 3 times in the next 3 months: hawaii, chicago and new york!

14. Gone Snowboarding?
never have.

15. What are you thinking about?
concerts.

Have you...

1.) Hugged someone this year?
countless times.

2.) Slept in someone elses bed?
yes.

3.) Drank any?
any what? there have been liquids consumed...

4.) Loaned out money?
yeah, little bits.

5.) Gotten in a car accident?
no.

6.) Gone over your cell phone bill?
yeah.

7.) Been called a whale?
not as far as i know. people are cruel though...

8.) Done something you regret?
no.

9.) Last Person you hugged?
khefri.

Last Person to call you?
osh dawg.

Last time you took a shower?
last night.

When was the last time you felt stupid?
i don't.

Who was the last person you danced with?
khefri and india, it's pretty much a daily thing when you hang out with toddlers all the time.

Who did you last yell at?
this black lab, london.

What did you do today?
worked, shopped briefly, worked some more, let two kitten fall asleep holding each other on my chest, other things.

TEN FACTS

01. Hometown?
kneeland ca.

02. Natural hair color?
dark brown.

03. Initials?
pckq

04. Hair style?
trying to grow longer, failing except for bangs. orangey red. too much roots for my taste.

05. Eye color:
green.

06. Height:
5'7"

07. Pets:
ruby chester and i'm an auntie to a troubled child.

08. Mood:
a bit lonely, anxious, excited, sleepy, happy.

09. Where would you rather be?
in his arms.

10. Last thing you drank?
grapefruit juice.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

01. Have you ever been in love?
oui

02. Do you believe in love?
if i didn't i'd have no reason to stick around.

03. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
he was fucking my old friend for about a fourth of our relationship, so i left him. best decision i've ever made.

04. Have you ever been heartbroken:
it wasn't pretty.

05. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yup.

06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
not really.

07. Have you ever loved someone but never told them:
not truly loved, crushes of course.

08. Are you afraid of commitment?:
no, it's the only way for me.

09. Would you ever date one of your exes?
never.

10. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
only three.

5 EMOTIONS

01. Are you missing someone right now:
i'm constantly missing many people.

02. Are you happy?
true dat.

04. Are you eating anything?
no.

05. Do you like someone right now?
i like so many people and it is glorious!
Currently listening:
Asia
By Asia
Release date: 25 October, 1990
Friday, November 03, 2006 

Current mood:  bouncy


1. Who was your first prom date?
my high school boyfriend, bryan phillips...i borrowed a dress from sarahfae and he wore a pinstripe suit. i don't remember many other details.

2. Who was your first roommate?
my ex matt and his loser asshole friend rob...although spinny was practically a roommate since i spent so much damned time on k street.

3. What alcoholic beverage did you first drink?
technically it was probably calvados, a tasty french liqueur my uncle used to let us have tiny tastes of. my first drunk time was with a giant plastic bottle of either vodka or tequila...i was so far gone that i can't even remember it.

4. What was your first job?
i think doing inventory at the old moonrise herbs on i street.

5. What was your first car?
1990 honda accord, maroon. sold it to a crazy persian family for 400 bucks last year.

6. When did you go to your first funeral?
still haven't been to an actual funeral, just memorial type things.

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
"miss'n" adams

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
france i think, or minnesota. both were when i was a toddler.

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
i was alone, sneaking over to bryan's house 'cause we weren't allowed to sleep together, even though we did pretty often. i had a secret way of climbing through his bedroom window.

11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
clairissa west, and we haven't spoken lately, sadly. unless you count my little brother cass, who was my best friend and hero my whole childhood.

12. Where was your first sleepover?
probably with the lapotres.

13. Who is the first person you talk to in the morning?
khefri on weekdays, jim on weekends.

14. Whose wedding were you in the first time?
i haven't been in a wedding, but i still want to be a flower girl.

15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
pee.

16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
my first big concert was probably the fuckin reggae on the river when i was an unknowing child.

17. First tattoo or piercing?
i got my ears when i was 11 and almost fainted. first tattoo was at 18.

18. First celebrity crush?
maybe jonathan taylor thomas or devon sawa, or raphael from the ninja turtles.

19. First crush?
chris silvey.

20. First TRUE love?
byran phillips...i think teenage love counts as true for that time in your life.

21. When was your first detention?
junior high.


1. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?:
i wouldn't do it. don't really approve...but if that's your way, then be honest with your partner about it.

2. Do you bite your toenails?:
gross.

3. Are you a jealous person?:
yeah.

4. What are you allergic to?:
i have seasonal allergies, and i'm also allergic to ladybug bites!!

5. What books, if any, have made you cry?:
harry potters when people i loved were killed. lots of others...

6. Does it get annoying when somebody says they'll call you, but doesn't?
absolutely, i hate to be ignored more than most things.

7. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?:
i can't eat ice cream anymore, but i do love mint chip and most fruity ones.

8. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest what would you say to them?:
i'd tell them i was flattered, but not into them...how fuckin cliche is that?!?!?

9. What would you rather be doing right now?:
kissing my baby.

10. What song lyrics, if any, are stuck in your head at the moment?
none.

12. What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?:
my first? i don't know...i was a witch many times.

13. What's your favorite TV show, now or in the past?:
the office is amazing, so is little people big world. and my name is earl. and south park. and the simpsons. and family guy. and shitty reality shows.

14. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?:
i don't think i do better with one or the other...

15. Can others make you cry easily?
if they say the right thing.

16. Who was the last person to piss you off?
hmmmm i don't know. probably some lame LA driver.

17. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
i am. but not capitalization, obviously.

18. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?:
not calories, but ingredients, fat content etc.

19. If you could be any type of fruit what would you be?:
je suis un ananas qui parles!!!

20. Were you a "planned" child?:
not really.

22. What was the last thing to scare you?:
LA drivers, once again. that's a daily fear though.

23. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
i can function on slim to no sleep, but not very well.

26. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive?
i have.

27. What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex?:
tie between compassionate and affectionate.

28. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes?:
very much.

29. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?:
nope.

30. Have you ever dated someone out of your race?:
kind of, not really. not on purpose though, of course!!

31. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date?:
no, i like the "even stevens" policy.

32. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
no.

33. Which do you make: wishes or plans?:
both.

34. Can you speak any languages other than English?:
spanish, french, sign language.

36. Have you ever fooled around with someone and not remembered?
yep.

37. Have you ever dated one of your best friends?:
no, although they've asked.

38. Has anyone told you a secret this week?:
don't think so...

39. When was the last time someone hit on you?
last week, unless you count my boyfriend...he hits on me daily.

40. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?:
be in it.

41. Do you wear slippers even when its not cold outside?:
at work i do. "no shoes" houses frustrate me though.

42. If you could eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?:
probably japanese or maybe indian.

43. How many siblings do you have, and where are you in the rank?:
four, i'm second eldest.

44. What's the sweetest thing you've ever done for anyone?:
maybe when elsbeth and i planned to surprise oshy by smuggling me to SLO to visit her, after telling her i had to work of course. that was rad.

45. When was your last road trip?
a couple weekends ago, we did a crazy sleepless night in santa barbara for jess' birthday.

46. Name 3 or more schools you went to
in this order: some preschool i forget the name of, kneeland elementary, maple creek elementary, kneeland elementary, jacoby creek elementary, arcata high school, college of the redwoods, portland community college. and soon to be either pasadena city college or glendale community college.

47. Name 5 things in your Purse/pockets/wallet:
lip gloss, triceratops, list of foods for my blood type, playing cards, magnifying mirror.

48. Names you go by?
phae usually. khefri calls me "phaedwwwah".

49. Who is in the house with you?:
a sleeping almost-2-year-old little boy. two big doggies.

50. What are you thinking about right now?:
the movie coneheads, obviously.
Currently reading:
Fluke: Or, I Know Why the Winged Whale Sings (Today Show Book Club #25)
By Christopher Moore
Release date: 15 June, 2004
Friday, November 03, 2006 

Current mood:  anxious

Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as...
My autobiography


Prologue

1.Where did you take your default pic?
at the gamson-levy's house while babysitting for 9 & 11 year old girls and 4 week old kittens.

2.What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?
blue "happy hands club" napoleon dynamite shirt, camisole,blue lacey bra, pink dot pink mesh panties, jeans, checkered "converse" with blue laces, watch, ring, earrings, necklaces, hairties, makeup, contacts, socks, belt...i think that's it...

3.What is your current problem?
not having enough time with my baby. or money.

4.What makes you most happy?
snuggling with jim and ruby at the same time.

5. Last thing you touched:
my mouth.

6. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
"just keep swimming swimming swimming". i'm watching finding nemo with my little almost-2-year-old friend noah.

7.Do you ever watch MTV?
oui. i love the shitty reality shows like my super sweet sixteen and next.

8.What's something that really annoys you?
financial problems.
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Chapter 1:

1.Middle name:
cheyenne

2.Nickname(s):
phae. baby. phae-dawg. phae-phae.

3.Current location:
right now i'm in the hills of silver lake.

4.Eye color?
green.
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Chapter 2:

1.Do you live with your parent(s)?
nope.

2.Do you get along with your parent(s)?
i do.

3.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
mthey were together for about 15 years but never married. now they've been apart for about 11 years.

4.Do you have any Siblings?:
one brother, three lovely stepsisters.

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Chapter 3: Do You..

1. Write on your hand:
not anymore.

2. Call people back:
maybe 80%...i suck at communitcation.

3. Believe in love:
of course, otherwise i couldn't be motivated to do anything.

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
on my bed, the left as you're facing the foot of it. in jim's bed, the right.

5. Have any bad habits?
i'm human.

6. Any mental health issues?
not too many.

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Chapter 4: Have You..

1.Broken a bone:
nada.

2.Sprained stuff:
yeah, i have permanent ankle damge from all the bad sprains i used to get wearing 5 inch platforms constantly.

3.Had physical therapy?:
none.

4.Gotten stitches:
yeah, stomach and uterus.

5.Taken painkillers?
i was on vicodin for about three months straight once.

6.Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling:
only snorkeling, more soon!!

7.Been stung by a bee:
once i was tsung by an entire angry hive of yellowjackets...it was one of the most frightening things ever.

8.Thrown up at the dentist:
no.

9.Sworn in front of your parents:
of course.

10.Had detention:
so mnay times...

11.Been sent to the principal's office:
also many times.

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Chaper 5: Last..

1.Movie(s) you watched:
finding nemo.

2.Person to text you:
my baby lover sugar butt.

3.Person you called:
same as above.

4.Person you hugged:
india, the 1 year old i nanny for.

5.Person you tackled:
khefri, her 3 year old sister.

7.Thing you ate:
edamame with soy sauce, highly beneficial for type a people!!

8. Thing you drank:
green tea, also beneficial.

9. Thing you said:
do you like nemo? where's nemo? awwww nemo. and other things regarding nemo.




Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?: i think i was really vaguely thought of, and welcomed, but not a specific plan.

Were you the first?: yes.

Who were present at your birth? parents, midwife and i think grandma and grandpa too?

Were your parents married when you were born?: no.

What is your birthdate? june 24th

Part 2: The Family

Are you parents married or divorced? none of the above.

An only child?: no.

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: second oldest, oshy has 25 days on me :)

What are your sibling's names?: cass, oshy, jessica and alisha.


Which parent do you get along with best?: i get along with both of them wonderfully, i don't think there's a best.

What do you fight about? not much anymore.

Do you have step parents?: one step mama lady.

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend? yeah.

What do you like to do when you are together? explore. gossip. go out to play. eat. drink. laugh a lot. movies and music related activities.

Do you share the same interests?: there has to be common interests for good friendships to thrive.

Which friend can you tell anything to?: oshy of course, jim, megan, robin...lots more.

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: pretty high, i adore myself.

Do you get depressed about things easily?: nope, but there was a time...

Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?:
so very extroverted.

Are you happy?: and i know it, clap my hands!!

Do you live life to the fullest?: i think so, yeah.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look? i am.

Describe your hair? sort of orangey red...i need a change though...as usual.

How do you dress? for fun! lots of bright matching colors, tons on accessories, always cleavage, usually jeans, random sneakers or ballet flats.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?: i'd say so.

What did you used to love that you no longer do? platform shoes, getting totally wasted.

Do you have the same friends?: yep.

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? manyt hings, learning experiences, shaped me into the lovely human i am today.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?: i have many.

Are you scared of growing old?: why be afraid of the inevitable? that's lame.

Do you want to get married?: it's possible.

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: outdoors.

Favorite Season: fall

Do you like walking in the rain?: if it's late at night and i'm with somebody fun.

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?: only chicken and fish, i've never had red meat.

What is your favorite food?: depends...i love sushi and mexican and indian to death.

What food makes you want to gag? red meat. but mostly those horrible carts with the hot dogs wrapped in bacon, the smell is literally nauseating to me.

What is your favorite dessert? creme brulee is rad, so are lots of coldstone things. i love fruity things & frozen yogurt.

What is your favorite restaurant?: i love the kabuki sushi chain 'cause it's good prices, but still quality fish.

Are you a fussy eater? nope, although now that my baby and i are eating according to our blood types, we need to be much more specific about what we eat.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?: taken with him.

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: one mister anderson.

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: absolutley unmatched.

Do you believe in love at first sight?: nno.

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?: just one? how about the epic road trip to humboldt and back that jim, oshy, colin, chloe and ruby and i took over the summer.

What was one of the worst?being cheated on.

Have you ever done drugs? nothing i really consider a drug, just pit cookies a couple times and mushrooms a couple more times.

Have you ever thought you were going to die?: three times.
Currently watching:
Finding Nemo
Friday, October 27, 2006 

Current mood:  blah
THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY. (lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past)

1)How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told YOU that THEY love you? i think 5 out of 6, or a total 100%...although a few of those were very brief in junior high and freshman year, so they barely count.

2)Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
no. but i've become more open to the far off possibility of marriage one day, but there's a lot of life to be lived first, lessons, things to figure out about myself. but it's a maybe for the future.


3)Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
very much so.

4)Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: a couple of times.

5)Are you happier single or in a relationship?:
in a relationship if it's healthy and loving...i have a hard time being alone though. i crave consant affection and the attention of someone who'll really give his all and care for me immensely.

6)Have you ever been cheated on? yeah and although it was a heart smashing horribly painful ordeal, i wouldn't change a single bit of it because of what i've learned and what path it caused me to choose.

7)What is your favorite physical thing about the opposite sex? amazing lips and eyes.

8)Have you ever had your heart broken?: yup.

9)Have you ever broken someone's heart?: i was told so...

10)Talk to your exes?: one of them, others just end up being random accuaintances.

11)If you could go back in time and change things with any of
your ex's...would you? i don't think so, 'cause all the bad shit made me grow so much as a person and learn exactly what kind of behavior i'll never tolerate again in a lover or friend.

12)Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?: i'm a fantastic one, especially if they deserve it!

13)Have You Ever Dated People Who Weren't Good for you? for almost four years.

15)Have you dated someone older then you? thirteen years older...

16)Younger: technically, but only by a couple months.

17)Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no. there are many unforgiveable things.

16)Believe in love at first sight?: no way.

17)Ever dated two people at once?: no and that's terrible.

18)Ever been given an Engagement ring? no, just regular rings.

19)Do you want to get married?: we covered this. maybe.

20)Do you have something to say to any of your exes?: not really, i'd say it directly to them.

22)Ever liked someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?: yes. but never acted on it 'cause that's one of the worst things you can do to someone.

23)Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? yes, and sometimes worse.
Currently reading:
Fluke: Or, I Know Why the Winged Whale Sings (Today Show Book Club #25)
By Christopher Moore
Release date: 15 June, 2004