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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 56
Sign: Sagittarius

City: Helsingborg
State: Skåne län
Country: SE
Signup Date: 5/23/2006

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November 24, 2009 - Tuesday 

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
My left leg is in more pain than normal.

I did laundary tonight and was going hungry for something sweet in the store.

In the line for to pay did a young woman in her 30's made so the pile of shopping baskets was falling on my left leg.

It was about 15 of those big, thick basket with wheels on it to pull it when shopping.

It was so painful so I almost started to cry and I have not cried since I was a baby but I had pain before the accident ...pain of fiber mylagia so it was extreamly pain I got.

The young woman that did it saw my face and she had hard to walk away from me and didn't knew what to do for to help me.....

But what could she have done ? I was sitting on a chair and I felt very clearly how blood was going out where it shouldn't be and almost immidetly did I get a big blue area of blood under my skin.

It will be a very big black mark tomorrow but I hope it doesn't made me to not could walk in the stairs this weekend because it seems like I can move in to my new apartment this weekend.

The owner said he should do the cleaning inspection on Friday and if it was ok, I should get the keys on Friday !

I hope I have before Saturday reduce the kitten with 2-3 .... but if I can have my old apartment for some days thn I will keep the cats there and sell them from there.

I get some buyers every day so I am not worried to not get them sold.

November 24, 2009 - Tuesday 

Category: Pets and Animals
Now have they been here.......

It is a man that will live here in my apartment, a tall one about 6'5 and normal sized body.

I can tell that he wasn't a man that have done drugs or drinking, this man was from the prison.

He had a woman with him that was his overseer from the prison and the woman that handle this with apartments from the social service.

The first cat I had make me have to pay for all the wallpaper in my apartment as it was like the evil ghost made her jump on the walls and took pieces of paper for to play with on the floor.

It will cost me much money but if God is with me do I not need to pay anything because I am still under the social service rules and they garantee the owner of the house that they pay all the bills for me but my rent do I pay but to the social service and they pay to the house owner.

I will see if I should be glad that I don't have any lease on my apartment or if I have to pay for the damage on the wallpaper.


I don't want them to believe that the cats I have now, have done it. I had another cat first as a girlfriend to Bonis my male cat but she is not here anymore but she teached Moa to scratch on the walls but Moa have stopped doing it now but she is still bad in scratching my funitures.

She like to scratch on my tables legs too...... I wish we was allowed to take away the clews on our cats that should be inside a home, here in Sweden.

Bonis have never done any scratching. He scratch on the thiing he have got for to do it on.



Bonis with his babies

I didn't get the keys to the new apartment. He seems to be surprised when I said I was moving this weekend.

But it was not between him and me because this is the social service case so it's not for sure that I move in before December 1.

I am so angry about that this people on social service don't understand that I have help to move that am working the whole day long and I have to make an appointment with people when I want to have help because people are so busy today so they need to know when they should help me.
November 24, 2009 - Tuesday 

Category: News and Politics
Today is it people that will visit my home.

It's people that am going to rent this apartment after me.

I suppose it will be a person that like me are in the same situation as I was but the different with this person is that he or she have been addicted to drugs or alcoholic or been in prison.

They did wrong when they let me get this apartment the social service because this kind of move is not for people that have debts but with God behind me did I get this apartment anyway.

I should have got no help and been out on the street but ofcourse I had find out something to not live on the street as I am in Sweden........

I suppose I had to talk to my daugther's father to help me ...I don't want it but I should have needed to ask him for help.

He had bought me a little house in the forest and had let me rent it... and I had lived a life scared for to be alone in the forest.....I suppose....


I don't need to clean up so much. It is not me selling the apartment but as the manager of this house will be here too do I need to clean up a little more than normal.


I don't know how to do this with moving and sell kitten in the same time but I have to relay on God that He will take care of it for me.

Tomorrow is it some young people visit me for to look at the kitten they want to buy. I am not worried about not getting the kitten sold because this girl that answered on my ad on Internet did it first of all and they are those serious people that have waited for the right one and when they see "their" cat they call immidetly.

But I still have 6 cats to move with me. I wish it was at least 3 sold kitten., 4 cats is ok to handle but 6 is too much.

Leif and my daugther will help me on Saturday to move.

I can be very frustrated on my daugther because she don't know how it is to live in an apartment and move.

I said that I will move in at December 1 and she took it as I moved in on Tuesday....

She had promised to work on Saturday when we should move but in the evening.

I said many times that she have to understand that Leif is working the whole day in the week and he can only help in the weekends.

Herself have she never had a real job and have grow up with a father that am working shift and often in the night so she don't know anything about how ordinary people have it with work and how to move.

She don't understand that is people that have been promised to move in to my apartment in December 1 so I need to move this weekend.

But as people will come and look at the apartment today do I suppose the move in have been set to be in January 1, 2010 so I have some days more to move out and clean the apartment on.

In Sweden do we need to clean the apartment we move from or else do they charge us with a big bill.

When I moved to Texas did they bill me $800 for the cleaning and it was in 1998 so maybe is it $1000 today for a one bedroom apartment.


I wrote to our defence minister about the spaceship that was on our house roof in 1994. I hope I get a serious answer.

I got the inspiration to do so when I read Matthew Ward's report about contact with out of earth contact.

read it here

I don't think I get any real answer from the Defence Minister, if it should surprise me very much.....
November 23, 2009 - Monday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy





This video show how it is when people don't know what they are reading in the Bible and when they don't know God.
GOD IS A SPIRIT

NOT A BODY !

When talking about yourself in God is it in the spirit way you should think.

When God is telling he is JEALOUS of our thinking that we are so occupited of thinking of other things than HIM.

More of my teaching :

In the old testament, before Jesus was here on earth said God Almighty to Moses:
Exodus 34:14 For thou shalt worship no other god: for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God
And then God explain it.
That we shouldn't be friends and have parties with people that have their own "gods" like love of money, sexy women and fancy cars for example.
The same is to be married into a family of bad people, we shouldn'r allowed our kids to be married into a wrong family.

It's also wrong to create our own gods, for example.....we shouldn't create something that people will worship, like building a nice car so people are in their mind longing to get one by themself.
We should not create lust in people by telling people to go to another country because the girls in that country are so sexy and beautiful ...not for what will happen when they are there but you create a lust in that person
that will occupide their mind of travel to that country and make thoughts about God be a smaller part of the brain.
Exodus 34:17 and not make molten gods....like jewlery or weapon that people longing to have or get lust for.

Jealousy from God Almighty are the priority you have in your brain.

God tell us to not forget our first love.
The first love is the first spirit to love....the spirit that created us

and createded the universe and all that am in there......

AMEN
November 21, 2009 - Saturday 

Category: Pets and Animals
Leif was at a icehockey game today, Saturday, with his two daughters but in the evening did they come and visit me.

I made my own chinees food and they liked it very much and the little girl ate three full plate of chinees food and Leif the same amount....I love it ...I love that they like my food...even Leif that choose the same food over and over when we eat at a place outside.

When the girls was on each computer and on Internet sat Leif and I in the kitchen and I asked him about the horses.

He looked at me as he always does when he don't know what's going on and don't know what to believe or answer.

He said he didn't understood why the horses suddenly started to walk to us where we sat.

He saw that the girls couldn't handle the horses they had been on so many times and was horses they had for training kids to ride and jump with horses.

I told Leif that this was the first really evidence of that something was going on around me and I said that he will see more of this strange things when he is with me.


When it happen was it only Leif and his oldest daughter that sat with me...and a young woman that was cleaning around where we sat.


I really hope that Leif will see strange things happen so he can start to believe there is more than what we can see with our eyes.

And I hope he will understand that is real what I see when we are together.

I know he believed me when I was attacked at the hotel in this summer...when I struggle so much so I almost waked him up when he is sleeping like he is dead and am very hard to wake up.

When I have waked him up do he always look so confused and frighten in his eyes because in the first moment do he not know where he is as he is so deep down in his sleep but that night did I almost waked him up when those from the parallell world attacked me by given me all kind of both silly and scaring pictures just when I fall in sleep and made me wake up every time I was falling to sleep.


I wondering if it some kind of training of my brain why they show me pictures and short movies ?

Maybe is it what I think it is .... to train my brain to see things very quick, to quick understand what it is that am flying in front of me.... ?


I remember one time beeing teached that big company is laying in commercials that our eyes can't see but our brains take it in.....

Like those big screens over the icehockey arenas .... in test have they done that they put in for example a coke on the screen but it shows so quick that the eyes can't see it but in the test when they did people start to buy cokes much more than normal.

Is it some kind of that I am in training for ...to could see things and explain and translate it in my brain very fast because there is a world where things flying in front of our eyes so we can't see it ?

And if I can be quick to explain and solve what is flying, I also can see what's in that world ?


Maybe to hard to understand what I am saying here....?

........Well....my brain is working

November 21, 2009 - Saturday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
I wish I had someone that I could talk about this things with that happen in my life.

But as always am I alone....

Leif he doesn't say so much when I tell him, no real discussion with him.

In this was Rebecca's ( my daugther ) father very great because he believed in me and what I experienced even if he never saw anything.

His past girlfriend did see a man in the stair inside the house where I lived and where the spaceship did parking on our house roof and lifted me up into their spaceship.

And just after I left, had a young man that was pedophil moved in and in the night when he was watching porno with kids on videos did he felt someone stood behind him and giving him a real push in his back and he said it was more than once he got push and I think they wanted him to stop watch child abuses.

I know he did because it was the only thing he was thinking about and I know he do heavy drugs and have 2 kids that he take care of sometimes....

I have reported him to the police but they want to know everything about me and I am not a good witness in the situation I have been in ...an older homeless in Sweden are only those that have drug and drinking problems and those with mental illness so my witness have no value.

They told me to tell them everything about me if I should could do a report, in Sweden can't you be anonymous, in Sweden do they always want to know everything and all things on paper, paper, paper.....

It was this man that was on his way to kill me in 1999 when he had taken too much drugs when we went to a neighbor and didn't knew they did drugs too and not only drinking.

Michael did go drunk and took drugs and suddenly did he go angry at me and come forward and told me he should kill me.

No of the men dared to help me BUT I know it was God that helped me because I got a hit with my foot on the side of his neck and he fall down laying as paralized until the late morning next day.

This man are maybe 6'4 and I am 5'3 and still could I kick him at his neck.

When coming back home did my daugther's friend telling everyone how I could defend myself and she was muslim and I lived in an area full of wild young muslim people where many liked to fight but after the little girl told about me, I had no problems with this wild criminal people.

I remember 2 teens from Romania asked me if I really kicked down a tall man but I said that I did karate so I could.

It ws true because Rebecca was in karate class and I joined her but still was he too tall for me to hit.

Maybe God did me be taller in that moment I took out my leg.... or he shorter.

About yesterday and the horses.....

As I talk sometimes with my cats inside my mind ( telepathy ) did I also do with one of the horses I was sitting and watch......


As closest was he about 4 meter away but every time he was close did I say in my mind, " come here, come closer to me "

I did it about 3 times when without any warning I collapsed in my mind and someone took over and made all the horses to come to me even if this was teens and older girls that was riding and they had dome it for years.....

They couldn't hold the horses in the circle they had created, where they walk around in far from me...

and just when I come back "alive" stood all the horses there and I hear the trainer very irritated voice saying: " what are you doing there ? "

And the dwarf that was maybe 20 said that the horse walk there by themself and they couldn't hold them ( back in the circle )......


I wondering why it happen and what was the meaning to show me this....?

I don't think that I did it but maybe because I just did say "come here..." that I still did it when I walk away from the world with my brain......that I really did say it in the spirit......

I don't know and I have no one to ask.....or discuss this with......

My life seems to be orded to be lonely even if I have people around me......

and it seems that I can't get "normal" kids either because 95 % of the single men I have dated, haven't had any kids.....

and the man I married in Texas had a heavy mental disabled daughter and Leif have 2 mental disabled daughters....

My daughter aren't disable in her mind....she is very very intelligent.....but she was disable in her body and now is she taken from me of both her father and this church she live with......

at least have she promised to help me to move and she is strong after taken anabola steorids for years because of her deseas Turner syndrome....

I have to remind her that she should help me or else do she promise her away to something else......way to write her an e-mail.....
November 20, 2009 - Friday 

Category: Pets and Animals
I was with Leif and his two girls at the place where they ride horses.

It was only the little one that ride a horse, the older have start to be tired of it but she sat an watch her sister ride the big beautiful horse.

I was scared to get a horse close to me that no one took care of but it was no running out and in to the two barn with horses.

It was 6 horses in the big empty barn where they train to ride the horses in but Leifs daughter have ride a horse in 6 years so she knew what to do.

The girl was riding round and round in the big barn.

I felt me connected with the 5 big horses, they sixth was a little pony that a dwarf girl ride.

One of the big horses a "shimmel horse " started to slow down and looked like he was very tired and didn't wanted to do this running around.

I said to Leif that the horse seems to not want to run around anymore.

Suddenly did my brain "walk away" from me and when I come back after my unconscious  way did I see all the horses was standing very close to me with the young girl on.


I heard the leader saying..... " What does the horses do there ? "


One girl said: " the horses wanted to go here and we could do nothing about it "


Then did they start again with the training.

After the class was over did Leif and his oldest daugther walk to Sarah the little girl and her horse.

They look at me and smiled so I was thinking I have to go to them so they should see that I am not so frighten about horses as they thought.

The other clap the horse on his face and nose ..... I should do the same but the horse didn't wanted me to touch it and took the head back to his back so Sarah had to pull his head back again so I could clap it and when I did it he was calm and let me.

This horse was very calm so the reaction against me was strange too so I wondering what they saw in me when I was in my "unconscious".
 
I have to talk to leif about this so he could notice it was something strange going on with the horses.....
November 20, 2009 - Friday 

Category: Art and Photography
I am thankful for once again hit the highest record of visitation on here. Today do I have 415 visitors and it still some days left before this week ends.

I hope that some people are digging down in my blog to read what strange things that have happen in  my life.

I wish myspace could do a easier way to check out my old blogs at because I have written so far, 1357 blogenters here and it's not easy to check back with the system myspace have today.

I have tried so many times to find a way to get a searchmachine that show all my blogs, if you know one, tell me.

I did some new pictures of me yesterday. I don't know why I don't have a really great pictures of me.......do I have to go and pay a photographer to do some ?

Here is two pictures of me done yesterday......and my drawing of my lord, the one that protect me and talk to me inside my brain.

He have showed him 3-4 times in a cloud with two other and he showed up in the morning when I was in this paralized situation and in the time the dogs was barking the night before when I lived in the house in the forest in USA where we had no dogs around.

His eyes was big and round and didn't looked like ours in them .... that's why he looked down the first time I saw him and did a painting of him

 



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November 19, 2009 - Thursday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
I often are thinking about the strange butterfly that fly in at my window that wasn't wide open and even if it was only about 40 mm wide open did this butterfly find it's way in to my home.

Was it like a camera sending in to my home ? It didn't act like a butterfly or a mott.


Someone want to show me and teach me things but for what ? In our world teaching and information we get mostly ends that we take some kind of examina or it lead us to something.

But what do they want of me, why am I so interesting for them ?

I am thinking very much about April 8, 2008 when I died and find me be in a deep dry well with a tunnel on my left side.

Today was I also thinking about the first time I died, as a 2-3 years old kid.

I know I remembered more when I was a child but I still can remember the fear I had for that big black flat thing that come from up above and down to me when I was laying on a white table and I remember be out of any clothes and freezing.

Then in next minute did I had that bright light in my eyes and something holding me with hand like steel, holding me back.


If I had not experiences the same at older age should I maybe have ignore it but the same feeling like someone holding me with hands like steel did I had in 2001.

It was when my protector jump over me and looked at me or something behind me and was screaming " Get out of here ! "


I don't know if it was a spaceship I remember the first time. Maybe was the black flat thing a spaceship or else was it the screen of the x-ray.

But the bright light was God's shining or what the Bible call God's grace.

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It have been very calm in my apartment but Leif's illness are something strange with ...like he is attacked.

Leif was here tonight for some hours and he was ok ...had no pain in his side or wasn't coughing.....
 
it was because he shouldn't be hear for a long time and not stay over night...he was here to take picturees of the kittens and I helped him with some webdesign.

We have storm and heavy rain here and Leif had been outside and working in the rain so he was very tired tonight.

His boss sent him home earlier because they couldn't work in the ground because of the heavy rain.

this weekend is his girls with us and I am going with Leif and his two girls to a place where they have horses because the girls should ride the horses.

I am very scared about horses so I have to be strong tomorrow because leif also rides on horses so it's only me that are scared about horses.


We are also are going on a meeting in a church, a re-union for those kids that did their confirmation in the church this summer.

Leif's daugther's are proud of me being a Pastor and I am sure they will let the Pastor for that church know that I am too a Pastor.

I am sure I have much to tell about after this weekend.

November 16, 2009 - Monday 

Category: MySpace
Last week did I had almost 600 visitors and that is the best ever and I am glad that you that am new to read my blog have find me and hope you will find my blog interesting.

I am not afraid to write about anything but I have to be careful so I don't loose my profile so I have limits or else have I wrote more honest if I was allowed of Myspace.

I have met both God and UFO. I have got visiting from out of space or from the parallell world my whole life I think.

My older sister and brother tried to kill me and the day they pushed me in front of a truck and I died was the first time I can remember been in contact with God or UFO because I was dead but returned to earth, it was when I was 2-3 years old.

My first visit of UFO or parallell world was when I was about 16 years old when I waked up of feeling that it was someone in my bedroom and I saw a tall like shadow of a person standing and looking at me. I couldn't see any face because he/she didn't reflected back the color he had.

I was abused of my whole family and later in life was I abused of my men but since one year am I on my way to find myself and start to understand who I am.

I write here all the time I get dreams that I can feel have a message in it for to later find out if they was true and some have been true dreams but it is hard to understand dreams as they are in symbols.

I believe in God Almigthy and do not believe that Jesus are God but I believe in Jesus teaching and most of what the Bible tell us even if I know there is error in the Bible because satan is so close to God and spy so satan have helped to translate the scripture in many parts of the Bible.

Some people tell me that those men that translated into the Bible was picked of God but as always when it comes to men is there errors so satan can have picked people too to translate what they find in the caves.

This some subjects in my blog and then I talk about news, most news from Sweden so you can come to know Sweden and my part of the world a little better because media in many countries doesn't tell the truth about other countries for political and military reasons.

If you want to read about what happen in Sweden in English is there a newspaper online in english called, the local

I breed cats, talk in radio, have joined my boyfriend in his interest in driving racing cars f-3 and I sing karaoke.


Many strange things happen around me and I have some spirits around me that am not nice and many that protect me....

My boyfriend have start to cough hard when he is here.....

This weekend was he in my home and suddenly did he start to cough without any reason... he was coughing very hard so I was going worried about him....

The strange thing was that he started to cough very hard when he was going to bed and he had to drive home because he couldn't sleep and I had no coughing medicine to give him as I never go sick anymore in flue as I have every year vaccine in me.

As soon he come home was he ok....

I do believe that his pain in the side also cause of those evil spirits in my home.

When Leif was coughing I said it was those evil spirits that did it because they are so childish so they do tricks on us for fun.

I talked to the spirits to stop give leif coughing and immidetly did he stopped to cough and did it never again.

I told Leif that they attack him now but he should not be worried because it's mostly a temporary thing.

This weekend was I talking about all those strange things that have happen between Leif and me.....

You that is new here don't know that I waked up one saturday morning of a voice asking me if I should be sad if Leif and I broked up... it asked if I had reached a level where I should be crying and longing for Leif if we broked up, I didn't understood it because we was in love....

but some hours later did Leif changed and I told him on Monday that I didn't wanted to be with him anymore but then 2 months later did we come together again....

I thought that brake was very strange. Like it was done of someone else that was in that voice that morning of August 1.

 
I was thinking today of the walk I did in USA when I tried to find a soloution of my problems with money when God had send me to USA.

I walked often this distance as you can see on the map.

It took me about 4 hours to walk there and home and I walked when it was 90's and full sunshine....

No wondering I was in such bad condition when I returned to Sweden after 3 and half years.

I was walking this distance in march and April 2001 and even if I had money to take the bus was I not able because where I lived was a new area so no buses was going there in that time.

I walked without have eaten anything because this was in the time before I knew I could get food in a church.




This was the distance I walked to my church, ROCK CHURCH when I lived with the muslim family. It took me 45 minutes to walk to the church but I had a friend in the church that drove me home.

She said she was poor too but she had a new car and money to gas to it...... people didn't understood how poor I was when they said they also was poor.....

I had no car or a home and no money on the bank or any friends that could help.... I had not one dollar any where for a long time......and I had no permit to work in USA for 11 months.

When I should check out the way did I find out that I had forget what was the name of the street I lived on and the way to the church....my memories of USA fade away very quickly as it was a bitter memory of USA.

 





November 12, 2009 - Thursday 

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I haven't thought about it but for some days ago did the thought suddenly come in to my mind......

The healthreform that USA start to get and I think especial in Virginia state......

It sounds for those who haven't read my story like I put myself up as Jesus but the experience that I have is talking about this is not a lie by me.....


First helped God me at the airport when I come to Seattle in December 19, 2000 it was a real miracle that only God could have done.....like that all people disappeared in the office and an angel was left and a man that put the Bible in front of me when I didn't believed in God in that time.....

Then God stopped the Nuclear plant for me to could call for help.....

Then did God put a tornado in Daytona Beach in March 2001 when they said at the weather channel it should hit Miami .....and the tornado ONLY destroyed the salvation army shelter where the new girl had been raped in front of my eyes in the night.....

I am sure there is more like that but I had too much to do in my life so I didn't saw it ..... maybe was the terrorist attack in september 11, 2001 was also a sign of God for me.....as it made me stay in USA much longer than I should....

So why can't the health changing in USA should be something for me from God ?

I can return to USA if the healthcare isn't so expencive.


I know for sure the sign was when I met the man that was Doctor and he wanted to go with me to USA.....in that time wasn't any talk about making it happen in USA so I was happy to get me a Doctor with me to USA.......

but when he disappeared, God took and make the healthcare in USA to really happen....


between you and me ....I thought it was very strange when the Doctor showed me and told me he was circumcised and show me it when I doubt it.


He is also one of those I have met that doesn't exist when I check it out.....

why should a Swedish man ...blonde and blue eyes.....be circumcised...when we don't do that in Sweden...?

Whom was this man that bring with such warm shining around him ?????

Why do I have got such strange visits so many times....?


I can only say as I have done before......

Time will tell.........

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November 12, 2009 - Thursday 

Category: Pets and Animals



How successful wasn't the first breed between Moa and Bonis......

I got at last a picture of the 9 months old kitten I did sell in May 2009.


Isn't God great ?

The picture is of Dennis that was dead when he arrived and Moa sat on him like cats do when something they give birth are not moving or are too week to survive the first day.

Dennis was dead because he had swallowed the water in his sack and Moa sat on him for maybe 2 minutes when I saw that she had given birth.

He was blue around his lips and was ice-cold in his body so he was real dead.

But I hold him in my healing hand and talked to God to let him come alive because the first two was solid grey and he was my first white kitten ever....

After like it seems forever and I started to doubt that he should ever come alive did he like shacked in his whole body and took a deep breath.....

I was thinking to kill him because when he started to breath was his breathing so week and he struggled the whole time to get some air in and in every weak breath he took was it a loudly sound of water bubbling inside him ....it was horrible to see and I am use from life to see much ugly things and also as a military.


I am glad today that I let the healing be complete.

It happen at 5 o'clock in the morning and God was mercy by let me be awake the whole night so Moa didn't give birth when I was sleeping.

We were done at 8 in the morning and I had to go and sleep.

Dennis was still weak and did the ugly bubbling sounds and strugglings when I took one after-birth sack Moa had not eaten up and I put the blood up on Dennis whole body...... ( covering of the protection blood )

And I took and placed him a little under his sisters and brothers so he got their smell too.

But when I waked up again after some hours did I prepared me mental to find the kitten dead.

I didn't heard any bubbling sound of hard struggle of breathing so I was sure he was dead.

But when I look in the group of kittens was he eating from his mother like all the other....

and now 9 months later can you see him as an big cat, 8 lbs said his owner he is.

Glory to God !


 

No it's not Bonis...it's Dennis











November 10, 2009 - Tuesday 

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Something happen the last time Leif and I should drive to the radiostation and do a program.

We always bring CD's with us and Leif he have over 3000 CD's at home as he is the one that recording our programs for to send it to the main office for all radiostations where they check that we have not said forbidden things and that we are not sending the program longer than we have paid for.

I don't know if other countries have such control of what we send out as we have, I doubt it, only communist friendly countries can control people like our government does.

The Swedish people are the most controlled people in the world so we do need European union for to help us to not be so controlled.....

The stupid is that Swedish people saying that European Union is the control freak when our country is worse but people are so use with it so they don't see what country they live in.

It's very easy to find people here because there is so many places where there is open archive where we can find all people we want to know where they live and many things about them without paying for it....

What I wanted to tell you was that when Leif come to me and open his briefcase and I saw the CD's he had bring with him did my body freeze of surprised inside me.....


There was what I thought my own CD's and I thought he had my CD's from the last time still in his briefcase.

But he said it was his.....

I took up one CD and under the CD was one more that was the same as I had and under it was it one more of the same as I had.....and so on....maybe 10 CD's before I started to check my rack with CD's....

I have only few CD's and most of them is CD's I have find in my daughter collection that she had taken away from my husband before she moved to her father that day I left Sweden for USA in December 2000.

I have about 30 CD's so how could he have the same CD's that I bought in 1999-2000 ?

It was so scaring to see that he had bring with him about 15 of my 30 CD's ...... it looked like a spirit joke on me......

Now do I start to wondering whom Leif is.......

First this with the UFO monoment he said he wanted to check out and all those funny playing the parallell world do when we are together....

and now was it this scaring things with the CD's..... not one of the CD's he should bring with him to the radio was not the same as my CD's.

Do the parallell world put in thoughts in Leif brain so he do whatever they want him to do...?

I also wondering why Leif is hurt in his back ..... he have had it for at least 2 months now and he go sick in flu very often.....

I am wondering if he should feel the same thing I do with my back ? He is eating the same pain medicine now as me......

He have pain in his right side of the his back......

Is he hit like me of the spirit world that make this pain ?

Something very strange is on it's way ...... it's also a sign of what happen when God come to me the first time......

Is it so that God is coming closer the earth now ? Do the white horse with the prince on enter the earth very soon ?

Very much pointing on that something very big in the spiritworld will happen and maybe will it be so that ordinary people will suddenly see it too ?

We are walking with very big steps and speed in to a changing of what we thought we knew......

it's soon time for a real turn around of energies all over the earth.....

I am not frighten about what will happen...I am curious and am very happy for it to happen as it will be a tought time but short and then after the trouble, sorrow time will we see the true light here on earth.....

We have to be prepared for the short time of sorrow because the everlasting time of light is not to be frighten for......

You have to find your true friends now !!!! Your true church now !!!! An hidden place to be in where you can wait for the light to come and tell you when it's safe to walk around on earth again....

Many people have to hide themself and let  God's army take care of the war that will be very soon....

You have to decide you on what side you should stand on...you have no time to play anymore.....



November 7, 2009 - Saturday 

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

 

The picture up above have nothing with the blog to do....or have it ?

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What have happen with the lips...? Whom have told us that this kind of lips are sexy or beautiful ?

For me does they remind me of another part of our body.....that we fart with




It was when I watched a program about Victoria Silverstedt and saw her lips I was wondering why she should have such ugly lips.




What is wrong with this lips above ?



 or with mine ?




The lips above look more like a.....




A MOUTH
November 5, 2009 - Thursday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
I have got a used 80 Gb harddrive for my computer of Leif when my old harddrive crashed.

Leif wasn't sure the harddrive was working so he bought himself a new harddrive and I got his to try if I could fix his old harddrive or else it was going to the trashcan.

But I fixed it by not quit when the harddrive didn't showed even a prompt for me. I couldn't even come in to the setup so I take the credits to God because I didn't thought it was possible to get it working.

But after tried to install windows on the empty harddrive in 3 hours ...install windows xp piece by piece did it suddenly open windows and am now working just fine.

I saw Leif was very surprised and this was also a witness to him what I can do with God as my Father.

It is often Leif see how God is working in my Leif and he don't deny it, he only say " ok, so it was, ok " but I know God is coming into his brain more and more.

I am so sad when my daughter or someone else that I talk open about everything God is doing in my life that I do it by myself and it's not God but if they had could read my brain and knowing me for real so had they know that many of those things that comes true for me, had I not could do of my own because I am not so smart as they think I am....it is God that is walking before me and do all kind of things in my ordinary life ! Amen


Isaiah 45 (King James Version)

1Thus saith the LORD to his anointed, to Cyrus, whose right hand I have holden, to
 
subdue nations before him; and I will loose the loins of kings, to open before him the
 
two leaved gates; and the gates shall not be shut;
 

Cyrus read here 

He is known as the one that helped the jews be allowed to return to their homelands and to have re-built the temple in Jerusalem.

The Jewish leader said after that he was Messiah, sent of God so he was a powerful man.



 2I will go before thee, and make the crooked places straight: I will break in pieces the
 
gates of brass, and cut in sunder the bars of iron:
 
 3And I will give thee the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places,
 
that thou mayest know that I, the LORD, which call thee by thy name, am the God of

Israel.


Remember that Israel is not a country, it's people that God have a special eye for, the apple in His eye.


"the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places"

Can it be what I see like those parallell worlds and UFO ? That I get dreams and am taken out from my home ?


 4For Jacob my servant's sake, and Israel mine elect, I have even called thee by thy

name: I have surnamed thee, though thou hast not known me.
 
 5I am the LORD, and there is none else, there is no God beside me: I girded thee,
 
though thou hast not known me:


Here does God tell us there is no one on his sides, HE IS IN THE TOP POSITION.
 
 6That they may know from the rising of the sun, and from the west, that there is none

beside me. I am the LORD, and there is none else.



Once He tell us there is no God beside him ! His kids are under Him, like Jesus and other high lifted up people.
 7I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do

all these things.
 

Here God tell us He is the creater of EVERYTHING both good and EVIL.


 8Drop down, ye heavens, from above, and let the skies pour down righteousness: let

the earth open, and let them bring forth salvation, and let righteousness spring up

together; I the LORD have created it.


This is the lord with BIG L, God almighty

 9Woe unto him that striveth with his Maker! Let the potsherd strive with the potsherds

of the earth. Shall the clay say to him that fashioneth it, What makest thou? or thy

work, He hath no hands?
 

I have not had any doubt that God is the God almighty and not Jesus that people decided to believe in at year 330.

Even if there was years I didn't believed in God was the one that I was thinking about, God almighty. I have never had Jesus as my God from my youth because I met God when I was 2-3 years old when I died and I saw God's shining that come and waked me up and healed me.....Selah

 10Woe unto him that saith unto his father, What begettest thou? or to the woman,

What hast thou brought forth?


I can see it here.... I understand it now......

Our God bring it forward decide it to be and He also bring it forward and make it complete and deliever it......father and the mother...He is both 

no mans hand can bring it forward because when God do something HOLY He do everything by HIMSELF as He is doing with me because I can tell honestly that NO MAN have ever helped me on my way..... only taken advance of me
 

 11Thus saith the LORD, the Holy One of Israel, and his Maker, Ask me of things to

come concerning my sons, and concerning the work of my hands command ye me.
 
12I have made the earth, and created man upon it: I, even my hands, have stretched

out the heavens, and all their host have I commanded.
 

Here is an error made of man because the value of women was zero in that time and Kores that tell us this.

You have to think that behind every man is a woman or else have we not been born. A woman give birth to whatever it will be ...a good person or an evil.....the man that have put the sperm in her is the evil or the good one.....

A woman even if she is good can give birth to an evil son  but with a good man as a father can only a good woman give birth to a good baby....( if born healthy ) 

( Parable God gave me ) 
 

13
I have raised him up in righteousness, and I will direct all his ways: he shall build my

city, and he shall let go my captives, not for price nor reward, saith the LORD of hosts.
 
14Thus saith the LORD, The labour of Egypt, and merchandise of Ethiopia and of the

Sabeans, men of stature, shall come over unto thee, and they shall be thine: they shall

come after thee; in chains they shall come over, and they shall fall down unto thee,

they shall make supplication unto thee, saying, Surely God is in thee; and there is none

else, there is no God.
 

15
Verily thou art a God that hidest thyself, O God of Israel, the Saviour.

We can't see God and have never seen Him here on earth either as Jesus but inside Jesus as people can see God in us that am God's true kids.
 
16They shall be ashamed, and also confounded, all of them: they shall go to confusion

together that are makers of idols.


Jesus is treated as an idol of many million people...as you can tell by only check around on Internet....Many make lots of money for themself by selling music and print posters and Tshirts...and so on.....most of it is going to their own pocket and not to God's work.

Christian rock band have the same sort of people on their concerts as the ordinary bands have and am coming to the concert in the same sort of transportation as a Metall hard rock band......

Many make their own image by telling they are Christian and not live like one.....

I have many example here....

17
But Israel shall be saved in the LORD with an everlasting salvation: ye shall not be

ashamed nor confounded world without end.

 
Lord with BIG L

 18For thus saith the LORD that created the heavens; God himself that formed the earth

and made it; he hath established it, he created it not in vain, he formed it to be

inhabited: I am the LORD; and there is none else.


God tell us that He will not destroy the world or take us away to another planet, He will re-new the earth instead.
 

19
I have not spoken in secret, in a dark place of the earth: I said not unto the seed of

Jacob, Seek ye me in vain: I the LORD speak righteousness, I declare things that are

right.


He tell us that we will find Him as living people and not after we are dead in our bodies. If you seek you will find Him one day or He will come to you if you are picked or have passed the test God give us for to get the most excellent army for the last war between good and evil, war before satan is cleaned out on earth.


The war will be not in our bodies but in our spirit and try to steal our faith and trust in God. Kill our Love for God by kill our children, our earthly parents....

We will see our love once kill where we stand but as true warriors should it not bother us because we know that they was only given to us for a temporary time as our life was from the beginning a walk by ourself.

 20Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, ye that are escaped of the

nations: they have no knowledge that set up the wood of their graven image, and pray

unto a god that cannot save.

I only say it onece: the woooden cross......

The cross can not save us...that is not our weapon. the weapon we have is not to see or less..... to touch.

It's in our spirit the real power is. We have the power in us but it have to be found and can't be with us as babies. We have to grow it by go out to the desert and the wilderness.

Be inside the church and think you can grow the true spirit is a lie, we have to face challanges to create the real spirit....and I don't mean to climb mountains or bungy jump or walk in amazonas.....


 21Tell ye, and bring them near; yea, let them take counsel together: who hath

declared this from ancient time? who hath told it from that time? have not I the LORD?

and there is no God else beside me; a just God and a Saviour; there is none beside

me.
 

 22Look unto me, and be ye saved, all the ends of the earth: for I am God, and there is none else.
 

Omce again He tell us there is only one GOD and it is the BIG L.

 23I have sworn by myself, the word is gone out of my mouth in righteousness, and

shall not return, That unto me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear.


Either do you believe in God almighty or Jesus ... you can't have them both

 24Surely, shall one say, in the LORD have I righteousness and strength: even to him

shall men come; and all that are incensed against him shall be ashamed.
 
 
25In the LORD shall all the seed of Israel be justified, and shall glory.


I know for real that there will be people in shame that will see the path I am on will be complete and what God Almighty have done in my life and what we will build together.....God and I ........

no man to help me, no money from any man as a donation before they can see with their own eyes what will happen ...just before everything it's complete they will tell me that they believed in what I have said all the time....LIERS !

They will make those smiles when they think they can get something from you .... they will do everything for me.......but maybe is it too late ? I don't know...........we will see

I have asked this question before.......

Are Jesus, himself, anti-christ ?