this is just a short story
there was once not that long ago a man who had a talent to make every one smile and laugh
now over the years he had made a lot of fok very happy with his humer and wit
but what very few folk suspected was this
he was a very sad and lonly man
he used his talent to hide his pain and insecuratie
like all good comediens he had a darker side that he could not let the world in general know about
sometimes he would be so scared of things he retreted into his fantasy world even deeper to hide how he was feeling
but one day his talent could not hide his pain and feeling of lonliness
so he did what he knew one day he had always suspected he would do when things got too much
he took a walk
he carried as always his mobile phone with him where ever he went
and as always it was switched on to keep him and other people in touch with each other
but today things would be diffrent
as he went for a walk he looked at his mobile phone and with out a further thought he turned it off compleatly
he then carried on walking to his ultimate destination
he came to a seat over looking the sea and sat down
he let his mind wander and he switched off the outside world
in his mind he rememberd all the things he had done in his life
all the people he had ever met and he even remmberd some of the conversations he and them had together
his heart was beating slowly and the heavyness he felt in his life was getting harder to bear
he somoned up his past as if it were a new book and re read it all over again he was laughing at the good times he had with his freinds and family
he cried at the bad times he rememberd in his life
he cried at getting hit by his parents as a child
he cried at all the things he had ever done wrong in his life as well
slowly as he came to the present time of his life in the book he was reading
he felt a calmness likes of which he had never felt before and he smiled
it was 3 days later that some one found his body
sitting on a bench overlooking the sea
the cause of death ?
open
but as the young man looked downon himself just before he started his new and exiting journey
he new how he had died
he died of a broken heart and the fact that like every comedien before him he could not give himself the happiness he gave others
