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Signup Date: 11/27/2005

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Saturday, March 18, 2006 
Amazed at time and the way it always flows into now.  I've been sitting outside, enjoying the Florida warmth, having a cup of English tea and a smoke, watching as things swirled around me.  I suppose it's got me tripping mystical.  I'm feeling ecstatic, for no reason I can define, unless it's to say reality is, and I am in the middle of it. 

I am in the mind of Krishnamurti or he is in my mind, or both, seeing as how there is no seperation between anything.  I guess that's it.  That's what has me spinning.  It seems more and more that the only separations in this world are those we create.  Nature isn't in a state of seperation.  All the life within an ecosystem is dependant upon all the other life.  We are no different.  On a larger scale, the universe itself is in the same state.  Energy is neither created nor destroyeed, it merely changes form.  As conscious beings, we're adrift in this infinite, seemingly chaotic system.  Adrift and alone.  Fundamentally we are all alone, enclosed within our perceptions, stuck in our thoughts, if you will.  The rational side of ourselves panics and seeks to put some sort of order onto things.  We're taught to put things into categories, to distinguish and determine, to analyze.

This is right, of course.  If we are to accomplish feats of science and to exist within society we must use our minds for these sorts of things.  But when we try to apply that same mind to those archtypical questions of existence, questions of life, love, death, and pain, it loses its way.  In an effort to find its  way out of the grey, it creates an order.  It defines the undefinable in a way that applies to the current state of things and pretends that things will stay this way.  We follow these definitions into some of the most painful  and difficult spots in our lives.  Unfortunately, we just redefine our ways out of those places and into further difficulties on down the line.  Time and again, and again, and again and....

So what's the answer?  I hope you aren't thinking I'm capable of giving it to you.  The answer to this one is as subjective as a sunset.  My answer is chill in the now, observe and act, rest on the edge of awareness, and be ready to move at the same time.  It's a jungle.  It's a war.  It's life and the only thing I'm certain about is that things will work out every way except the way that I expect.  So, let's roll, stroll down the avenues of despair and dance a jig on the shores of armageddon.  Does it matter either way?  Maybe not to some, but me, I pray that laughter follows my footsteps all the way to the end of this path and to the beginning of the next.

--Namasté--
Saturday, December 10, 2005 
Two things registered when I opened my eyes on day three  One was beautiful river outside the driver's side window, with whitecaps forming from the water leaping off stones.  The other was a massive truck with a snow plow attached to the front rumbling a few yards away.  The truck was stopped at the barrier we had confronted the night before.  Eager to get moving, I got dressed quickly and started driving before Noemie was out of bed.

The landscape was beautiful as we drove through New Hampshire.  Snow capped mountains surrounded us and it seemed as if the whole world was sleeping inside their warm winter homes.  The continuing search for internet yielded no results until we came to the town of St. Johnsbury, Vermont.  Noémie went into the town hall to ask about internet cafés or libraries and was told to go to the top of the hill on the main road through town.  The library was called the Atheneaum, and as I described in the blog I posted from there, it was quite incredible.  It seemed to be yet another gift from the universe for us to stumble upon such a beautiful place.

After checking her e-mail and finding no response from Noémie's cousin, we decided to head South towards New York.  The snow began to fall once again as we drove and the weather around the great lakes was supposed to be dropping, so we decided it was time to head for Columbus, Ohio, home of the Bog and the Dread 'n' Breakfast, two safe havens for the weary traveller.  Once we made this decision, it was hardnose the highway. 

We did about five hundred miles before deciding to sleep at Pennsylvania's Grand Canyon.  This state park turned out to be about ten miles off the beaten path on a road that spiraled around and around and up and up.  Eventually, we found the park entrance, and since it was closed and there was no one around, we parked up and went to sleep. 

When the next day dawned it was already snowing.  The roads leading up to the Grand Canyon had seemed quite treacherous the night before, so we got moving immediately and drove throughout the day in the mountains of Pennsylvania.  The snow caught up with us once more and we ducked south, changing from our original route through the Alleghenny Mountains.  We left the snow and ominous clouds behind and made our way down and through Pittsburgh.  We stopped at Denny's for coffee and some writing before finishing the ride into Columbus through a fairly heavy snow flurry.

We followed our hearts to the Bog and were welcomed warmly.  Though fatiqued, we celebrated the re-union of the Traveller's Order of Ecstatics and the CoLabRatNation.  We slept inside for the first time in almost a week, and began several days of intense beauty and learning in the city of Cold Slumbus.


Friday, December 09, 2005 

Currently there's over two inches of snow covering the ground outside the Dread 'n' Breakfast here in Columbus, Ohio.  I've spent the day sipping coffee and writing, doing the pen to paper updating of the journey, relaxing from several days of drifting and wandering through the North-East.  Sitting in this warm sanctuary seems at this moment to be a confirmation that The Drift is never random, never chance, never luck.

Noemie and I left Boston with our clothes full of sage smoke, and our hearts full of love for the people and the place that had been our home for the past several months.  The day had been full of tiny missions and delays (as always), so when we arrived in Portland, Maine to find all the coffeeshops closed, we began the search for The parking space.  After almost an hour of searching for a park or friendly, darkened street, we ended up parking near a fairly large intersection on Forest Street.

We awoke the next morning to find the day had begun all around us.  We shook off the webs of sleep and managed to find our way to a funky cafe in Old Portland called Breaking New Grounds.  The staff was friendly, warm, and they gave us free refills on our coffee.  After four stout cups, I slipped them my last copy of Eating the Flowers, and we hopped back into the Dream Machine to ride off into the day.

On our way out of Portland, we saw a road that led to a small island and decided to check it out.  This turned out to be Mackworth Island. The guy at the gate told us there was a trail around the island and gave us a guidebook.  We walked down to the beach and held council before the setting sun.  Coming up from the beach, we were greeted by a simple labyrinth formed by a black gravel trail over white gravel.  We walked the path and gave thanks before returning to the van and warmth.  The rest of the day was spent rolling slowly through the New England towns on Route 1.  We parked in the empty parking lot of Camden Hills State Park.  The sky was filled with more stars than I can remember seeing.

We rose early the next day, continuing our relaxed flow into Maine, stopping at the Northport Diner for coffee and writing time.  When we arrived in Ellsworth, we needed to find internet access so as to possibly arrange a rendez-vous with Noemie's cousin, who is staying in Quebec.  We headed North to Bangor instead of going South to Acadia National ParkBangor turned up no matrix access points, but it did begin to snow while we were searching. After trying Augusta with no results, we referenced the maps and decided Montpelier, Vermont was our best bet.  We began the drive, taking our time due to the snow.  It let up fairly early on, and we made it to planned campsite without any problems.  This campsite was the turnaround next to a closed road that led into the White Mountains.  We went to sleep with the sound of the river in our ears.

It seemed the sacred drift had given way to another phase.  The traveller's now had a mission and with the very real possibility of dangerous weather following their movements, they knew it would take their complete awareness to prevail.  The road was calling them to movement, and there is no resisting that call...

Monday, December 05, 2005 

We are in St. Johnsbury, Vermont.  We have been keeping our eyes out for internet access since last night in Bangor, Maine.  No luck, until we arrived here.  There are high ceilings, and beautiful woodwork throughout the building.  We just viewed the art gallery which is filled with incredible paintings that were acquired mostly before 1875.  Synchronicity and magic.  Spent last night in White Mountain Park at the end of a closed road.  Snow and a loud river right next to us.  Life is shining.  Love and peace to you all.

Friday, December 02, 2005 

Current mood:  ecstatic
So in less than twelve hours, I will be leaving Boston in the Dream Machine, the rolling home that will carry me and my beloved into our sacred drift.  Who knows?  We are leaving with no fixed destination and we are not intent on arriving.  Our art will be the journey and this is enough to carry us in safety, with love, peace, and unity paving the road as we roll towards the only destination that ever is...ourselves.