i realised that this camp is for secondary school students.haha.there is a vast difference in the way us JC students behave.for example,the sec sch students are so enthusiastic about the mass dance while us oldies find every way possible to skip it.when the camp facilitators mentions wet games,a sense of dread envelopes us while the young ones rejoice.as camp draws closer to the end,our group members start to decrease drastically(for mass dance today,yiwen was the only one to turn up initially before a few others and i came along.and that did not even make up the entire group haha).the most obvious sign of the generation gap is that any free time we get is spent sleeping while the sec school kids play hand games and make lots of noise.FOR ME,i want to be this enthusiastic and youthful again.its not that i cant.i got a rude shock when i found out my games group members were all sec1s.i thought they were all sec 3/4s!!that wouldn't have been so bad.haha.but well,im surprised that i can still click with them,through plain crapping..hahaha..i met a few kcpss girls that really reminded me of how i was like when i wasin sec1.innocent and alive,not bogged down by pw or stuff like that.so happy go lucky.maybe i still am happy go lucky,but there's really a difference.woah but i hope they dont see me as some da jie jie man..haha..i spent the morning and early afternoon learning about the renowned Huang Chen Ye Yun, Hwa chong's very own theatrical production that has been running successfully for 28 years staight.cool right.i think it's such a privilege to be part of the Huang Chen legacy.i've always wanted to join somethig like that.maybe i'll go for Broadway..just maybe..haha..we watched videos of the 2009 performance,which is absolutely superb from the acting right down to the props,lighting and sound.they're so good!and the most impressive thing is that most of the stuff is handled by the hci students.the flavourful costumes and props were all made by students!then we were given small workshops on how to do makeup,making costumes,and making props.i made a green robot during the hands on session for the props workshop haha.well,i dont think i learnt much today cos i was trying to keep awake.maybe a few types of lights and thats all?haha.i do enjoy the acting group's contact session though.things always turn funny and i really enjoy listening and interacting with the china ppl.they're really an interesting bunch.haiyaa...such a pity that i cant perform on sat..from now till friday,i can only watch them prepare for the big day on sat.oh well.hahaha.cant wait for tmrw cos it's the finale of ANTM!!!though i already know the winner(teyona),but it wont kill to watch them strut their stuff!!=)

when you dont feel God or see Him in your life,sometimes its because there is no one there to guide you.i realised that some people who used to be christians,have gone cold in terms of their relationship with God,because there is no one there to spur them on.i guess its true that in my walk with God,not that im saying God alone doesnt suffice,but then the people in my life are the ones that really help me put things in perspective and also to encourage me in knowing God more.if it takes one christian to spur another christian on,then do it.our relationship with God though intimate,is not just all about ME AND GOD AND NOBODY ELSE.but its more about what God can use me for.my relationship with Him is not purely for my satisfation and to ensure that i get to heaven,but its to know Him well enough that I may reflect Him upon others and soon,i can see Him in the people around me too.its goes a round when we all start to reflect Him onto each other.that'd be so so cool.haha.thats what friends are for anyway.to help each other grow to look like Christ.that way,it'd be like hanging out with Jesus!so wonderful!

"And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds." Hebrews 10:24

today i went to sharon's house for cell reunion with the Sharon's cell members. It was nice being with these people again.though i see them every week at church,but we hardly talk anymore?seeing sharon pregnant and all is so interesting,i'd just feel so weird when im pregnant.hahahahaha.what if i look kuku!!it actually really nice to have a life inside of you.two hearts beating as one.its like how our hearts should beat according to God's heartbeat if we are to completely depend our life on God.just like how a baby completely depends on his mother for life=) at the end of the day, there's only one thing to say, God is so amazing =)

i need more joy because there is so much to rejoice about that my joy is running out!!firstly,PW is over!op was today and it was not that bad!haha.okay la,im only super happy because APEC HAS BEGUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ever since the day i signed up,i was looking forward to it already!for the past 2 days, my time from 4pm till 12.30am was spent at the airport!YESSSS AIRPORTTTTT......my favourite place in Singapore after VIVO CITY=) just being at the airport makes me feel so excited and happy.its like an addiction!HEHE!and the most fabulos part of the whole thing is that i get to walk around the airport, EVEN IN THE TRANSIT AREA, with my visitor pass!i felt so important and special la.haha basically,my job at the airport is just to welcome the delegates that are arriving for the APEC conference.all i have to do is stand at my assigned point,Point 3:luggage claim area, and hold the placard saying, "APEC DELEGATES, MAY I ASSIST YOU?" the standing is the only killer actually.but....thats okay!!!!whyyyyy????because its in the airport where the air is cool and everything is expensive!!!the past 2 days have beeen soooooooo much fun!i walked around the transit area from terminal to terminal like as if i owned the place.haha no la,but i really felt supr excited and special just to be walking around the transit area,all the shopping and stuff.haha.too bad my pass cant get me dufry products.i asked a dufry shop cashier if i could purchase alcohol.i was taken aback by her reaction.she said "NO!you will go to jail!cannot!if they find out,you will go to jail!this is the house rule!you will go to jail!"okokok,i get it,i'll go to jail.thank God i had fun people to work with.makes it alot better because jacky was there too!and apec volunteers were so super friendly.you know i've never smiled so much at strangers in my entire life.i wasnt just smiling at any apec volunteer i saw,but those ppl that were arriving in singapore,i was smiling at them as well.it was kinda funny to see passengers 'siam' from me because they thought i thought they were delegates when i smiled at them.COME ON,CANT I SMILE AT ANYBODY ANYMORE???and most of these people are singaporeans!TONG ZHI MEN!!XIAO DUO YI DIAN HAO MA!!
so you see,i reached so late,as late as 1.30am in the morning and i have a very kind father who fetches me home!!=) yayyy!haha.
omg,now that im talking about it,im already quite excited for my next deployment which is next tues!! ohhhhyeaahhhhhh............

im quite excited for november to happen because its gonna be quite fun-filled?
promos results will be released(this is the only not so fun part),im going to india!!!there's also gonna be chinese drama camp which i think i am looking forward to?then there's gonna be my cousin's wedding and also alot of other fun stuff,like APEC!!!!hahaha!

 

lookie lookie!im as happy as a smiley!!=)

my friend is telling me how amway is a scam and all.how people who have gotten into it have lost money.well yeah,initially,you gotta invest.its the same with every other business,you gotta invest time and money before you reap rewards.amway is no different from that. it doesnt promise light work so you gotta work hard to earn your money.i dont believe that amway is there to cheat your money. my friend says that the 'system' is that they make you buy books and tapes that encourage positive thinking.and this is the system that makes you lose money.honestly,i wouldnt call it a system,but i've heard and seen the books and tapes.they really are very motivaitonal and i even passed my chinese zuo wen because of it.its rather cool actually.and why be negative right?seriously,if there is a way to always be positive in this world where negativity is so rampant,why not?only so few people believe in this positivity and these are the people that get to be diamonds.i want to be a diamond=) one of the China diamonds once said that the stage that she isi standing on to testify belongs to everyone who is willing to work for it.thats true.from drama i learned that the stage is a fair place for judging.i know that in amway,alo of people dont do well.there are alot of reasons for that so im not gonna talk more abt it.but i also know that it is possible to be a diamond.there already 8 in singapore.i'd probably be the 9th.haha.but more than that,i know that my motives for doing amway isnot because i'd like to rip people off,but because i know that the products that im selling is gonna help others. if it doesnt help you,fine by me,find something else that helps you then=) right? i believe that all things are possible as long as you allow it to be=) soooo......when i become a diamond,i'll pass you a cd of my testimony=) haha but in the process, you can support me!