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Beka Lemaster


Last Updated: 4/6/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 16
Sign: Pisces

City: Grove City
State: Ohio
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/7/2006

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Saturday 27/12/2008 
Wednesday 14/03/2007 

Current mood:  okay
Category: Music

v1/ Livin' this nightmare, no where to go, no where to turn, locked in between these four walls, there's no way out. Livin' in darkness, with no where to run, feelin' as though you're two inches tall, and all alone. Lost in the crowd, lookin' around, everyone stares, nobody cares.

 (CHORUS) All these lost souls lookin' for somewhere to go, don't know where to turn, don't know who to trust. Life is crashin' down, and bringin' me to my knees, can't tell my friends from my enemies.

 v2/ Lost in the dark, burned in the fire, sinkin' down there's no way out of this life. How can I go on any longer? How did I ever get this far?...these questions haunt me every day of my life. Lost in the crowd, llokin' around, everyone stares, nobody cares.

(CHORUS x2)

Sunday 07/01/2007 
"Gold Wrapping Paper"

I received this from a friend who had a choice to
make. It said that I had a choice to make too.

I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose.

The story goes that some time ago a mother punished
her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of
expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and
she became even more upset when the child used the
gold paper to decorate a box to put under the
Christmas tree.

Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box
to her mother the next morning and then said, "This
is for you, Momma."

The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over
reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened
the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her
daughter in a harsh manner.

"Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a
present there's supposed to be something inside the
package?"

She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's
not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full."

The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and
put her arms around her little girl, and she begged
her forgiveness for her thoughtless anger.

An accident took the life of the child only a short
time later, and it is told that the mother kept that
gold box by her bed for all the years of her life.

Whenever she was discouraged or faced difficult
problems she would open the box and take out an
imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child
who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each of us, as human beings,
have been given a Golden box filled with
unconditional love and kisses from our children,
family, friends and GOD. There is no more precious
possession anyone could hold.

You now have two choices:

1. Pass this on to your friends, or

2. Delete it and act like it didn't touch your
heart.

As you can see, I took choice No. 1.

Friends are like angels who lift us to our feet,
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

If you receive this more than once in return just
know that your friends have also thought of you.
Wednesday 03/01/2007 

Current mood:  sick

"Do yo evr feelz likez brkin' down? Do yo evr feelz out of place? Likez somehow yo juz' don'tz blong and no1 undrstandz yo

Do yo evr wantz to runz away? Do yo lock yoself n yo room? Wit da radio on turnd up so loud dat no 1 hearz yo screamin'

No yo don'tz kno' wat it'z likez when nothin' feelz aight yo don'tz kno' wat it'z likez to b likez me...

[CHORUZ]

To b hurt, to feelz lozt, to b left out n da dark, to b kikd when yo're down to feelz likez yo'vez beenz puzhd around to b on da edge of brkin' down and no 1'z there to savez yo no yo don'tz kno' wat it'z likez welcome to mi life

Do yo wanna b somebodi elze? R yo sick of feelin'z so left out? R yo dezperate to findz somethin' more bfo' yo life iz ovr?

R yo stuckz nside a world yo h8z? R yo sick of ev'ri1 around? Wit their big fake smilez and stupid liez while deep nside yo're bleedin'

No yo don'tz kno' wat it'z likez when nothin' feelz aight yo don'tz kno' wat it'z likez to b likez me...

[CHORUZ]

No 1 evr lied straight to yo face and no 1 evr stabbd yo n da bak yo mightz thinkz i'm happi but i'mz not gonna b ok ev'ribodi alwayz gavez yo wat yo wantd yo nvr hadz to work it waz alwayz there yo don'tz wat it'z likez wat it'z likez

[CHORUZ (x2)]" ~SP~

Thursday 28/12/2006 

Current mood:  okay
Category: Music
Music Video:http://videzonn.com/videos/s/simple_plan/im_just_a_kid-2.html?userid=353892" target='_blank'>I'M JUST A KID  (by Simple Plan)

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Thursday 28/12/2006 

Current mood:  okay
Category: Music
Music Video:http://videzonn.com/videos/s/simple_plan/welcome_to_my_life.html?userid=353892" target='_blank'>WELCOME TO MY LIFE  (by Simple Plan)

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Wednesday 27/12/2006 

Category: Music
Music Video:http://videzonn.com/videos/p/pillar/everything.html?userid=353892" target='_blank'>EVERYTHING  (by Pillar)

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Saturday 26/08/2006 

Current mood:  okay
Thursday 10/08/2006 

Current mood:  dorky
Thursday 10/08/2006