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stephanie jahn


Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 25
Sign: Libra

City: TORRANCE
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/11/2004

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Sunday, August 03, 2008 

Current mood:  intense
So since I can't sleep, I've gone through countless discs of pictures, uploaded at least 100, and I went through journal entries on an old online journal. I came across an entry that I don't remember posting, but liked it enough to post it again here. I figured I might as well add to it too:

14 Aug 2003|06:40am
I want
passion
the door opened for me
to succeed in college
to have a date where I don't have to do any work
to stay in college
to keep in touch with old friends
to go to the gym more
to be driven around
to stay in the driver's seat while someone else pumps my gas
to be surprised at work
to be brought my favorite food
flowers
a relationship where you want to spend every second together even though you know you cant
to have that one person be dying to see me as much as i am dying to see them
to laugh and really mean it
to get phone calls for no reason
for people to be around when they say they will

August 3rd, 2008 - 3:44am
i want
motivation & drive
to be successful
to have the energy for a relationship
to want a husband & family of my own
to have a relationship with as much love & passion as my first one
to have someone sing to me and play my favorite songs on the guitar
to trust
energy
more time in the day
a new body for my sister
to be drug free & deal with my pain naturally
for people to understand want it feels like to be me without telling them myself
to never have to explain why i can't do something
for my family to consider my 'condition'
to see my cousin
to learn how to be more positive, regardless of the situation
to finish & get new tattoos
to love with everything inside of me, and be loved just as much in return.


Thursday, March 13, 2008 

Current mood:  talkative

From time to time, people tell me, "lighten up, it’s just a dog," or "that’s a lot of money to spend for just a dog."

They don’t understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the costs involved in "just a dog."

Some of my proudest moments have come about with "just a dog."

Many hours have passed and my only companion was "just a dog," but I did not once feel slighted.

Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by "just a dog," and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of "just a dog" gave me comfort and strength to overcome the day.

If you, too, think it’s "just a dog," then you will probably understand phrases like, "just a friend," "just a sunrise" or "just a promise."

"Just a dog" brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust and pure unbridled joy.

"Just a dog" brings out the compassion and patience that make me a better person. Because of "just a dog" I will rise early, take long walks, and look longingly into the future.

So for me and folks like me, its not "just a dog" but an embodiment of all the hopes and dreams of the future, the fond memories of the past and the pure joy of the moment.

"Just a dog" brings out what’s good in me and diverts my thoughts away from myself and the worries of the day.

I hope that someday they can understand that its not "just a dog" but the thing that gives me humanity and keeps me from being "just a girl".

So the next time you hear the phrase "just a dog," just smile, because they "just don’t understand."

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 

Current mood:  bouncy

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005 

 

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 

 

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 

Current mood:  content

Just an hour and we'll be home
With my family that i chose
You're my family
And on the pavement still gripping the phone
You came and wrapped your arms around my soul
And we were shaking and you're so much a part of me
And so this is why i'm here
When we called you
You came so fast
And sat beside me while hours and days past
I'll always thank you for that
And there you were
With your heart made of gold
So strong, the only thing holding us up
And we knew you would always be so close
And so this is why i'm here
And then there was you
You always made us laugh
And you would help us to find the right path
And there is no one as full of life
And so this is why i'm here

 

 

Currently listening:
Burn and Shiver
By Azure Ray
Release date: 09 April, 2002
Tuesday, May 10, 2005