It's been a while, but I just wanted to let everyone know that I very rarely log into myspace anymore.

I can't keep dealing with the slowness of the site, and the shitty coding lagging up my browser and shit. I've sent in complaint after complaint, and even reverted everything back to the basics (the main page content, how it used to be). Using the 2.0 profiles and 2.0 main page was horrid for me. Everything is just crappy, at least for me and it's the only site that is in fact shitty.

So, it's fair to say that myspace is now dead for me. I am however on facebook. See ya!

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I've pretty much given up on the fact that no matter how much I hate pot, because of what became of me while I used, I'm pretty much the only one that doesn't want it legalized. Not one person that I know is on my side of this.
Everyone throws out the whole "medical benefits", but when they allow medicinal purposes, people still complain. So is it really because of that, or because you wish to smoke your brains out without running around your house in a panic that someone is watching you, or you'll get in trouble?
Either way, it doesn't matter to me. The affects of it, aren't my biggest concern about the shit being legalized. MY issue is that people are already irresponsible fucks with it. Just like alcohol, people can't seem to be responsible with it.
You think we have enough people drinking and driving out there? Just wait till they legalize pot, then we'll have to deal with people that are high, more often.
It is a FACT that pot slows your reaction time down a lot. A fact, people. It may be harmless other wise, but I personally, do not want to be on the roads, dealing with already impaired drivers that are drinking, but to deal with more stoned drivers? Seriously, I don't need the added stress.
It would be different if people were actually responsible, but they're not.

I wasn't responsible when I smoked it. There is no way to be responsible while doing something that alters your thought process, whether it's drinking or otherwise. You can't put responsible in the same sentence.
Being responsible means not doing it at all.
When I got high, I didn't do it front of my son, but I did wait until he was asleep. I look back at how I did that, and think "what if something had happened, like the house caught on fire?" At the time, I wouldn't have reacted fast enough! Sure, it relaxes, and takes pain away. For the purpose of relaxing, there are other ways to achieve that.

So, with all of this rambling, since people want it legalized so bad, I'm going to jump out on a limb and say legalize ALL drugs while you're at it, government. Leagalize them all, and get it the fuck over with. We already have alcoholics that drink and drive, and people smoking pot and driving. Why not add to the equation. Just let everyone do what drug they want to do, and get it over with. I don't do drugs, I don't drink, so I couldn't give a fuck less anymore.

Why am I writing this, then? Because I'm tired of fighting about it. From now on, I'm going to be for all drugs.

I don't want to hear your sides of the story. All I have is my story, and it's what I know, and my experience, and you will not change my mind on that. You will never change my mind on that.
I hate alcohol (for a million reasons) and I hate pot (for a million reasons), and for some reason, that makes me a bad person and I can't figure out why.

........

This is really my only place to 'get it
all out', so if you don't mind, I think I'll do that... again.

Of course, this is about that low life
loser that is my brother, who else would be such a pain in my life,
eh?

So, he stole money from my parents
again, while it wasn't something major (it was a shit load of pennies
in a large dish that would have been useful for them in a time of
need), and once again, my mother screamed and told him to leave, etc
etc etc. Of course, she never follows through with it, and he
continues to run the fuck over everyone in this fucking house.

I found out the other day that he owes
them a lot of money still, but get this, he now owes MORE money,
because apparently, my mother has been paying for some fucking boost
cards for his whore girlfriend's phone! Yeah, you heard that right.
So, my mom must spend a shit load on them cards, because they
literally talk ALL fucking day, and damn near ALL night. The bitch
lives 10 minutes from here, and they even work at the same god damned
place! My boyfriend lives 500 miles away, and I don't even talk to
him on the phone that much.

Not only does he do that, but he also
ignores his own fucking son for this bitch and her many kids....

I don't know this cunt, but from what I
understand, she's married? She has 3-4 kids? I'm lost, Andy has said
both of those things and then said he was just kidding. He's such a
lying little bitch. I don't believe anything he fucking says. I
wouldn't be surprised if all of it's true, I mean, she is from Union
City of all fucking places.

I still haven't gotten my fucking
playstation back, and I'm pretty sure I'll never fucking see it. I
swear to all things magical, if he steals one more fucking thing from
me, be it money, or object, I'm turning his fucking ass back in. He
didn't sit long enough in that fucking prison cell and think about
how fucking stupid he is. I should have turned him in when he took my
playstation, better yet, my SON's playstation, since after all, my
son played it more than I did, and I really only had it for him. He
sells his own son's shit for money, for I don't fucking know what,
and don't care to know what. He never fucking leaves this house when
his son isn't around, but damn it if he gets his son, and decides to
fucking take off, leaving his kid here half the time, or at least he
tries to. I refuse to cater to his fucking bullshit, so that leaves
him having to take his kid with him, or just not going anywhere.

I can't fucking wait until March
anymore. I hate that I'll be leaving my own son behind, but at least
when I fucking have him, I stay home with him. I don't ignore him
over anyone else, especially some money draining cunt.

How wonderful for my moronic brother to
get with someone that can't support herself. She must be one proud
bitch. I mean, I could care less that she's obviously using my stupid
brother, because he's a fuck up anyway, and he deserves to be run
into the ground.

He doesn't deserve to have this roof
over his fucking head

I've tried so fucking hard to get my
parents to take my advice and kick his fucking ass out. But all they
do is make excuses for him. How the fuck does he do it? And when I
point out his fucking stupid antics, they just throw my past in my
face, and how I “wasn't the model child either”. Yeah, thanks for
that and all, but since I'm about to graduate from college, and I
work from home, and I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs, I'd appreciate
it not being thrown in my face of what I 'once' did. Thanks!!!

But that's fine, because I'm done. I'm
done trying to help them with a solution to their problems. I'm sick
and tired of it, and now, I just look forward to March. I hate having
to bring my kids into this fucking hole around that fucking loser ass
piece of fucking shit.

I hope he fucks up hardcore with the
wrong fucking people and they shoot his ass, because he fucking
deserves it.

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Sorry for the kick on the whole drug
thing lately, I've been on Digg far too much, ha! Recently there was
an article on whether or not drug testing should be mandatory for
teachers, which can be found here
http://www.time.com/time/health/article/0,8599,1876840,00.html

Yes, I know it's Time, but it's a
valid argument with many. A lot of commenter's on Digg have expressed
their opinions in whether or not drug testing should be mandatory,
and I've seen “It's my body to do with as I please” thrown around
quite a bit. Let it be known that I have no problems with the rights
and privacy's as a human being, and I agree, it is your body and you
can do what you damn well please with it. My problem, though, is that
when you choose to put a drug into your body, and you decide to go
into public with said drug in your body, it is no longer just your
privacy and right. You're exposing other people, who presumably
choose not to inject drugs into their bodies or be exposed to those
who have. Let's say you feel like getting drunk, while home alone.
Fine, get drunk, it's your home, and I could care less. But wait, you
have decided you're going to go drive. Sure, it's your car, and you
can do what you want in your car, right? To an extent, yes. But now,
you're exposing others to your stupidity. Say you hit someone, and
due to impact of the crash, it kills them. There you are, drunk,
sitting in a smoking car (for some reason, drunk drivers never seem
to get the worst end of the crash, which is something I've never
figured out.) and here, you've killed someone, because you had that
smug view of “it's my body, my car, blah blah” only now, you've
killed someone, who presumably had chosen to not be an idiot, and
drive safely. Where is their right to not have to be exposed to your
stupidity? Where is it? So you have a right to be a dumb ass, but I
don't have a right to not have to deal with you? Tell me how that
works, please.

So, you decide to get high, off of
what, I don't know and I don't care. You're a teacher, and you have
to be at work in 10-20-30 minutes. You get to work, high off your
ass, and walk into your class full of OTHER PEOPLE'S CHILDREN. I
mean, if you're going to get fucked up while watching your own child,
that's one thing (and you should have you kid taken, too), but these
are other people's children. People that trusted you with their
child's lives, trusted you to be their mentor, hero, teacher,
confidant, whatever. So you're all high and shit, suddenly there is a
fire drill. But you're too fucked up to react properly, and
hypothetically, there is a real fire, and some of the kids end up
dead, because of your “right to do whatever you want to your body”.

There is a fine line to privacy and
right. There are rules. If you're going to expose others to your
stupidity, it's no longer your right nor privacy, and that's that.