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Last Updated: 11/26/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Gemini

Country: SG
Signup Date: 10/19/2008

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Wednesday, February 03, 2010 
why everything like falling to a mess... why it seems like it happen to me.... it zit to test my patient or just my faith....

1st my marks like shit.... that cannot help it bcoz the teacher like shit....

then my gf fall sick at work... make me worried sick like hell.... don't noe what will happen if im not there to help her.... really i cant show her my feeling to her arh... i love her... but it seem i didn't show it to everyone...

then my mother got migraine at the market... make me worried some more.... she know she not well... but she don't want to tell me....sad siol.... even my mother don't know how much i love her....

then my gf again got eye infection... i take good care for her but still no use.... what kind of a bf am i.... so so scared make me feel so useless... even im beside her....

then my best friend also sick.... due to his work.... tekan his brain pwer to much.... feel so useless again... hope everyone that i treasure are well.....

hope they get better so i can fall sick all at once.... been having a huge headach already rite after my gf fall sick at work.....i think due to shock.... but im not trying to show her... but she will know eventually... coz she is reading rite now....

im ok my dear... don't worry.... just be yourself.... don't bring this subject up.....

hope by playing music will make my headach go away.....

last choice jump down and die is a good way.... but must make sure lina is happy in her dream...

mikoi
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3:42 PM 
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Saturday, January 23, 2010 
yah.... we long time nvr sit down and just talk about  us... i noe u bz and all.... but it also my fault coz i want to spent some time with my bro all.... im very sorry....

u may thought that our love is fading away.... due to study work and commitment of my passion.... but after what happen... do u still belive in our love... i mean my love to u?? how i panic like hell to think what had happen to u.... i cant forgive myself if anything happen to u if i wasn't there....

if our love is gone i wont be running from the mrt to your workplace... even thou i about to hit by a car... this show how much i really love you even thou i didn't show u my love to u...

will any guy risk his live.... just to save a girl of his dream.... break any rule just to see her.... be strong even thou he cant take it.... losing everything just to be with her....

if anybody here know who... post a comment....

pls tell me how u feel.... dont just keep in ur heart.... i cant read u completely.... still need to noe from ur heart.... even thou i sprain my back and leg... i will always be there to listen and care for you....

i really love you.... so don't give up on me.... i will marry you.... i will save up $10,000 for you.... i will prove my father wrong even thou he will look down on me....

it will kill me if u left me.... i noe i no use rite now... but i will be useful in the coming years... just have to wait and be patient.... like you said.... be patient....

for 1 year, 2 month and 19 days we together.... i was patient even thou ur side dun like me much...

i will prove them wrong that im the rite guys for u....

just wait

MIKOI
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4:34 PM 
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Sunday, January 17, 2010 
hi everybody... Im nw at my gf work place... Wait 4 her 2 finish up work.. Going 2 celebrate her bdae soon...

Im sick rite nw... Sry oji for yst nvr help u paint ur room.. Paiseh bro sakit rabak arh aku....

Goin tl b a bz week soon need to study for exam... Assingment alot this wk..

Need to my gf how to play the guitar to fullfil her dream....

Gtg my gf finish her werk already... Btw tmr her bdae... Hope tmr plan work... Bye all...

Mikoi
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10:00 AM 
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Saturday, December 26, 2009 
hey rockstar out there.... how u been doing... me doing good...

here a few updates...

just perform at ben and jerrys... great performance and the 2nd time doing acoustic set....

the 1st acoustic set is at the singapore art museum.... hahaha

but the ben and jerry 1 is the best out of the rest.... never saw a full house before... where alot of audience like my band performance....

2nd jan perform again at SP.... cant wait....

vox deciding the song... just need to try out the song...

thats all.... will blog again soon////

mikoi out
5:17 PM 
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Sunday, December 06, 2009 
where to start... hmm... where to start....

lets see... cant play my guitar like i use to... coz my grandma is here.... haiz...

thing been out of hand lately.... school sucks as always.... ppl still hates me even thou i try to be polite.... don noe y arh... is like my face say come fight with me.... they already talk bad about me.... so what the point.... they talk behind my back i shut up.... i just blog 1 thing about them... they make a big fast... dun noe dun care... and leave him out of it... if u want come talk to me face to face... im waiting... i noe u reading this...

in other topic... playing so much song to keep me release stress.... bloody mak cik gonna die in my hand if she touch my stuff again... good enuf i let them sleep in my room... it been 2 years already i sleep at the hall without any privacy...

been listening to trance and techno again... i think due to stress at school and at home.. the wild side of me is comming out... if she can still tahan with my attitude.... im glad for her... thanks for being there by my side till now... but u cannot tahan any more... better tell me... dun let me make the 1st move...

im bored rite now... listening to poem... kinda shiok arh.... hype me up to whack her...

thats all... tmr got exam... hope i pass... all the teacher hate me... gonna fight them too...

mikoi
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5:03 PM 
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Friday, November 06, 2009 
FUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKKK YOOOOUUUUUUUUU SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSPPPPPPPPPPPPP

u are just making student dumb and dumber... you know that.... and why u keep against my group......... is like u dun like us...... stupid lecturer what an ass that teacher was... do not even let us explain properly before she talk her mouth untill ppl have no mood......

SP u suck big time.... who ever here like SP i won't stop u... i gave up in my study already... if fail or what i dun give a fucking damm of what the teacher going to say....

for ur info if u all dun noe sp... here a list.....

SP

Singapore Polytechnic
Stress People
Strong problem
Sick personality
Stupid people
etc

u all like to make us look dumb.... but when we need u where were u..

yah u go see ur father funeral... and then released u sadnes ad hatered at us... u stupid china women with a brain that like to make fun of people god....

no heart lecturer with a plot to fail student... ahhhh.....

goodbye all...

i want to thanks chin tat who always help me.....
and also thanks to pei ling, sherling, qui ling, alston....

i had enough la.... my brain cant take it.... teacher sucks.... the people there finding trouble.... what am i suppose... go find highest building and jump down....???

i think i will do that after i kill that fucking teacher who play with my god, my mother, and father.....

i can make u see u father again if u want u stupid judge....

that all... will updated a good and nice blog soon....

HAMIF
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6:42 PM 
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Thursday, November 05, 2009 
hey yall.... what u all doin... been very bz this week.... bloody FYP making me to think... haiz.... stupid sp.... why go all the trouble to let student go make project and end up not bring it home....

move... last sunday got jamming with my band... long time nvr jam... really rusty arh.... but it an improvement from our drummer trying to pick up the beat....

learning as many song as i can possibly learn... hehehe.... till my finger break....

my leg is healing up i think.... dun noe what kind of person would bite ppl.... think he cant handle a bit of pain... but who noes.... can't say...

k got to go... need to carry on with my fyp....

mikoi
M.O.S.T..
5:07 AM 
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Monday, October 19, 2009 
haiz... after a few week of not blogging... after calming my mind of anger and hatred.... i come to realize that... it waste of time to get mad if they hate u already.....

confirm they all hate me already.... i can estimate that 85% of them deleted my number.... the only person that still talk to me is anwar, wan and hidayah....

but forget about them.... he what i did right after my F1 work.... i give my mum $150.... buy a new guitar.... perform at Singapore arts museum at OOOM gig.... good experience.... 1st time doing an acoustic gig.... even thou not as a whole band but it really nice to perform again after 1 year never perform....

for u all to know.... im still attach with NORZALINA.... so don't gossip about us anymore alright.... i don't even know what you all thinking.... i always with her what.... can't you all see....

haiz....

on the 4th me and my band mates.. present and ex band mate go jln raye.... a very good jln btw... 2 cars and a van... me, my gf and my bro use my father cars.... weel he drive of course... i where got license....

then on the 7th we go session for the very 1st time after a very long, long long long long break.... haiz... thing are falling apart.... vocalist got new song..... bassist got the bass line.... drummer not free to jam.... while rhythm guitarist like not interested to play the song.....

my vocalist did sound him what going to happen to this band.... but he like don't know don't care..... but it also hurts me arh..... coz im trying to pull this band together but it so hard..... i know im with my friends doing a acoustic band... and helping out a friend to make a band on his own...

but i like this band... hope we can still be together... if we dis-banded... i know it not my fault.... please learn what people are teaching you.... we play your song.... please play other people song properly with sincerely.....

i think i write too long already.... hahaha..... just expressing my feeling... for those who know me... i always like to keep my anger till i break and explode.....

for know i take my leave....

MIKOI
M.O.S.T.
2:12 PM 
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Monday, September 28, 2009 
what did i do to you... did i hurt u... did i back stab.... did i beat u... did i ask anything for u.... no right... but u u treating me like a fucking stranger....

now im a ghost of SPSM.... no news of what going on... what happening.... u piss of shit... u better know who im talking about.... u always think of her even thou she break up with u.... and u always ask my advise but fuck... u never listen to me.... hello wake up.... u guys are 20 already... u act like 27.... but think like a 12 year old....

if u reading this... u can delete my number from ur phone.... coz there no need my number any more if u nvr even inform me any detail or invite.... well like irman sister is getting married and he ask SUSI to tell us... but i nvr even get a single msg...

fine... i know who am i.... of coz u O level student... im just an ITE student who can get into poly... not like u guys... u clever am dumb.... u an asshole while am a survivor ...

i don't even know y ppl still hang around u... scared? no one to hang with??  hmm.... but its up to them to think for them self.... don't like ppl control me....

goodbye goodnight for good u stinking shit....

HAMIF
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009 
hahaha.... having a great time enjoying raye this year.... even if no mood to raye....

yesterday went out raye-ing with my cousin all... a real wild bunch.. it like a real good time... we talk like nobody problem.... talk crap.... not like last few years.. all keep quite only... see the face and say hi only...

this year... really had fun... screaming yelling... head banging.... hehehe... yahoo...

this year... not sure if want to go out raya with them... since they forget to contact me... or even us... u noe what i talking about don't act like u don't know.... u want to make enemy... well be it... we don't care... i got alot of supporter...

now planing to raye with my old buddy...

mikoi out...
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3:34 PM 
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