thanks to my friend Katrina for being smart enough to tape this gem!

I could think of no better way to spend a Saturday night...making cupcakes w/little girls and teaching them to be FIERCE lol

"Yep, it's 2010 and everywhere I turn I hear about the end of days. Be it from the ancient Mayans, Global Warming to the Book of Revelation, it seems the end of the world is dancing on the tips of many a tongue. Each year our Summers get hotter, our Winters get warmer. Crops that were grown in the same place for a century are now having trouble growing. Ice caps are melting, animals are struggling. Natural disasters are hitting and killing thousands of people.".........click here to read the rest!

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So, a couple of months ago I was at a Convention . Our lunch room was a small green room located in the back of a huge warehouse that the Con was taking place in. In said room one table was set up for people to eat, another with food to feed them. After a long day of meeting people and not having had a good breakfast, my husband and two of our friends went to the green room for lunch. We served ourselves in the small room (about as big as a small office)  and sat down at the table and began to eat.

As we chowed down, a famous new Mother entered the room with her baby and an assistant. She says hi to us and watches as her assistant lays out a blanket on the table we are all eating on. Then the assistant lays the child on it and proceeds to change it's diaper. Now, I know being a new Mother is hard, and though I found it confusing that the celebrity was not changing her own baby's diaper, I found it absolutely appalling that anyone would consider changing their child on a table that people are consuming food on. We are talking about bringing urine and fecal matter into the same vicinity as food.

My friends and I were almost frozen in place in shock. I had been to the restroom at the venue and it had a wonderful little shelf that a baby could be changed on. I couldn't believe someone would chose a lunch table as a prime location for said deed. She quickly left almost as fast as she arrived, the smell of baby shit strong in the air as my fork clattered to my plate, a sure sign I had lost my appetite. The people in the room were divided. Some defended her decision to place fecal matter and urine on a table I was trying to eat on, others found it as strange and disgusting as I did.

 What do YOU think???

Lets all get nice and educated on the topic before we go off, shall we? CLICK HERE for a some vid and a nice article Please watch the video in above article, no commentary, JUST the Union seg I am talking about.


OBAMA-"To recover the rest, I have proposed a fee on the biggest banks. I know Wall Street isn't keen on this idea, but if these firms can afford to hand out big bonuses again, they can afford a modest fee to pay back the taxpayers who rescued them in their time of need."-Democrats erupt in applause, republicans sit in silence. WTF???

I am sure you all noticed (most of America and every news station has except FAUX NEWS) that when President Obama announced at his State of The Union address that he would be charging all the banks a fee to pay back the tax payers for the bailouts, the democrats erupted into applause. The Republicans sat glued to their seats, with not even a CLAP. Hmmm, why wouldn't they be thrilled we are going to charge these people to make our tax money back? Why wouldn't they be happy that these banks that almost RUINED America single handedly would now have to pay us back for our generosity?  For me, it has proved to me what I have always known, Republicans back the banks. Republicans fight for the wealthy. They obviously LIKED all the bonuses given out to workers AFTER the banks had to be bailed out to stay in business. To me, this is sickening. I get that they do not like Obama, but from what I have seen, they are siding with the devil! These are the same people who claim the "bank fee" is UNFAIR! Excuse me? Unfair? I think it was fucking unfair that our tax money was EVER used on those corrupt douchebags in the first place! it was THEIR fault our economy tanked! I also love when Obama announces all the tax brakes he gave our country, things Republicans claimed to have wanted, not one clap. Ugh!

I almost had to lose my house earlier this year due to tough times. NO ONE bailed me out. NO ONE. That isn't how life works, people. I had to work my ass off and find a way to make it work. lucky for me (unlike many other americans) I did. These banks can go FUCK themselves, I want my damn tax money back! I know a lot of people are not happy with Obama. Ok, fine. Honestly, can you tell me you would be happier with SARAH FUCKIN PALIN smiling back at you from the VP chair? Would John 100 year old McCain be able to handle this kind of pressure at his age? HELL to the no. I am still happier with Obama as my president than those two wackjobs. I used to like McCain until he tied himself to that abomination of a woman, Palin. I KNOW I picked the lesser of two evils. Unlike most everyone I know, I have REALISTIC expectations of a President having to wipe up after President Cheney and class clown Bush.(I would have even cut McCain some slack, but NEVER Palin..NEVER...she is my Newman like on Seinfield lol ) The fact is, we are in for rough times. You cannot lose your footing as a world super power and expect everything to be grand the next day. We should be so grateful that we didn't have another Great Depression. We are def. in a depression, but not like the Great one. He has 3 more years of wiping up the defecation left behind by King George. I think by the 2nd year in, I will be able to form a better opinion about our president.

Anyway, I am a Libertarian with both democratic and republican tendancies. I LOVE guns and I LOVE money, so I get the GOP there, but I also care for people and middle class and the poor, so I guess I lean democrat there. The fact is, both parties suck my balls. I DESPISE having only a choice between Dem and Repub when election day comes. However, I have been growing more and more disgusted with the GOP as time goes on. It is full of hypocrite FAR right bible thumpers that frankly, scare the living shit out of me. Any side that the likes of Glen Beck and Rush (and others) are on is NOT a side for me! Get with it, republicans! Time for a revamp and a new strategy, because you have damn near lost all my respect. You were one of the greatest parties in this country at one time. You are nothing but a skeletal shell of your former glory.

Anyone who looks like someone pissed in their sandbox when it is announced that Banks can't walk away with freebie money is sickening to me. Fucking sick.

New signs I had made My letter to my neighborhood paper. Do you guys likey? I only had a 250 word limit, do you think I got my point across? I moved from Manhattan Beach to Hermosa Beach 2 years ago. What I liked most about our new home was the yard! Now my lawn is full of dead spots from dog pee. I'd rather wake up to poop to clean than a lawn to replant! We purchased signs asking people to kindly keep their dogs off our lawns. They continue to let their dogs on, have stolen 4 of our 5 signs and devices to keep dogs off. The flower bed is also dug up. I LOVE dogs. But, this is MY property and I do not want dogs making it look like Omaha Beach in World War II. Pee does more damage! There are 2 parks near my home, yet my "neighbors" have decided the homes with "no dogs" signs are where their dogs should go. I caught a woman yesterday with her dog right in front of my "No Dogs" sign allowing her dog to go on my grass. She yelled at ME when I asked her if she could read the signs! This is a huge problem, and my neighbors and I have decided to take it to the city. I am tired of wasting my hard earned money on others rudeness. If you cannot provide for your dog what it needs without using others who don't want to be used you have absolutely no business having one. I didn't buy my home to be our neighborhoods personal dog toilet!! This isn't a doggy welfare center!

So, We have purchased a bunch of signs for our yard asking our neighbors to stop letting their dogs piss and shit on it. Our grass is dead in huge spots from dog piss. I like dogs, but if I don't have one, I don't want my lawn looking like Omaha Beach in World War II! After putting our signs up, we noticed our lawn kept looking terrible, full of shit and dead piss spots. Some would say "put up a fence". Ok, sure, YOU paying for it? I do not see why I should have to spend MY money to fence out the dogs of others. It is an expense that we simply cannot afford and is far down our priorities on what we really should spend our money on. How about p[eople respect each other instead? ; )

So, for months I have been trying to find the person who ignores the fact that our pristine and beautiful lawn has now turned into a barren wasteland. I just know that if I had a dog, and I let it pee on a lawn that it was starting to kill, I would probably move on to another area so I didn't piss off my neighbors. If said lawn had signs everywhere asking me to not let my dog piss and shit on it, I wouldn't bring my dog near it. tehre are plenty of neighbors who dont care about what their home looks like. Go shit there. !

Anyway, I'm sitting in my office a little bit ago not feeling very well watching youtube clips of Beauty and the Beast. Yes, seriously, that was what I was doing. I am still in my pajamas and my nose is all runny. I look out the window to see a woman walking all over my front yard. I found it odd someone would just be waltzing around my lawn Curious, I opened the shutters and the window to investigate. Sure enough, there she was directly in front of the "NO DOGS" and "No Peeing No Pooping" signs with her huge dog squating in my lawn. Yes, I used to hate people who would put signs like that out, but one look at my pathetic lawn and most people understand why. Anyway, I open up my window to talk to her and notice that not only did her dog pee and poop on my lawn, she was letting it dig up my flowers right in front of my eyes!!! I yelled "hey" and  off she goes. I am sitting here in red fluffy santa socks, pajamas, and a fist full of tissue. I was in no condition to be in public. I ran outside down 2 blocks to catch up with her. I was not looking for a fight. I just wanted to ask her to not let her dog go on my lawn and destroy my flowers. The bitch started running away while I was trying to talk to her. I had never seen anything so childish and rude. Also, it just proved to me that she knew full well what she and her dog were doing to my property. I started yelling at the bitch, calling her rude and infantile as she screamed she had a dentist appointment and didn't have time for this. Mind you, my neighborhood rules and most all my neighbors are just fantastic. I couldn't believe I had finally found such a douchebag in our midst.

I, like so many others, have been in complete shock over Heidi Montag getting SO many surgeries at such a young age. It makes me feel so sad for the girl who is obviously lost and doesn't love herself. I was happy for her when she tweaked her nose and boobs, if it bothered her that much, it's good she could be happy. I know I had a boob job at 25, but my reasoning behind it was not to change what I look like...I am Adrianne Curry, goddamnit, and "there can nly be one!". it was simply to take my 1 c cup and 1 a cup breasts and even them out. (I had a miscarriage and it made one grow, and the other just stayed the same in 2006, it really hurt my self esteem) I did that, and I have never been happier. When asked if I would have surgery again I normally respond yes. I'll have to replace these things in about 15 years! I couldn't imagine doing anything to my face or body. I would be scared to wake up and not see the same person I have always seen looking back at me in my mirror. One day, when I am 50 years old and not happy with what father time handed me, I might inject here and there. I dont think I can ever bring a knife to my mug. As for nips and tucks of the body, 89% of people who do that were too goddamn lazy to dicipline themselves on a good diet and work out routine. I have no respect for people who take the easy road in life. EARN it, baby! Once you do, if you got some loose skin you need to get rid of, cut it off if ya have to. Just dont be so damn lazy you have to suck out your fat instead of doing EVERYTHING humanly possible to get rid of it yourself!

In my modeling days, I was told by my agency, makeup artists, and photographers that if I got just a LITTLE nose job, I would most likely work a hell of a lot more. The thought of taking away my nose, the only thing on my body besides my height and big feet I inherited from my father, sickened me. I know my nose isn't perfect. In fact, I used to HATE it. It's wide by my eyes from having been broken at a young age, and I have a HUGE bulb at the end of my nose just like my Dad (or Liz Hurley). Lucky for me, I was comfortable enough with myself to tell those people to suck my fucking balls. I wont change who I am to better please others, me and my body are mine, they are what defines me and makes me stand out. I love myself, which gives me the ability to love others completely and be comfortable in my skin.

People without tough skin have no business being in Hollywood. Heidi is a perfect example. Not only is she so weak she lost who she was in a tool of a douchebag (rat bastard Pratt) but she is deluded to the point that at the tender age of 23, she had to reconstruct almost her entire being. Now, she looks like a 45 year old Orange County milf, hot for her age, but trying too hard. I know her doctor is the same man who did my breasts...and I know he wouldn't perform a procedure that would injure someone or be dangerous. However, that isn't what this is about. At 23 fucking years old, you have NO NEED for botox, NO NEED for facelifts! It's the golden age, ladies! It's all downhill past 30, why bother changing yourself when your body is in it's absolute prime? You will regret tampering with your splendid youth..your smoth skin...you fucking bitches! ::shakes fist at the 25and younger crowd)

If you hate yourself to the point that you have to make yourself look like a totally different human being (Micheal Jackson, Heidi Montag) I pity you.  Instead of wasting your cash on plastic surgery, might I suggest intense counseling sessions with a professional? Most celebrities are terrible examples to children. I'm positive I am as well at times. I just beg young girls to not look at someone like this as a role model. She is sad and broken. A frail and fragile being lost and afraid. How about Mandy Moore? Taylor Swift? Pick women to look up to that have their shit together! Grab your teens and get them the hell away from The Hills and Jersey Shore!  Don't even let em watch My Fair Brady when it's on! As a kid who grew up in the 90's fixed on MTV, I can say watching rockstars get drugged up at award shows and act stupidly was a big influence on me. Dont let your kids watch girls who are cutting themselves up or getting into fist fights.  It will lead to a hard road of trouble. Trust me, this is coming from someone who went to hell and somehow found her way back.


Thanks for reading

-Adrianne

This was really fun to make, I hope you enjoy it!

sorry for the block, but I have since sobered up from my emotions, and no longer want to share my thoughts.

Thanks for understanding

-Adri

So a completely ruined party girl finally parties her life off the edge, and suddenly a bunch of people who never even heard of her before care? I look at that girl and I feel so sad for her life. How lost she must have been to act in such ways.  How selfish and spiraling out of control you must be to risk abandoning your child. It's a tragedy that happens over and over. People only care because she was an heiress. Well, an heiress supposedly engaged to a bisexual reality dater.

I just did an interview where I was asked about this whole situation. I have been pretty successful lately in avoiding it at all costs. However, I just had to spend 15 minutes on a radio show listening to them analyze everything about the whole thing. I'm pretty educated up now as to what the latest happenings are. Much like Tiger Woods, I dont delve into people's personal business. However, seeing how Tila WANTS this to be everyone's business, I felt less invasive when opening my ears. What do I think? Why, let me tell you!

I think that if my husband were to pass away, the very last thing on EARTH I would be doing is blogging or tweeting about it! Maybe ONE small update to thank people for support, but thats it. When my Mom's BFF recently passed in November, I couldnt even CALL my own FRIENDS (let alone hear my Mom's voice!) on the phone because I found speech completely impossible. I wasn't able to say a word to anyone for 4 days straight. After that, I stopped blogging pretty much, as you guys may have noticed, for a while. I, for a time, lost my ability to write anything that seemed to have any meaning. I didn't tweet for a few weeks anything other than a few words. I have lost a lot of people lately, and I am noticing a pattern of the same behavior of those who lose people who are most dearest to them. They kinda mope about in complete shock, unable to form words without completely breaking down. It's the look of living dead, breathing, heartbeat, but dead inside.

Do I think Tila held her fiance in the same regard? No, I don't. The radio personalities read me some of her tweets and I was shocked anyone would exploit such a situation for attention. I couldn't believe those were her own words, so out of curiousty I goggled it to confirm, and I found it all right there. I remind myself of how mentally sick one has to be in order to risk their lives when they have a baby....and what type of person would be with someone like that. That Casey girl certainly didn't love herself, so she couldn't possibly love anyone else...family, friends, lovers, or children. The type of person who would be with someone so lost aint who you bring home to Momma, either.

SO, in short, I basically understand why everyone has been so interested in this thing, now. It's the worst kind of train wreck. I am at a loss of words when I think that people still flock around her (Tila) and think what she is doing is ok. I hope a lot of mommies are telling their daughters to never be that way. Hell, I used to always say that about my show and blogs, but somehow...I feel a whole lot better now ; )