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Sophie B. Hawkins



Last Updated: 12/23/2009

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Status: Single
City: Los Angeles
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/22/2005

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009 

Current mood:  content
Category: Art and Photography



We've posted some new paintings on the website. You can see them at http://sophiebhawkins.com/sophies_art.php
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 

Monday, July 06, 2009 
Hello new friends and old, I'm seriously in love. Blowing rock blew me away, the audience, the pungent grass, the mists like dragons' breath and the succulent rain. And Bonnie and Jamie, who hosted us and took such excellent care of us at Westglow, and Missy, what fine and generous people, I really would like to import my life to the blue mountains right now.

I got caught in the rain on a dirt road and I felt as alive or more than when I was a child alone in a summer storm. How strange and mysterious life is; I didn't want to leave home for this short tour, and now it is as if the flights and roads and shows were a route taking me to Blowing Rock.

My 4th was very soulful, we performed and then Bonnie DJ'd an emotional exposition of fire works. It started with our hands over our hearts facing the American flag and  singing the national anthem on the portico that overlooked  the ravishing dark blue mountains, and ended with Judy Garland singing "somewhere over the rainbow". In between was Ray Charles singing America The Beautiful, Annie Lenox with American Prayer, Simon and Garfunkle's "I've come to Look for America, which affected me the most, and some artists with patriotic songs I hadn't heard but really loved.  When someone puts it all together like that it is as if I'm in a great production of a play I adore, the point just before the last act ends. I realize things and I say, "how could I have not seen this before?" It's a jump in awareness and I feel humbled by the work and vision of people around me I either hadn't known or simply hadn't recognized.

I'm swimming in a warm pool of emotions, like the one at Westglow, wondering how to paint what I feel, in words, chords and colour.

Bye, Sophie

Saturday, July 04, 2009 

Category: Music
We had a wonderful show last night with Edwin McCain. Among the many lovely humans there were two women, Fran and Kelly, and when I started to play Fran apparently said to Kelly, “she sounds like Sophie B. Hawkins” and then 3 songs later I said my name, that’s deep in this world of sound bombs.

It is so fun to play for an audience that doesn’t come for me, even when I offend people for being myself. Although I find more that people discover new aspects within their own context; for instance Maria and Cesar like my “Christian undertones”, which is not schooled, or sought after, it just flows through as a truth of my existence.

North Carolina is billowing with impending rain, the leaves are white side up, the clouds are folding into the sky like pillows into twisted sheets. Wow, look at all this farmland, yellow daffodils and cops. Last time I played here it was for Hillary Clinton, that was sure a different time, sometime I’ll discuss what has happened between then and now, or perhaps I won’t have to. Perhaps its in the new album, perhaps its in the air, I’ve been having fascinating conversations with people coming to the show, people I haven’t known and yet we have similar trajectories to our thoughts. All I can say is; I felt isolated and now I feel part of a movement, like a buffalo who found her heard. Gotta a show in blowing rock tonight, Aaron Copeland is on the radio and it’s all wide open.
Sophie

Friday, July 03, 2009 

Category: Music
Hello there, we're leaving Savannah, Georgia listening to Sinatra on the radio in
the blaring heat. History is everywhere on this American holiday weekend. Last night=we listened to Lincoln's Gettysburg address, and Kate Hepburn playing the Aaron Copeland Lincoln piece. Now "Young At Heart" is playing, how true!!!!! What great lyrics, all the self help books can't conquer this simply wonderful feeling of happy
expectation.

On the Road


Now Mel Torme is scatting about Sweet Georgia Brown's big feet! So neat. I met some great kids last night in South Carolina, I'd never been there before, what a treat. Alligators, too. And Edwin McCain is stupendous, and nice, I feel specially lucky to be on his stage.

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There are allot of rebels out here, I love the rebels, its high time for the
thinkers whose thoughts are creating a disturbance in the stagnant  pool of power bloated muck monsters. Washington, Wall Street, I'd trade you all for a Georgia peach in a hot, southern second.

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Now its Peggy Lee, oh please! The folks who like to be called what they have always been called-the folks who live on the hill.

I'll see some of you tonight, Sophie
Saturday, May 23, 2009 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Music
Dear friends, on this memorial day Friday night I thought first of you, remembering how I've made a life of songs that you have shared through years of rugged changes and unlikely developments, and it's been a battle to survive, creatively speaking. I wrote before Dashiell was born that I worked and trained like a soldier to be ready for the unknown, and I'm so glad I prepared as well as I did. I'm so grateful I didn't cruise for a moment, and that I enjoyed not down shifting, but rather kicking my butt into gear even more. This afternoon I listened to the most amazing guitar player lay down tracks on some of the new songs and they sounded better than I thought they could, I heard how the bass from yesterday pulled the piano and vocals together, gave them depth, and now how the guitar is intensifying the mood, challenging the lyrics to speak clearly of a richer meaning. I have found my way, I know what will not work, and opportunities are here. Patience has proven to be a good friend, I mustn't betray her.

Memories, all of them used to be painful, I'm sure many of  you can relate to this. There are some sad moments on the new album, for sure, loss and longing for the reasons things happen the way they do when the feelings are unbearable, but also there are new strengths and completely unsuspected perspectives and desires borne out of the grieving process. We don't get people back, we can't relive a more innocent time, but we can create circumstances to enrich new relationships that vibrate who we are now, and we can let innocence safely flourish within others, and live it in our art, and make time for our own innocence to erupt.

Being Dashiell's mother is so sacred to me, these are the simplest and quietest of times. Sitting on the stoop watching the birds and dogs, giving him his bottle and kissing his wonderful smelling head, leaning over his crib when he's talking and singing to himself in the morning, telling him of Sir Dashiell the Great Knight while he falls asleep on my chest in the swing, under the Eucalyptus tree.  Yesterday is already a memory. In six months I have never experienced so many conscious leaps with another human being, and every six hours something totally new happens. This is how life is when we are present, with or without a child, if we don't habitually re enforce the same story. Dashiell's story is new and unfolding fast, so he is not held back by conditioned responses and ideas from his past, but so is every one's story, if that's how we choose to tell it.

I have definitely opened a new book of life; it's my part 2. I love the old one ever so much, it is in fact addictive, but this new one is nurturing and full of white magic, there is a very bright and strong new character who I am always eager to observe, and the old ones who have crossed over are so much the wiser. There is Owl, speaking of the goddess, wanting me to be her doorman.

So friends, I want to thank you for who you are and for what you have given to me, and I want to especially and deeply thank those of you who serve and protect America, and who ever serves and protects their own nation, it is such a sacrifice and because of it, I can kiss my son goodnight.

See you on the road, Sophie


Tuesday, February 24, 2009 

Hello my dear friends, it has been so long, and believe me, I have written
many an entry…but I haven’t finished one. I hope you are well. I am very very
well, and quite happy. Dash amazes me; I have gone from awe to a love that is as
simple and powerful as the essence of the word, whose roots are deepening within
me, and whose branches extend more each day. It is so difficult to describe
these feelings without music, without a song, without a spot of nature, a Spring
bird singing, a Summer twilight on the rooftop, a first snow that sticks. I
don’t want to be practical and tell you how I’m living nowadays with a
three-month new person and the musical and, of course, looking for the right way
to get all these songs out of my studio and into the antechamber of your souls.
(What V. Woolf calls the ears.) Life is not practical or technical, although it
takes these to make it as creative as possible. Sometimes I want to write a book
on all that I’ve learned in just three months, but I realize everyone’s
experience is so unique, every child and parent is so unique, that my
discoveries wouldn’t translate. And they are forgettable, the ways one manages
to make everything work, and the memorable stuff requires art to express. Yay
for art!

We actually just spent two very intense weeks working with a lion of Broadway
on the show, and I’m more inspired than ever about the potential of this
experience for my talents. And yet, the closer we get, the more unfinished and
undone it becomes. Also with the album, I’ve experimented with several combos of
people I’ve liked allot, although I haven’t hit the right mode for the songs
yet. I truly trust this process, and I have to get it right.

Tomorrow I’m doing a performance at a charity event, the first time onstage
since September, and Dash wont be inside of me, he’ll be having his own life,
probably sleeping. Finn is next to me right now, and I have had a great day of
writing, recording, going to art class, walking around the hood and being, quite
naturally, a mother. I wish I could tell you more details, but there is no time
for details. I will say this, though, when we rehearsed for this show, Dazza,
Rick, Gigi, Huckleberry and I, my heart yearned to hit the road again. That’s
when I do get impatient. And won’t I have a funny entourage? Ah well, I’ll see
you there…when the sun comes out again.

Your faithful songwriter, Sophie B.

Monday, November 24, 2008 

Current mood:  blessed
Helloooooo out there! I am overjoyed to spread the word that Dashiell is born. On November 17, 2008 at 4:45 pm, held above all reason and effort, the truest thing I ever saw, the vision, which felt like unchained ecstasy, the son like the sun shown, and pressed against every heart in the room.    Sophie B.

(Check out the website for an mp3 of a song written for the baby -
http://sophiebhawkins.com/dash/)


Friday, November 14, 2008 

Hi kids! My due date was November 10th, but we're still having fun in the tum! Here's some pics of me 'sizing with the mystery boy yesterday. We're putting up something special very soon, so check back….your pregnant songwriter


Monday, October 06, 2008