I'm ment to be asleep. I'm exhausted. Il be up in less than 6 hours with a 3 year old who wants to run around and keep me busy. But all I can think about is you. I miss you so much. The same things go round my head everytime i think of you, with no answers. It's all what ifs. I wish I could change the past. <3 I at least hope you found peace and are happy. I'm not afraid to die, because il finally see you again <3 ily